Half a year has passed......

But in the spring of the second year, a few days after the thin snow in Hangzhou had melted, Xu Cheng received a call from the hospital when he was at work, and it was the middle-aged doctor who called.

"Xu Hong found a new tumor in today's examination... Fortunately, it's not a brain tumor, it's somewhere else, and my advice is to get it removed as soon as possible, and if you can, it's better to come to the hospital now. The words of the middle-aged doctor on the other end of the phone made Xu Cheng's heart tremble, where did he have extra money to treat her?

At this moment, Xu Cheng felt confused for a moment, hesitated for a while, and Xu Cheng walked into the manager's office, hoping to ask for leave to rest.

"Hey... Okay," the manager sighed, he also knew Xu Cheng's situation, and skillfully took out a leave slip from the drawer and signed his name.

Xu Cheng slowly withdrew from the manager's office gratefully, and then rushed to the hospital non-stop.

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"That's the general situation, Xu Cheng, the tumor that your lover found this time has basically determined that it is a malignant tumor, if you can, I hope the tumor can be removed in the next two days." The middle-aged doctor said with a frown.

Xu Cheng sat in his position, what could he do? He has borrowed all the money he can borrow in the past six months, and he has even borrowed a lot of usury on the black market!

As the saying goes, this emergency does not help the poor, and no one is willing to lend this money to Xu Cheng......

Before leaving, Xu Cheng was stopped by the middle-aged doctor at the door, and turned his head a little puzzled, he thought that the doctor had something to explain clearly, but when he turned his head, he saw the middle-aged doctor take out a yellow thick cowhide envelope from the drawer.

"Xu Cheng, in the past six months or so, it has not been easy for your little couple, this money is a little bit of the heart of our colleagues in our department, a total of 20,000, although it is not much, but please accept it." The middle-aged doctor patted Xu Cheng on the shoulder, as if he wanted to cheer Xu Cheng up.

Xu Cheng only remembered that he still couldn't control his tears after all, for more than half a year, he was burdened with high debts every day, and he was scared and at the same time always wanted to raise as much medical expenses as possible.

He thought that he was strong enough not to shed tears anymore, but today, that little bit of care from others made Xu Cheng's long-standing wall of tenacity collapse, and the endless sorrow behind this wall turned into bitter tears and endless gratitude at that moment.

"Thank you... Thank you so much! I really didn't expect it...... Thank you so much! Xu Cheng knelt directly on the ground gratefully.

"Hey! Don't be like this, get up, what are you doing, we also want to do our part, go and see your lover. The middle-aged doctor hurriedly helped Xu Cheng up.

Although this money is not much for him and Xu Hong now, it is precious, Xu Cheng put this cowhide envelope into the most secret place of the briefcase, as if holding a treasure, hugging it tightly on his chest.

"Why are you holding a briefcase like this?" Xu Hong looked at Xu Cheng holding the briefcase, but he was very distressed in his heart, once upon a time, this man was still so sunny and vibrant, but now he has become the vicissitudes of life in order to treat himself.

"Hey, hey, hey..." Xu Cheng smirked, secretly leaned into Xu Hong's ear, and said about the doctors' donations.

"With me and so many good people to help you, you will definitely be able to get through this time!" Xu Cheng kissed her forehead.

Due to surgery and long-term chemotherapy, Xu Hong's hair has all fallen out, and when she got up in the morning, she looked in the mirror in the bathroom, but found that she was ugly now, with a bare head and only a faint bloody face, Xu Hong looked at herself and cried all of a sudden.

She felt that she didn't deserve Xu Cheng to treat her like this, and she also knew that she was only relying on expensive drugs and surgeries to keep her alive now, if Xu Cheng hadn't begged the doctor to continue treatment, she might have been sent home by the hospital to die......

Xu Hong's eyes were full of tears, she gently stroked Xu Cheng's face, for so long, Xu Cheng had not treated himself well for a day, but he always thought of a way to cook pork rib soup or stew hen for her every few days.

Xu Cheng could see that Xu Hong was feeling sorry for himself again, so he smiled and snorted, telling Xu Hong that the two of them would have a better meal tonight, and he would prepare it immediately.

In the afternoon of the same day, Xu Cheng rarely bought crucian carp stew, a box of braised chicken thighs and a box of white cut meat, and three meat dishes in one meal, and the two of them had not lived such a day for a long time.

That night, the two of them finished the meal with a smile all the time, which was also the happiest time Xu Cheng laughed in more than half a year...

Xu Cheng deliberately bought some liquor in a small shop on the street, the kind that can buy a small bottle for only three yuan.

After the wine surged, Xu Cheng had a married life for the first time after more than half a year at Xu Hong's initiative.

That night, Xu Hong seemed to have regained his health, as if to compensate Xu Cheng, until Xu Cheng was exhausted.

The next day, when Xu Cheng woke up, he habitually touched the position next to him, but he didn't touch Xu Hong's body, he got up in a panic, but found that his clothes didn't know when they were neatly worn on his body, on the cabinet next to him, Xu Cheng saw a breakfast, soy milk, buns and oil strips, which was his favorite breakfast, but in order to save money, Xu Cheng only ate a big meat bun for breakfast for half a year.

Xu Cheng, who felt that something was wrong, found that there was a folded piece of paper pressed under the breakfast, and when he opened it, the content on it made Xu Cheng completely collapse.

Xu Hong's handwriting was very legible, and Xu Cheng could recognize it at a glance, but he would rather not recognize it himself.

Soon, several policemen walked into the ward and told Xu Cheng that Xu Hong ran to the roof of the hospital alone this morning and chose to commit suicide by jumping off the building.

At that moment, Xu Cheng felt that his heart was hollowed out, and there was only disbelief in his heart......

Running frantically to the morgue of the hospital, at the door, the middle-aged doctor tried to dissuade Xu Cheng from going in first, but at this time, who could stop him?

After Xu Cheng entered, he only glanced at it, and suddenly didn't dare to look at it again, he walked to the morgue with his eyes closed, grabbed Xu Hong's bloodstained hand, felt the residual faint body temperature, and immediately cried, Xu Cheng still opened his eyes, tears blurred his eyes, and the faint residual warmth on his hands still left the last room for Xu Cheng's fantasy.

The doctors and policemen guarding the door rushed in, they saw Xu Cheng holding Xu Hong's body, hugging it so tightly that several big men pulled desperately to no avail, and at the last moment before he fell unconscious, Xu Cheng kissed Xu Hong's forehead for the last time......

Xu Cheng used the money given to him by the middle-aged doctor of more than 20,000 yuan to buy the funeral for Xu Hong, he had no money to use, Xu Hong's cemetery was purchased by both parents, Xu Cheng still remembered the appearance of Xu Hong's father when he saw him again, the heart-rending pain and the resentment that was so thick that it went straight into the bone marrow made his whole body tremble slightly.

After Xu Hong's death, Xu Cheng had no goal of living at all, and the only barrier to prevent him from committing suicide was the sentence Xu Hong wrote in the letter, 'Live well, otherwise I won't be at peace when I die'.

Because of this sentence, Xu Cheng wanted to commit suicide countless times but always chose to give up at the last step, he couldn't live up to Xu Hong's last entrustment in order to stop suffering himself!

Xu Cheng kept the clothes Xu Hong wore on the day of the accident, he was reluctant to wash them, he always felt that he could smell Xu Hong's smell on it, he moved out of the Happy Building, that place could no longer make him feel happy, every familiar grass and stone, including the narrow staircase, would remind him of the happy times, that was when Xu Hong was still there, that was when he still had his lover......

Gradually, he became addicted to smoking, drank heavily all day long, and after leaving Hangzhou, he wandered around the country, relying on odd jobs to survive, and planned to live like this.

Until one day, when he was delivering food in an Internet café, he entered the source space by chance, and chose to ban this painful memory of his past...

Xu Cheng sat on the ground, at this time he understood why even if he blocked his own memory, he still remembered Xu Hong in his dreams from time to time, this woman he loved the most took the initiative to die in order not to continue to drag him down, which is the most painful, the most helpless, and the most wanted to kill himself for men! Such a person, such a thing, who can forget?!

Thinking back to his previous message, he could completely understand why he would ask his current self not to unseal his memory, at that time he didn't know the ability of the source, and naturally he didn't want his future self to live like this lifeless corpse carrion!

The team members around saw Xu Cheng crying non-stop, and they were a little overwhelmed, after all, looking at Xu Cheng's appearance, it seemed to be crying from the heart.

Xu Cheng's consciousness was still connected to the source at this time, and he felt that the source was so powerful that it should help Xu Cheng bring Xu Hong back!

"Yuan, can you help me get Xu Hong back?" Xu Cheng asked.

Yuan paused slightly, and replied without emotion: "Trialist Xu Cheng has a reward for creating lifeforms for free, special annotation, and the character created is the character of Trialist Xu Cheng in the main space of the earth, and you need to pay an additional five hundred reward points. ”

Xu Cheng didn't think about it, so he directly chose to confirm.

A few seconds later, Xu Cheng felt that he was once again recalling the days with Xu Hong, and the picture was frozen to the night before Xu Hong's accident, when Xu Cheng and her were having dinner.

Xu Cheng felt that he suddenly had a heavy, soft body in his arms.

At this moment, Xu Cheng felt that his breathing became irrepressibly thick, and when he opened his eyes, he finally saw the face that had been thinking about it for countless days and nights.

Xu Hong was still wearing a hospital gown, she was very weak at this time, and her illness made her look weak and abnormal.

Source !! Fast! Hurry up and give her a full body treatment! It's all deducted from me! Xu Cheng hugged Xu Hong excitedly.

At the same time, a wisp of blue-gray smoke floated out of the source, this unique smoke seemed to be alive, floating in from Xu Hong's nostrils, and it didn't take long for Xu Hong's body to change visibly with the naked eye, and his originally pale face became rosy in the blink of an eye.

The power of the source is truly terrifying, and a thorny disease that is difficult to solve with modern medicine has been solved by a puff of 'smoke' during this time!

Xu Cheng didn't dare to move at all, but the tears of excitement couldn't be stopped for a moment, he looked at Xu Hong, who was gradually recovering, and the flame of hope for life in his heart was ignited again!

This scene came so suddenly that everyone felt a little dreamy, and no one expected that Xu Cheng would turn into a woman after a flash of light while crying.

After nearly fifteen minutes, the previous wisp of blue-gray smoke floated out of Xu Hong's nose again, and this also announced that Xu Hong had completely recovered his health, Xu Cheng gently put down Xu Hong, and then hugged her tightly in his arms.

Xu Cheng greedily inhaled the taste of Xu Hong, this familiar and unfamiliar smell made him convinced once again that his Xu Hong was really back!