Chapter 121: No One Can Support You

Old Lady Gu didn't finish her words, but Gu Jin had already understood.

No one can support themselves, because all the people in the world should be equal, and the difference between strength and weakness should not be determined by nature, but by the day after tomorrow.

But this court has been reincarnated for thousands of years, the heavenly nobles are noble, the commoners are poor and the people are poor, every time I think of this topic, Gu Jin's heart seems to have broken a string, it will break when it is touched, and when it is broken, it will bounce to the flesh and blood, and it hurts to the heart.

"Grandmother?"

The girl looked up, and the waves in her eyes had not yet calmed down.

Mrs. Gu pursed her lips and smiled, and personally reached out to pat the round stool beside her, Gu Jin sat down obediently, at this moment, the girl took away the frost and cold, like a child.

Old lady Gu went to peel the citrus stacked on the table again, this year's winter came a little early, and the oranges came down a little early, not too sweet, but it was just right to dip in Wu salt.

Geng's mother watched from the sidelines, so she bowed down and withdrew.

Gu Jin sat silently beside his grandmother and listened to the old lady say:

"Grandmother remembers that when you were young, you loved sweet and sour, and every time it fell, you had to eat better citrus, and the oranges were so hot that your tongue hurt and you had to eat them secretly."

In a word, I mentioned those long pasts.

Gu Jin lived in Kaixiang Grace Garden for a period of time when he was a child, and was cared for by his grandmother, who was still strong at that time, teaching her to ride horses, play polo, read and learn calligraphy, and the grandparents and grandchildren did live a few days of family fun.

It was a few years before Mrs. Gu's health was not good, Gu Jincai lived in the evening window pavilion under the arrangement of the He family, she was cowardly at that time, and she thought about her grandmother's poor health, even if Gu Xiang bullied her, she refused to make trouble with her grandmother, and the two grandchildren missed many years in their lives.

Mrs. Gu let out an "oops" and pulled back Gu Jin's thoughts, just as she saw that the citrus was juicy and splashed on Mrs. Gu's fingers, Gu Jin hurriedly pulled the handkerchief to wipe it for her, and took the half-peeled orange by the way.

"Grandmother, I'll come."

The old lady didn't stop it, and let the girl's slender jade hand peel it off.

Her hands are empty, but she has a lot of emotions in her heart, and when people get older, it is easy to recall the past.

"My grandmother is very tired these days, and she has to sleep for a few more hours every day, and when she sleeps too much, she loves to dream, and her dreams are full of youthful things."

When she was young, she was the daughter of Jiangmen, and she was full of spirit, different from the ordinary daughter's family in Bianliang City, and her feats such as today's autumn hunting meeting were common things for her back then.

Gu Jin peeled the orange in his hand, and thought about the rumors about his grandmother several times in his mind, and the corners of his mouth unconsciously showed a shallow smile.

Old Lady Gu's voice continued: "Since you were sick last time, your temperament seems to have changed a lot, why?" ”

She asked this question once last time, but she didn't want to ask it again today.

Gu Jin's hand stopped, the orange peel had been peeled, and he was carefully pulling the white silk on the orange flesh.

She closed her eyes shallowly, speechless for a moment.

After a long time, he said: "Grandmother has been a tiger girl since she was a child, and she has been high-spirited for many years, so ...... Do you believe in gods and Buddhas, or rather, can you trust the number of lives? ”

The old ladies of other people's families in Bianliang City go to the temple every day to visit the Buddha, some hope for a long life, some hope for children and grandchildren, and some look forward to peace and happiness......

It's just that the old lady of the Gu family never goes with them, not because she has been in poor health in recent years, but because she has never paid attention to these, these Gu Jin has known since she was a child.

But she still asked today.

Old Mrs. Gu turned her head sideways, and saw Gu Jin's clear eyes like water, and she was glowing to herself.

She replied lightly: "Why did you suddenly ask about this, what is the good thing about the number of lives, if God has set it for you early in the morning, what is the use of your faith, if the number of people's lives is not set, what is the use of your faith?" ”

Gu Jin lowered his eyes and said to himself: "That's right, I didn't believe it before, but then I felt that many things have their own providence in the dark, and I still can't get rid of it in my first life, so I believe it a little." ”

She lived again, she didn't believe that she was extraordinary, and she didn't believe that it was the favor of the sky, but why she died in the seventh year of the dynasty, but she was able to open her eyes ten years ago, she couldn't understand.

She attributed this to fate, believing in fate, but refusing to accept it.

Old Lady Gu's eyes narrowed when she heard this, and she looked at Gu Jin again, such a remark really didn't look like a twenty-eight-year-old girl could say.

Gu Jin noticed that her grandmother was looking at her, so she smiled faintly again, and hesitated: "Grandmother, my granddaughter has walked a lot more, but she still came back later, but the road in front of her today is no longer the road she used to be." ”

She's talking about her being born again.

When Gu Jin said this, the orange meat in his hand had already been peeled, and it was clear and clear, and it was held in the palm of the hand by the girl, crystal like jade.

If you teach others to hear this, it will be strange to be accompanied by the north wind in winter, but the old lady Gu has a faint expression, as if she is just listening to her granddaughter talking about new things outside.

Old Lady Gu smiled, stretched out her hand to take the orange handed over by Gu Jin, and squinted her eyes to carefully select the few remaining white strands on the orange flesh.

"If that's the case, then this road should really be taken well, carefully." After a pause, the old lady said again: "However, this is not only your own road, but also related to the road of many people, as much as the family, the country, and the world." ”

Gu Jin was stunned, and once again remembered the words of Mrs. Gu: You have to remember that in this world, no one can support you.

The girl pursed her lips, full of piety: "Grandmother just said ......"

Old Lady Gu raised her eyes, looked at Gu Jin and smiled: "Didn't you understand everything?" ”

She broke half of the citrus meat that she had peeled again in her hand and filled it into Gu Jin's mouth, Gu Jin took a bite, and her mouth was full of sourness.

Gu Jin frowned and continued the topic just now: "Yes, grandmother really thinks that her granddaughter can?" ”

Can you really walk this long road alone, relying on the curved loop of the previous life to the smooth road of this life? Can she really do it, can she really do those words: no one can support you.

Only when you are strong enough, or when all the people in the world are in harmony, can you have this sentence, which is clear to the world.

Old Mrs. Gu didn't answer, but only asked, "Aren't you already leaving?" ”

Plotting to seize the missing moon pool, winning the autumn hunting meeting, skillfully solving the troubles of northern Hunan Province, and wisdom to the mother's heart...... Indeed, she is already walking this long road, although it is extremely difficult, but her steps are extremely firm.

Gu Jin was stunned, and his heart was full of confusion.

But I heard the old lady's voice sound again: "It's cold this year, this mandarin is indeed a lot sour than in previous years, but the sour also has a sour taste, if you really eat it with Wu salt, but lose the taste......