Chapter 59: Sadness
I covered my mouth and ran away crying, when someone suddenly grabbed me, turned around and looked, it turned out that Xie Yuzhe did not leave just now.
He looked at me with distress and reached out to gently caress my cheek.
I should have turned away his approach, but now my heart was throbbing and I needed some comfort.
Xie Yuzhe handed me a tissue, and I thanked him for his thoughtfulness, because he didn't ask me why I was crying, nor did he ask me if I had found Ouyang Zhen.
He offered to send me home again, but how could I go back now in such a mess, my clothes were ragged, my eyes were red and swollen from crying, and my parents would definitely ask what was going on.
At this time, Ouyang Zhen, who was supposed to be by my side, was with other girls. I wanted to call Jiajia, but I was afraid that I would scare her with this miserable appearance.
In the end, I decided to go home first, Xie Yuzhe sent me to the neighborhood of home, and after getting out of the car, I reluctantly smiled and said to him: "Thanks to you today, I still trouble you to send me home, I will invite you to dinner another day, so as to thank you for saving your life." ”
Xie Yuzhe smiled, took a step forward, raised his hand and tightened the collar of my coat he was wearing, the movements were natural and smooth, my heart jumped suddenly because of his approach, and my face was a little unnatural.
"Isn't it too simple to plan to repay the grace of saving lives with one meal?"
"Huh? That..."
"In TV dramas, isn't it generally a little woman who can't repay her wish and make a promise to herself." Xie Yuzhe chuckled lowly.
I blushed: "You know I have a boyfriend." "I don't know if it's going to be in the future, but at least it's now.
Xie Yuzhe saw my tangled appearance, and said funny: "I'm joking, am I a person who takes advantage of people's danger in your heart, you are still serious, I just want you to relax your mood, I didn't expect you to be nervous, forget it, I mean, the grace of saving lives is such a big favor, how can you do a meal, how can you have ten meals and eight meals." ”
I took a long breath, it turned out that he meant this, okay, okay, although he saved me today, and he was handsome and compelling, but I had no other feelings for him, after all, my mind was on Ouyang Zhen.
"Of course, just tell me what you want to eat." I smiled lightly and told him that this time the smile was not forced, and his joke seemed to really deflect a little sadness.
He looked me in the eye and asked, "Then we're really friends, right?" ”
I smiled and nodded at him.
"Then you won't stop replying to my WeChat, right?" Xie Yuzhe asked again.
I was stunned, but I didn't expect him to be worried about this, I thought he had forgotten about it a long time ago, so I said frankly: "No." ”
"That's good, but won't your parents worry about you going home like this?" Xie Yuzhe asked as he stared at me suspiciously.
"It's okay, they're not home today." casually told a lie and prevaricated in the past, and the moment he finished speaking, he found that he was really about to become a liar now.
"Oh, then I'll go first, call me if there's something." After exchanging mobile phone numbers, Xie Yuzhe stopped a car on the side of the road and left.
Seeing the vehicle go away, I hurriedly took out my mobile phone and called Xiao Xu.
About ten minutes later, Xiao Xu ran out in a hurry, still holding one of my coats.
"When I came out, my parents didn't see you taking my clothes down." I asked.
Xiao Xu saw me embarrassed and nervously asked, "What's wrong with you, why are you so virtuous." ”
"Don't mention it, give me the clothes first." After taking the clothes and putting them on, he folded Xie Yuzhe's one and stuffed it into his schoolbag, and then met Xiao Xu's worried gaze.
"Why didn't Ah Zhen come back with you, and what happened?" Xiao Xu asked nervously.
It's really an interrogation from the heart, and no question I want to hear right now.
Xiao Xu saw my tears crackling and falling, the whole person was at a loss, growing up so big together, I have always been strong, since I was sensible, I almost never shed tears in front of him, not to mention crying so pitifully.
"You, what's wrong with you, don't cry, talk, who bullied you, tell me, what's going on." Xiao Xu stretched out his hand and wiped my tears indiscriminately, his tone was very worried.
I couldn't stop crying, and I told him intermittently to stop asking, and I didn't want to say anything now.
When I got home and entered the house, my parents shouted for dinner, I lowered my head and said I would not eat, and then walked quickly back to my bedroom.
After a while, I heard my mother knocking on the door standing outside the door: "Qingqing, why don't you eat, eat some, Mom makes all the dishes you love to eat." Hearing my mother's warm words, my tears began to flow uncontrollably.
He sniffed hard, and replied in a muffled voice: "I'm fine, I've eaten out with my classmates, you can eat." ”
After saying that, without waiting for my mother to respond, I ran to the bathroom with my pajamas, for fear that she would see me crying when she came in.
Standing under the shower, the hot water washed over my body.
Recalling Dahua's disgusting face, I wiped my neck and cheeks vigorously with a bath towel until my skin was red and painful, and after doing all this, I squatted on the ground weakly and hugged myself with my hands around my knees, tears and hot water mixed together.
Compared to Dahua's insult to me, Ouyang Zhen obviously made me feel more chilled.
I found myself unable to see through him, or perhaps I never saw through him.
Obviously, he was still cold to He Jiao in the morning, and he hugged her intimately in the afternoon, since he was interested in her, why did he want to be with me, is it because of the curiosity, because I refused, so I wanted to get me, and then I was bored and wanted to get rid of it together.
I don't know how long I stayed in the bathroom, but when I came out after washing, Xiao Xu was sitting in my room waiting for me.
"Why don't you dry your hair a little?" Xiao Xu reached out and took the towel in my hand, and dried my hair carefully, as if he cherished it gently.
After wiping his hair, Xiao Xu sat in front of me, looked at me seriously and asked, "Now tell me, what happened?" ”
My sister and brother grew up together, and we always know each other very well, and we can see through each other's thoughts with a look and a move.
And now, I really need to talk about everything, Xiao Xu is the best object, after all, there is never a secret between us.
So, I told him about the fact that I was taken away by Dahua after school.
Xiao Xu clenched his fists after hearing this, the green tendons on his forehead burst out, I knew that he was on the verge of anger, and I hurriedly held his hand in fright: "Look, I'm fine now, and Xie Yuzhe told that person, that person won't trouble me anymore." ”
I began to regret telling Xiao Xu about it, after all, when he saw that my clothes were damaged, he looked like he was going to eat people, and I repeatedly assured that I didn't have anything and no loss before I gave up.
Xiao Xu has an impulsive personality, maybe I shouldn't have told him about it.
"It's okay if I don't trouble you, a bunch of people deal with you, it's too shameless, and if someone hadn't saved you, what would have happened now." Xiao Xu gritted his teeth and said.
I knew what was going to happen, but I tried not to think about it, because the more I thought about it, the more scared I felt.
"But I'm fine now, obedient, don't go to that big flower, there are so many of them, you can't beat them." In the past, whenever there were hooligans outside the school who asked me to be friends and blocked me after school, Xiao Xu always had to fight with others, but now the situation is different, Dahua's gang is obviously not ordinary hooligans, and Xiao Xu is not Ouyang Zhen and such a group of brothers...
"I can't beat it, Ah Zhen can beat it, can you tell him about it." Xiao Xu continued.
Speaking of him, my face suddenly became ugly, Xiao Xu saw that I didn't speak, and asked anxiously: "Did you tell Ah Zhen'a, you won't tell him about such a big thing." ”
"Ah Zhen Ah Zhen, do you have such a good relationship, I think it's better than my sister's relationship." I suddenly shouted at Xiao Xu in a big rage.
Xiao Xu looked at me inexplicably: "What's wrong?" Did you quarrel? ”
"Maybe it's almost time to break." I said this calmly.
"Break up? How is it possible, Ah Zhen said that he loves you very much, and he is so good to you, it is impossible. Xiao Xu hurriedly said.
I laughed at myself: "I saw him hugging other girls, my eyes are short-sighted, but not blind, I can see clearly, I have been missing for so long, he didn't come to me but he is kissing me with other girls, heh..."
"Is there a misunderstanding in this, if he doesn't want to be with you anymore, he can say it directly, he won't be the kind of person who dares to do it." Xiao Xu seems to have a mysterious trust in Ouyang Zhen, even if I say so, I still choose to believe him.
"I'll call him and ask clearly, do you know how many couples have misunderstood and separated because of lack of communication throughout the ages, and it's better to say anything clearly in person than to guess by yourself." Xiao Xu took out his mobile phone and was about to call Ouyang Zhen, I hesitated, but finally did not stop it.
Maybe Xiao Xu is right, no matter what the result is, we should make it clear.
Sitting next to Xiao Xu, watching him hold his mobile phone from expressionless to confused to frowning.
I sneered: "Hehe, no one answered, right?" ”
Xiao Xu's face hesitated: "Maybe he didn't have his mobile phone by his side, maybe something was delayed." ”
"Yes, nothing is more important than my safety."
"Sister..."
"Okay, don't talk about it." Pushing Xiao Xu out of the door, I don't want to hear Ouyang Zhen's name again, every time I hear it, my heart hurts fiercely.
At night, I cried for I don't know how long and finally fell asleep.
In the early morning, the sun pours into the room, and the warmth falls on the side.
Just when I was half awake, I vaguely felt that someone was touching my cheek, and slowly opened my eyes to find that Ouyang Zhen was actually in my room, and I thought it was a dream, so I immediately sat up and rubbed my eyes: "Why are you here?" ”
When Ouyang Zhen saw me wake up, he also sat up and hugged me, put his head into my neck, and said in an apologetic voice: "Wife, I'm sorry, I wasn't by your side yesterday and didn't protect you." ”
I shoved him away and asked in a cold voice, "I asked why you are here, how are you in my room." ”
It seems that he already knows about yesterday, but I just think he is acting in a cozy manner, and if he is really worried about me, he will not give me a single phone call or message all night.
Hearing that my tone was not good, Ouyang Zhen looked at me distressedly, and said patiently: "I'm waiting downstairs for you to meet Xiao Xu, he said that your parents are not at home, open the door and let me in." ”
"Okay, then you see, I'm fine now, you can go." I said to him mercilessly.
"Wife, Xiao Xu told me everything, I can explain it to you, it's not what you think." Ouyang Zhen said anxiously, but I don't want to hear anything now.
"I don't think there's anything to explain, and I don't want to talk to you right now, and if you still respect me, you go out, leave my house, now, immediately, immediately." My heart wrinkled as I expelled him ruthlessly.
Seeing him appear in front of me, the picture of being insulted and let down seemed to be clearly revealed again, which reminded me of how helpless and columbic I was at that time, it didn't look like me at all, but it was clear that it was me.