"Look at what you look like, you're not serious in the third year of junior high school, don't you want to take the high school exam?!" The teacher stood up on the podium, blowing his beard and glaring angrily.

There was a cacophony under the classroom, and everyone was doing their own thing.

In the classroom of the third year of junior high school, there is no tension at all, and the learning atmosphere is different from other classes.

This is one of the worst classes in their middle school, the discipline is not very good, and there are many people who play mobile phone chats in class.

In such a noisy atmosphere, the teenager in the last row slept very selflessly.

The boy wore a black sweatshirt with his hat buttoned over his head, and lay on the table, oblivious to everything around him.

He is the quietest one, but he is also the one that others dare not mess with.

He fell out of the best class.

When I first entered junior high school, I was loved by my teachers and classmates because of my excellent appearance and excellent grades.

How dazzling that person was at the beginning, how embarrassing it is now.

Ever since that happened, everyone has started to turn away from him.

The voices of discussion, condemnation, incomprehension, and invective never ceased.

Because his mom is a sucker. Poisonous.

There's a good chance he's just like his mother!

The girls liked him but didn't dare to approach him, they only dared to talk in a whisper.

The teachers hated him for not being angry.

Obviously a good seedling, why should he be willing to fall and mix with that group of bad students.

The bell rings for the end of class.

Before the teacher could say that the class was over, the students couldn't hold back and rushed out of the classroom with cheers.

The whole classroom was noisy.

The boy sitting in front of him turned around and patted him on the shoulder: "Brother Nan, will you go to the Internet café to play games after school today?" ”

The boy moved, and then he woke up, with a little tiredness between his eyebrows, and sat up straight.

He always buttoned his hat on his head, half-covering his eyebrows and eyes, a few strands of messy hair hanging down faintly, the bridge of his straight nose loomed, and his complexion was cold and white.

"No, no."

The boy is always very cold to people, and there is a sense of distance that people dare not approach.

But this kind of temperament is even more popular with little girls.

Under the shy gaze of several little girls, Li Shunan carried his schoolbag on his shoulder and walked out directly.

After leaving the school, the boy was still next to him just now, took a cigarette from the cigarette case and handed it to him: "Then where are you going after school today?" Beiyu They went to KTV to sing, do you want to go to them? ”

Li Shunan lowered his eyes, took the cigarette and bit it in his mouth.

When he was about to cross the street, he saw the figure not far away, and his steps suddenly stopped.

The boy next to him noticed it and followed his line of sight.

Ten meters away, on the other side of the school gate.

The girl was wearing a school uniform, tied a ponytail, and carrying a schoolbag in her hand.

She looked at each other, as if waiting for a bus.

The boy stared stupidly in which direction, and said casually: "It's the school flower, it's really beautiful, isn't it Brother Nan." ”

"I heard that the family is very rich, too, looking at this temperament, the poor family should not be able to raise it."

"I also heard that she can play the piano, dance, and have good academic performance, and many boys next door like her."

"Oh, I forgot, Brother Nan, you are face blind, you shouldn't know her."

“……”

There was no response to what he said, and the boy glanced back.

Li Shunan still looked in those directions, but the peach blossom eyes were deep, with a little incomprehensible emotion.

He has always been face blind, and he may not be able to remember any girl in the same class for three years.

But he'd seen that girl.

But since that glance on a rainy night.

He remembered that face.

Remember, when she bent down, her eyes seemed to be glowing.

It's crystal clear.

There is no fear, no disgust, no disgust.

With no purpose, just an unintentional act of kindness.

I don't know if I noticed something, but the girl turned her head to look.

Li Shunan's fingers paused, his heart suddenly tightened, and he turned his gaze away a little embarrassed.

The person next to him was still saying something, and he didn't listen anymore, strode across the street, disappearing from the girl's sight.

He didn't know if she remembered herself.

But the girl was too clean.

It's so clean that it's so clear from him, it's completely a person from two worlds.

He didn't know why, but there was a shadow like that in his world.

He deliberately ignored it, trying to correct his world and return to the original track.

But it's strange that the more people want to avoid something, reality will always make him unavoidable.

From that day on, he could always see her.

At the school gate, her family's driver would drive her home.

She never walks around and comes home after school.

Her name is always heard at every commendation meeting.

She will speak on stage as an outstanding student representative.

She's a very good girl.

Liked by a lot of people.

When she laughed, there were two pear sockets on her lips, clean and pure.

In two years, the teacher had completely given up on him.

Everyone else would take a detour when they saw him.

They may not dare to say anything in front of him, but they will inevitably talk about it behind his back.

When passing by the school bathroom that day, Li Shunan heard the conversation inside.

"Do you really think you're good? No matter how good it is, it's a suck. Poisonous, the tattooed one was still friends with him and robbed our family of business. Yesterday, a police officer went to seal their store, saying that it was suspected of violating the rules, and I reported it, am I amazing? ”

If he didn't hear it, he could act as if it hadn't happened.

But if he did, he was never afraid of causing trouble.

That night, Li Shunan led people to smash his shop.

Later, at the flag-raising ceremony on Monday, he was criticized by the school.

In front of the whole school.

And that includes her.

On that day, she took the stage to speak as an outstanding student representative, standing not far from him.

and another girl with excellent grades.

The headmaster announced his evil deeds on the stage.

The young man had a wound on his face, but he didn't care, he looked like he was used to it.

Actually, he was just listening to her.

The girl next to her had obviously heard of his deeds, and her tone was a little disgusted: "People like him, I really don't know why they stay in school." ”

"I heard that he fights a lot and hangs out with the bastards outside, and his mom is still a sucker. Poisonous, how can there be such a person? ”

Li Shunan never cared what other people thought.

But he cared what she thought.

For the first time, I didn't want to appear next to her in such a guise.

Messy and rotten, like a beast deep in the mud.

I felt dirty, even humbled to the dust.

But until he heard the girl's voice.

"I don't know the full picture, so I won't comment."

The girl's voice was light and soft, not loud, but exceptionally clear.

"You haven't known him, but you've heard rumors from outside, why do you want to define people?"

"And, about his mother sucking. You haven't seen the poison with your own eyes, so don't spread rumors casually. Besides, if he was really like his mother, he could have been tested by blood, would the school not know? What are you worried about? ”

Her tone was calm, not defending him for anything, just stating a fact.

When the girl said this, she was immediately stunned and didn't speak again.

The boy was completely stunned.

After two years of malice, he heard someone say it for the first time.

The full picture is unknown, so no comment.

If you don't know the truth of the matter, please don't make casual remarks.

They think they see the truth, and they use words to hurt others with impunity.

Sometimes they never know how hurtful their words are.

It's just a simple sentence.

But it was already the greatest kindness he felt.

That is, on that day.

He finally stopped restraining himself, and let himself sink into that gentle smile.

Although, she just treated him as a stranger.

I don't even remember him at all.

But he began to think of her frequently.

Even on the way out of school after school, I began to look for her, just to see her more.

Until that day, his brother called him to ask him to support the scene, and he skipped class and climbed over the wall to get out.

When he climbed back from the wall, he saw the dance studio.

At the top of the wall, you can see the picture from the window of the dance studio.

The girl wore a white tutu, and every spin and jump was beautiful and clean.

It was probably the most beautiful scenery he saw during that time.

Later, he would climb over the wall when he had anything to do, just to see the girl inside.

Far away.

I don't want to disturb her, just watch her from afar.

The sun was shining and the wind was gentle.

Li Shunan climbed over the wall again, looking far away in the direction of the dance studio.

The boy was dressed in black, and the hat of the sweatshirt was buttoned down on his head, revealing only half of his well-defined face.

He doesn't like to talk, he always likes to be alone, and there is always a sense of alienation that people dare not approach.

I don't know many friends.

But there are a few brothers who have a very strong relationship.

Among them is Lin Beiyu.

On that day, Lin Beiyu happened to pass by.

When I saw him from afar, I climbed over the wall and sat down next to him: "Dude, I found that you have been very fond of coming here lately." ”

"Could it be that there is any treasure here?" He asked very puzzled.

There are indeed treasures.

A treasure that doesn't want to be discovered by others.

Li Shunan's Adam's apple rolled down slowly, and the black hair on his forehead blocked the emotion in his eyes.

"Probably because it's good for smoking."

Lin Beiyu laughed twice: "It's true, the teaching director here shouldn't be able to find out." ”

Lin Beiyu took out a cigarette case from his pocket, handed one over, looked at the dance studio, and narrowed his eyes: "Tsk, Assu, you may not have noticed ......"

“…… I saw that there was no girl in a dance dress at ten o'clock, damn, when did our school have such a beautiful sister. ”

"I'm going to catch her!"

Li Shunan's body stiffened slightly.

His treasure was still discovered.

But he couldn't say it as he did.

I'm going to catch up with her......

Li Shunan and Lin Beiyu are the famous double school grass in their middle school.

Lin Beiyu has a good family background, good looks, and a good personality, and can say two words to anyone.

The girl he likes shouldn't be able to catch up.

Li Shunan lowered his eyes, hiding the self-deprecation in his eyes, and for the first time he felt regret.

If he hadn't made such a choice two years ago, after all that had happened, would he have been qualified, qualified to say this?

But now he is not qualified.

He's a gangster and hated by everyone.

And she is completely from two worlds.

What qualifications do you have to say that you like her.

It wasn't long before a few of their good brothers got together at the bar.

Lin Beiyu took out a photo from his wallet and asked them to look at it one by one.

"Pretty, I've been observing it for a few days, and it's really different from other girls."

"I heard her speak, and it sounded so good, and guess what, I dangled in front of her for a few days, and she didn't even remember my name."

Lin Beiyu sighed while drinking: "It's so cute......"

“……”

A few good brothers looked at the photos one by one.

"It's really beautiful, alas......"

"I seem to have the impression that this girl can play the piano, dance, win many awards, and have a very good academic performance! It's the school flower of their school. ”

A boy sighed: "Such a girl is simply an unreachable star in the sky, who will be so lucky to marry her in the future?" ”

Someone next to him half-jokingly echoed: "The stars in the sky, then you can only wait for her to fall, and you can only wait for mortals to be worthy." ”

After saying that, several people laughed "hahaha".

Li Shunan took a cigarette between his fingers and was silent without speaking.

The stars in the sky will wait for her to fall.

But he didn't want to.

He didn't want to wait for the stars to fall.

He wants to be a star, to be the star that can be compared to her.

He didn't want to go on like this anymore.

But it's easy to get bad, but it's hard to get better.

There are many things that are not under your control.

Especially, when others are brave enough to express their hearts, he can't do anything.

Or maybe she sprained her foot while dancing, but he could only watch from afar, but there was nothing he could do.

He regretted it.

He regretted that he had become like this.

So when his father approached him and offered to take him home, he agreed.

I don't want to approach her in this capacity, I want to make myself better.

In those rotten and rotten days, he was muddy and had no ego.

He used to like to wear black.

Because even if it bleeds, you can't see it.

From that day on, he changed back into a white shirt.

The little girl, pulled him out of the filthy sludge.

Brought light to him.

Since then he has a dream, and for that dream, he makes himself better.

He wants to give her the best, and give everything in this world with both hands.

He was never a good guy.

But I want to be a good person for her.

And then on that day.

The day he returned to that city, ready, to be close to her.

His star crashed into his arms.

—End of Chapter—