In my opinion, it seems that I have suddenly changed sex, and I didn't have half of the love for men and women before, why did my attitude suddenly change now?

Isn't it because of Nishang's death that it irritates him?

Or is it because the senior sister disappointed him too much, so he is breaking the jar? Find someone at will and get married?

Looking at the North Lin, my mind is getting more and more chaotic.

In the end, all night, tossing and turning, I didn't sleep, and the Ming Beilin, who was lying next to me, didn't sleep well.

After he fell asleep, cold sweat gradually oozed from his forehead, and he vaguely called Ni Shang's name in his mouth.

"God-king." I sat up, raised my hand, and wiped the cold sweat from his forehead.

He grabbed my wrist with a backhand, and I thought I had woken him up.

As a result, Shen Beilin murmured: "Nishang, big brother will take you home." ”

"Shenjun, Nishang has returned to her husband." I whispered softly in Stygian's ear.

Beilin's frowning eyebrows stretched a little.

"Shenjun, you can't be blamed for Nishang's death, if you want to blame me." I whispered, and in my mind, the picture of Nishang saving us in Ziwei Mountain came to mind.

If she hadn't shown up at that time, if she had stayed in the Tengqing Teahouse to give birth, would she have escaped?

Will Xuan Ling grow up with his mother? It's a pity that there is no if, everything has already happened.

I only blame myself, I obviously noticed that my senior sister had a problem, but I still had a trace of illusion about her, which indirectly led to Nishang's death.

Thinking of this, I quietly got up, got out of bed, and walked towards Xuan Ling.

Xuan Ling was sleeping incense, I stood on the edge of the cradle and looked at him for a long time.

"Ling'er, Aunt Xiyan, will definitely take care of you." I looked at him with a slight pantothenic acid in my eyes.

Now, when it was time to go, I quietly packed up all the clothes in the house, and then put on the skin again, and went downstairs to ask for hot water.

After washing, seeing that the sky was already bright outside, he woke up Ming Beilin.

He had nightmares all night and had not slept well, and when he saw that I had risen so early, he asked me if I had not slept all night.

Seeing me nodding, he sighed, "Are you having nightmares again?" ”

"It's you, God-king, and you're having nightmares again." I handed the twisted cloth to Mingbeilin.

After taking the cloth, he began to wipe his cheeks.

"Shenjun, you didn't cause Nishang's death, you?" I was trying to untie the knot in my heart.

Beilin's hand trembled slightly, and then he raised his eyes to look at me.

His eyes were scarlet.

"It's the fault of this Shenjun, this Shenjun didn't protect her, I owe her and Long Qianjun two lives." After Beilin finished speaking, his eyes looked at Xuan Ling.

"Nishang also said, when the Dragon King ascended, you were in the underworld, and you were also belittled that day, she knew your situation, and she didn't hate you!" I said, taking Stygian Northlin's hand.

His hands were extremely cold and trembling slightly.

Speaking of Nishang and the Dragon King, Beilin can't be calm.

I could only divert the conversation, and instead asked Ming Beilin to call them to get up, and after a while they had breakfast and set off.

Beilin grabbed the dough on the table, pasted it and brushed it away.

I looked at his back and sighed, and walked to Xuan Ling's cradle.

The little fellow had not yet woken up, and I could not bear to wake him up, but I had to let him eat something hot so that he could hurry for a while.

"Ling'er, Ling'er." I gently placed my hand on Xuan Ling's shoulder.

His long eyelashes quivered, and he slowly opened them.

His blue eyes were so clear that when he saw me, he opened his mouth and smiled at me, revealing eight small white teeth.

"Ling'er, did you sleep well last night?" I lifted the futon and carefully picked him up.

Xuan Ling is well-behaved, he never sleeps, he doesn't cry, and he plays with Hongtu very well.

I carried him to the next room, a table of food has been placed, Hongtu is holding chopsticks to eat, Ming Beilin said, I don't know if there are restaurants on the road, so this breakfast must let him eat more, otherwise I am afraid that it will be noisy for a while.

Hongtu ate for an hour, and if we hadn't been in a hurry, I was afraid that he would have been able to eat until noon.

The chief of the stone pavilion also came to see us off, and he prepared a new carriage for us according to the instructions of Beilin, and got two horses.

Today, the weather is still bitterly cold, and a few snowflakes are falling sporadically in the sky.

We put all the baggage on the carriage, and Mingbeilin specially removed the copper bell from the previous carriage.

"Priest Elder, thanks to your help this time." After the stone pavilion chief finished speaking, he leaned over slightly towards the Beilin.

There was no wave on Ming Beilin's face, but he asked Pavilion Chief Shi lightly: "Is the coffin buried?" ”

"Buried, buried, according to what the adults said, buried on the edge of the temple, and invited the senior monks in the temple to spend it." Pavilion Chief Shi replied.

When he heard this, he got into the carriage.

The chief of the stone pavilion and his men stood neatly on the side of the carriage.

"My lord, be careful all the way!" Pavilion Chief Shi spoke.

"Let's go!" Beilin opened his mouth to float and said.

As soon as the floater pulled the reins, the carriage headed towards the end of the town.

"Shenjun, if we are in a hurry all day long, when will we be able to get to the "Yellow Mansion"? "I looked at the North Forest.

Huangfu is the hill where Mei'er and her father live, I want to send Mei'er back to her father first, and save us from following us all the way.

As soon as Mei'er heard me ask, she immediately jumped on my lap, and her round head shook desperately at me.

Her meaning couldn't be clearer, she didn't want to go back.

"Mei'er, go back, you may not have seen your father for a long time, your father must miss you." I reached out a hand and stroked Mei'er's head.

Mei'er lowered her head and didn't say anything more.

"If so, it will not stop any longer, and in three or five days, it will be there." After Beilin finished speaking, he also glanced at Mei'er: "Huang Mei'er, you can be regarded as an escape from death, you should know what to do in the future, don't be impulsive, otherwise no one will be able to save you." ”

Mei'er curled up on my knees, looking lonely.

I opened my mouth to reassure her, but I knew she wouldn't listen to anything.

"Xiyan, I haven't seen Mei'er yet, she has transformed into a human form, maybe, we can do it." The floater who drove the car suddenly interjected and said.

"Hey, don't think about it, it's our Mei'er now, and I don't take a fancy to you." I replied in a low voice.

Mei'er wagged her tail, as if to say, I'm right.

"Whoa, whoa."

As we were talking, the sound of chewing came to my ears again, and I turned my head and looked behind him, and I saw Hongtu eating dry food.

100 steamed buns, 100 flower rolls, and 100 large meat dumplings, which were ordered to be prepared by the shopkeeper yesterday.

However, for Hongtu, it's just an appetizer.