Jiaojiao doesn't listen to this, she often hears these words these days, she is hungry and wants to eat.

When I got home, not only my mother came back, but there were many people in the house, my mother was lying on the bed, and there was a little person wrapped in swaddling clothes who slept with her, and my mother smiled and said to Jiaojiao: "That's my brother." ”

Jiaojiao didn't feel much about the concept of her younger brother, thinking that she was eight years older than this younger brother, wouldn't she wash his diapers every day in the future?

Jiaojiao didn't show happiness, she didn't feel unhappy, she walked out of her mother's house and heard a few aunts talking, and the neighbor's eight aunts and a few women said that her mother had beaten many times in order to give birth to a son, and even once it was a male fetus, which was seven months old, but because of grandma's words, this month's pregnancy was not a male fetus, and the sixth brother took the sixth sister-in-law to go for a uterine curettage operation and took it out.

"I feel sorry for the sixth sister-in-law, you don't know what I saw with my own eyes, I saw the sixth sister-in-law come out of the operating room, there was no blood on her face, she fainted, and almost died. In the past few years, the sixth sister-in-law has been busy alone, and she has not been well recuperated, and she has had many tires, and this time she finally gave birth to a son, fortunately!

I heard my dad say that women have too many abortions, which is particularly bad for their health, affects their life expectancy, and hurts their bodies. ”

Aunt Eight's father was a barefoot doctor.

Jiaojiao remembered Aunt Eight's words, and since then she has complained about her father in her heart, what's the good of having a son? Take your mother's life in exchange, and firmly remember that a woman can't have a baby.

Jiaojiao feels sorry for her mother, she feels sorry for her unspeakable suffering, she feels sorry for her to have the final say in giving birth to a child, she feels that her mother is very pitiful, and she doesn't love herself well in order to give birth to a son.

Jiaojiao knew that since she had this younger brother, she no longer had sugar to eat, and their family was destitute, because she gave birth to a second child, violated national policy, and was fined 3,660 yuan, which was in 1990, pork was only one dime, two cents a catty, and raising a big fat pig was only sold for 200 yuan.

Jiaojiao's carefree childhood came to an end.

One of the things she has to do every day after school is to wash diapers, no matter whether it's windy, rainy or cold.

Whether it's usually coming home from school or vacation, I have to watch my younger brother while doing my homework, and I have to do what I can for the family, including making breakfast for the family.

Jiaojiao is very envious of other sisters, they can all play well without dragging, but she has a burden.

Jiaojiao tied a long rope around her brother's waist and let him climb in the hall, as long as she did not climb out of the wooden threshold of the hall, she went to the yard to play hide and seek with her sisters and brothers.

As a result, her mother came back, Jiaojiao was almost beaten, because she ran fast and escaped, but when she came back, she was still beaten, Jiaojiao cried very sadly, and for the first time she seriously thought about the words of the fifth aunt, if you have a son, you don't want a daughter, isn't it? Do you want to run away from home as others say, let well-wishers adopt you, and then deny your parents for the rest of your life.

Mom always beats me and has to find a great helper to help me beat her.

Jiaojiao remembered the TV series "Sea Lantern Mage" she watched at her uncle's house, that is a very good person with martial arts, specially designed for the common people, the people on TV all praise the sea lantern mage, Jiaojiao went to the eldest lady's house that she hadn't been to for a long time, and asked the eldest lady where the sea lantern mage lived, and she was going to find the sea lantern mage to help beat her mother.