But that's just idealization.

Shen Linglong's greatest hope is that Qin Yumo and Zheng Yufei will also be dragged into the quagmire together.

It's a pity that she didn't find this opportunity, and she won't have it again.

Zheng Yufei smiled slightly when she thought of this, and she didn't want to break Shen Linglong's thoughts.

"Okay, since Miss Shen thinks so much, let's get to the point. I have been to this police station many times, and every time I come, there are some people who have something to say to me, so what do you want to say, Miss Shen? ”

"I envy you." Neuralgia suddenly said something wrong.

Zheng Yufei tilted her head, envious? What did she envy her?

Is it envy that she was in a car accident at a young age, lost her memory for seven years, and almost never saw her husband and children for the rest of her life?

Or envy her for being taken away by Lu Zichen at the happiest moment of her life, and she almost died overseas when she tortured her?

I still envy that there are always some people around her who are eyeing her, such as Shen Linglong. As long as you live for one day, you will never let her go?

Or maybe Shen Linglong envied that there were fewer and fewer people around her, friends and enemies, all of whom had left one after another?

What does Zheng Yufei think, how does she feel that she is actually nothing more than Erer in this life, Shen Linglong doesn't have to envy her.

If you put Shen Linglong in your position today. Presumably, Shen Linglong may not have her wishes.

When Shen Linglong saw Zheng Yufei's demeanor, she couldn't help but show a self-deprecating expression.

The corners of her mouth were slightly raised, as if she was very disdainful of her life.

"Miss Zheng, you may have lost a lot in your eyes, but you must know that we people will always lose more than you. At least, you still have loved ones, lovers. And friends are with you, but I ......."

She shook her head with a wry smile, "My parents have given up on me since the moment I was arrested in a psychiatric hospital more than a year ago, and they said that they would rather not have had a daughter like me. And those fans who used to pursue me, maybe they were willing to support me at first, and even redress my grievances for me, but in fact they are just a wallgrass. They grieve for me today, find a better person tomorrow, and forget about me completely. So Miss Zheng, do you think you're much happier than me? ”

Zheng Yufei smiled slightly, it is true that in this regard, he is indeed much luckier than Shen Linglong.

After all, when she came all the way, none of the people who should have stayed left had left, and they were all by her side, but Shen Linglong was different.

But now listening to what Shen Linglong said, Zheng Yufei felt extremely ridiculous.

She shook her head, "Miss Shen, if you hadn't completely lost your conscience at the beginning, if you were in one of them, you would have been able to get lost and not end up where you are now." You said that your parents would not recognize you, but I think it is a relief for your parents. No one is obligated to bear the guilt of others, not even your own children, so you should not use your morality to demand from others. Because you yourself have no morals, what right do you have to ask them again? ”

Shen Linglong knew that she was humiliating herself by saying these words to Zheng Yufei, I am afraid that even Shen Linglong herself felt that she was actually a person who was not worthy of pity.

She thought a lot about staying in the police station that night, in fact, she also wanted to say something, she regretted it, but she couldn't say it anyway.

Now that she has come to this point, even if she regrets it, even if she is guilty, no one will forgive her.

So the only way to retain your dignity may be to admit your mistakes and pretend that nothing has happened, right?

But Shen Linglong's envy of Zheng Yufei is true, she is definitely not lying.

She just shook her head, "Miss Zheng, maybe you still don't understand why I said this to you today, but you will understand later, there will definitely be this day." ”

Zheng Yufei was noncommittal about what Shen Linglong said, she just looked at Shen Linglong quietly.

"If Miss Shen called me here today just to tell me these things that don't have any nutrition, then I won't be with you. Good luck Miss Shen. ”

Zheng Yufei stood up and wanted to leave.

Shen Linglong looked at her back and suddenly stopped her.

"I've been fighting with you for so long, but it's just a big dream. I should have known that I couldn't fight you. ”

Zheng Yufei turned her head in surprise and looked at Shen Linglong. I saw that she seemed to have shed tears, and through the faint light of the corridor, Zheng Yufei could feel that her eyes were slightly red, as if she was repenting, and as if she was pitying her fate.

"Miss Zheng." Shen Linglong raised her head, "In short, in this life, I am sorry for you, and the struggle between you and me ends here." ”

Zheng Yufei raised her eyebrows, sorry This kind of thing seems to mean much, only those who are sincerely repentant deserve to be forgiven, and Shen Linglong said sorry, maybe it was just to relieve the guilt in her heart.

But this guilt is definitely not for Zheng Yufei, but for Shen Linglong herself.

She felt sorry for her life, she didn't finish this road well, and she didn't become a person with a good temperament, so she regretted it, and she only regretted herself.

As for those who have been hurt by her?

Maybe the day she dies, she won't feel sorry.

Zheng Yufei turned around, pushed open the door and left.

It wasn't until she walked out of the end of the corridor that Zheng Yufei stopped slightly, and she turned her head again and glanced at the door.

It's best that you don't have the chance to see each other again in this life, so why meet again? Treat the past as if it never happened, and from now on, each will go his own way and suffer his own suffering.

Qin Yumo greeted Zheng Yufei when he saw him coming out, and he held Zheng Yufei's hand slightly.

"What did she say to you?"

"It's nothing." Zheng Yufei shook her head, "It's just remorse, I'm afraid she should also regret not choosing a correct path in life now, so that she can't even turn back now." ”

Qin Yumo sneered, he knew that Shen Linglong would never feel sorry for the harm she had done to others, she would always think about herself.

If she had the slightest gratitude for others, she would not have come to this point.

"Su Yangzi said that she will probably be sent back to the psychiatric hospital like last time." Qin Yumo pointed to his head, "Her spirit doesn't seem to be very good. ”

"I know," Zheng Yufei nodded slightly.