"Do you need a handkerchief?" Steward Li stood beside Song Ci and kept a safe distance of one meter, holding a white embroidered handkerchief in his hand, in a very gentle tone.

Song Ci didn't refuse, squeezed out a smile and said thank you, and wiped away the tears with a handkerchief: "I'm sorry, it's me who lost my temper." ”

Steward Li smiled slightly and said to Song Ci: "No, I can understand your feelings. But they're all children, who will be too strong? ”

"Isn't Song Huanian that?" Song Ci looked at him: "Such a seemingly weak child, but he is stronger than anyone else." ”

"No, to be honest, Miss Song is only like that in front of you." Steward Li is still very gentle.

Song Ci frowned and pointed at himself with his finger: "Me? Why? ”

Seeing Song Ci's sorted out emotions, he made a gesture of please: "If you want to know why, please come with me." Maybe you'll understand it after reading it? ”

Song Huanian lay on the bed, put his head in the pillow, and let the tears wet the pillow.

She has clearly expressed her mind like Song Ci, and judging from his every move and every word, which point does she not like herself?

Although Song Zhongchen taught her since she was a child, don't work too hard for what she can't get. Instead of having those energy, it is better to put your mind on being able to make yourself better, to be able to stand in a place that others admire.

However, no matter how good it is, even if you stand at the highest point, you can't get what you want, so what's the point of all the efforts?

Who can understand this heart that cannot be loved?

She slowly opened her tear-stained eyes, listened to the sound of rain outside the window, and felt a little bit of a loss.

After a while, Song Huanian sat up with her body propped up, she picked up the mobile phone on the bedside table, and made a call to Tang Sinian.

"Hello? Squad leader, has Song Ci been found? Where did he go? Where is it now? Tang Sinian on the other end of the phone was obviously very anxious, and asked a series of questions without waiting for Song Huanian to speak.

Although he and Song Ci are half-siblings, after all, they have been living together for more than a month, and he already knows almost everything about Song Ci's personality.

Outside, Song Ci belongs to the kind of poisonous tongue and black belly, and it is also fatal to fight. After living under one roof for a long time, his protective film slowly disappeared, revealing his true character.

He was only seventeen years old, and he probably had a little urchin in his heart. Occasional tsundere,The second secondary character that switches at will is completely different from the state in school.。

Tang Sinian was not used to it at first, and the two would quarrel when they met at home. However, no matter who goes out, they will bring some food or daily necessities to each other, and gradually there is no barrier between them.

Therefore, the safety of Song Ci that he is not worried about now is fake.

Song Huanian was amused by him, and replied to his series of questions one by one: "Song Ci has been found, he is near my house, and now he is in my house." You don't have to worry about it, it's just a little rain and we may not be able to go to school tomorrow. ”

After Tang Sinian roughly understood the situation, he didn't ask anything more, but just told Song Huanian to rest more.

"yes, I see." Song Huanian responded: "If there is nothing to do, I will hang up the phone first, and you will rest early." ”

He didn't answer, just was silent, and there was always a feeling in his heart that something was not right for Song Huanian to say, and it was very uncomfortable to hold it in his heart.

"Downs?" Song Huanian saw that he didn't answer, and asked again.

As if he had made up his mind, his tone was as flat as possible: "Squad leader, Song Ci likes you." ”

I thought that Song Huanian would be surprised and ask him why he had to at least ask how he knew. But her answer was beyond his expectations, and he never even expected it.

"I know..."Song Huanian's tone sounded even more bland than Tang Sinian's: "But, what's the use of this? ”

Tang Sinian repeated that sentence in his heart, what's the use of this? So what's the use of liking you?

"I'm hanging, goodbye." This time, Song Huanian hung up the phone without hesitation,

The mood that had just calmed down came again, her heart hurt like a knife, she held the mobile phone in her hand, looked at the direction of the contact for a long time, and pressed down a contact.

The bell was thought about for a long time before it was connected,

"Every year?" Lin Qiuling frowned slightly: "Do you have anything to do with me?" ”

She needed to get the very important information out tonight, and it was quite important now. I didn't know how many people hung up the phone one night, but this time I looked at the contact before hanging up the phone, but I didn't expect it to be my daughter's phone.

Song Huanian held the mobile phone and sobbed gently, Lin Qiuling rubbed his temples with a headache, relaxed his body and leaned on the back of the chair.

She heard Song Huanian crying, but she didn't know how to comfort her.

"Mom..."Song Hua said in a young voice: "You say, what is the relationship between liking and not getting?" Why do two people who like each other not have the courage to be together? ”

Lin Qiuling understood what her daughter meant, she stood up and walked to the floor-to-ceiling window, looking at the night view of the city outside the window. She saw the neon lights on the buildings flickering alternately, the lights of many office buildings also on, and many people like her were struggling for their lives and work.

"Is it because you don't have the courage, or is the other person lacking a kind of firmness?" Lin Qiuling didn't answer her question, but opened her mouth to ask one.

Song Huanian was silent, and only after a while did he say four words: "I don't know." ”

This answer seemed to be in her expectation, she just sighed: "Nian Nian, if you are very brave and even clearly express your heart but the other party does not accept it, one may be that he really doesn't like you, and the other is that he feels that he is not worthy of your like." ”

"But he's good!" Song Huanian pulled the quilt fiercely with his hand: "His English score has been the first all year round, he has led the school basketball team to win the championship, and he is even silently helping those classmates whose families are not wealthy, he is so good, why is he not worthy of being liked by others?" ”

"Have you ever thought that he is very good, but he himself is not aware of it?" Lin Qiuling asked again.

“...”

"Every year, your father and I have never been at the level of antiques, you know all this." Lin Qiuling said earnestly: "We won't say to destroy the sprout you just raised, adolescent children don't know their feelings very clearly." Contrary to other parents, I'm glad you came to talk to me. ”

She paused for a moment and continued, "But our reassurance is never a reason for you to indulge. More than anyone else, we want you to be able to live happily and happily on your own, and you have to know your heart. ”。

"I'm pretty sure, I like him..."