Chapter 444: Monsters
Maybe it was because this question was asked suddenly, Yu Xinyu didn't react, and the expression on his face showed a hint of panic.
It was such a trace of panic that was captured by Shen Tianyi There was an inexplicable impulse in Shen Tianyi's heart, and he felt as if he had found a breakthrough and asked: "Why are you always so entangled?" Can you tell me why? ”
Yu Xinyu involuntarily pushed two steps back under his powerful gaze, his eyes were very flustered, but in the end he forced himself to calm down and said: "It may be that you want to be tempted, or it may be simply unwilling." But no matter what, it can't be because I like you. ”
When this question was said, in fact, Yu Xinyu himself had a little bit of a weak heart, because no matter what kind of point of view, he really seemed to care about this person, but fortunately, the lethality of this painting was a bit great, after Shen Tianyi heard it, the expression on his face also changed, and finally nodded, and took two steps back, without the sense of oppression just now.
"I see, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have forced you, and I shouldn't have forced you to admit something."
When the distance between the two people was separated, the nervous feeling in Yu Xinyu's heart was finally relieved a little.
"Sorry, I overreacted a bit. I didn't mean to say anything nasty to you, I was just curious. ”
"I know. You are not lethal, even if you try to make yourself look fierce, but in fact you are just an insecure person, which can be seen from Young Master Xu's attitude towards you. Young Master Xu is a good person, he understands very well that it is a good choice for you to be with him now, and you should be able to live happily in the future. ”
Yu Xinyu couldn't help asking: "What is happiness?" Do you think that as far as I am concerned, I will be happy with Xu Minglang? ”
Shen Tianyi's serious emotions shook for a moment, and then he asked, "Isn't it?" ”
Yu Xinyu sneered and didn't continue to ask, but held back all his questions, you can never wake up a person who pretends to be asleep, just as you can never make a person wake up from an illusion that he doesn't want to wake up.
Sir doesn't know when it will rain again, and the rain will be heavier than when it comes, so if you continue to stay here, you will be drenched in soup, or you will become a god who is not afraid of rain, and it is obvious that the latter cannot be completed, so you can only find a place to shelter from the rain in a hurry according to the former.
The main pavilion of Mochizuki Pavilion is a very large attic, and when Yu Xinyu stepped into here, he inexplicably felt a little more familiar in his heart, as if he had indeed stayed in this place before.
Shen Tianyi took off his wet coat, but when he took it off, he suddenly realized that there was another person beside him, so he asked: "Don't mind, I was poisoned with wind and cold before, and if I catch a cold, it will be very slow." ”
Yu Xinyu shook her head: "Do whatever you want, I don't look at it, don't worry, I'm not a bad person." ”
It's time to be so serious, and this person made a rare joke.
"I'm not afraid, do you think I'm a bad person?"
Yu Xinyu laughed directly, but after laughing, the expression on her face returned to calm again, as if she was always suppressing her emotions involuntarily.
Shen Tianyi finally realized that something was wrong with Yu Xinyu, although she was much smarter than before, but at the same time, Yu Xinyu seemed to have lost more, she seemed to have become very sentimental, and she would think about all kinds of things with a negative attitude at any time, even now, maybe he was thinking in his heart that the two of them might quarrel or have a particularly bad question and answer in the future.
In order not to let this person continue to be nervous, Shen Tianyi could only extinguish his own nature, force himself to become cheerful, and then joke with this person.
"It should be beautiful when it rains in Gangnam, right? Recently, it has rained a lot in Jincheng, and every time I look up at the sky, the expression on my face is very disgusted, as if I look down on it. ”
"Maybe people will really yearn for comfort, everything in Jiangnan is bland, I have been in the capital for so long, maybe I don't deserve to ask for too much blandness, now I can perceive all these things that I could not hope for in the past, so I am grateful to those people who sold me to Yangzhou."
While saying these words, Shen Tianyi was looking at Yu Xinyu all the time.
It's hard to imagine how a once so arrogant person has experienced such a change, and what kind of way has it taken to calm himself down, accept such a fact, and make himself safe and prosperous, and even make such a big career.
Yu Feiwan looked up at the people around him again: "I think you must be very curious now, how did I cross this hurdle in my heart and stay there with peace of mind, right?" ”
Shen Tianyi: "...... Well. ”
"Actually, it's quite ridiculous, how could a person with a temperament like me agree willingly, at the beginning I naturally didn't want to stay there, but then my mother gave me a chance, saying that I could give me the industries that the family was originally going to sell or abandon, let me practice my hands, if I can make a profit, then earn enough 100,000 taels, which is just my dowry, and after earning enough money, I can go back to the capital."
Speaking of this, Yu Xinyu seemed to remember something interesting, and suddenly smiled: "Do you remember when we went to investigate the murder case a while ago, I often ran into the Qinglou, and some girls over there worked hard for most of their lives just to save money, so that they could get out of that place as soon as possible and earn enough money to redeem themselves, now think about it, what is the difference between me and those girls?" ”
This statement seemed to make Shen Tianyi feel particularly uncomfortable, and he couldn't help frowning: "Don't belittle yourself like this." ”
"I know I shouldn't belittle myself, but you know that if you can control your thoughts, you're not a person, you're a cold monster."