Ouyang Zhen and I walked side by side in the school, and neither of us spoke first along the way, and the atmosphere was a little awkward.

"Ouyang Zhen, don't block the door of our classroom and wait for me in the future." I asked him a little cautiously.

Ouyang Zhen turned his head to look at me, with puzzlement in his eyes, and asked with a somewhat hurt expression: "Why?" You just don't want to see me. ”

"No, I just..."

"It's nothing." Ouyang Zhen suddenly stopped in front of me and reached out to pull me over and let me face him.

I lowered my head, not knowing how to speak: "Don't you notice that every time you come to me, people will stare at us." ”

Hearing me say this, the corners of Ouyang Zhen's mouth hooked up a good-looking arc, and the reflection of a handsome face in the moonlight exuded a soft halo: "Others can watch it if they like it, why should you care about other people's eyes, I like you, I like to stay with you, if you don't hate me, we can meet if we want to, why should we care about others." ”

Ouyang Zhen's words were frank and unrestrained, with his usual domineering and chic.

I looked up at him, and there was a blushing figure reflected in those starry eyes, and I was stunned, staggering my gaze, and I didn't know where to put my eyes.

"You like me, don't you?" Ouyang Zhen suddenly said to me gently, and his big hand grabbed my hand again, and the two hands were held together.

I tried to collect it, but he grabbed it very tightly: "What are you doing, you let me go." "My heart was beating irregularly again.

Ouyang Zhen looked at me without blinking, and just when I was confused, he suddenly reached out and took me into his arms, and a fresh mint smell came to my face.

"What are you doing, let me go." I stretched out my hand and slapped him in a panic, trying to get him to let go of me, this is the school, although it is dark, but in the public, in case someone bumps into me.

"Why can't you admit your feelings for me, it's so hard to say that you like me." Ouyang Zhen whispered softly in my ear, and I could tell that he was very helpless and lost.

Hearing this, my heart was sour, I didn't know, I really didn't know what kind of feelings I had for him.

I seem to have a natural sense of sluggishness in my relationship, and even my relationship with Gu Ze is because of his repeated overtures, the persuasion of others, and everyone's optimism, and they are naturally together.

But after the separation, I realized that although I was sad and heartbroken, it was more of a relaxation and regret that I couldn't know people clearly.

As for the unforgettable and heartbreaking words that others say, there is nothing at all, I thought I was emotionally cold, but for Ouyang Zhen, I am not, his affection, his words, his sadness. It always makes my heart soft, or painful, or sour.

Maybe he's right, I'm not emotionless for him, but do you like it?

Will he be true to me?

Although he has repeatedly confessed to me and been kind to me, will this be long?

Ouyang Zhen is a master of love, who knows if these love words are a means he uses to pursue a girl, and when I like him and fall in love with him, will he lose interest and get rid of me.

"Take me back to my dorm." After a while, I let out a long sigh. , gently leaving his embrace, I didn't dare to look up, I didn't dare to look at his expression.

After being silent for about two seconds, Ouyang Zhen said lightly: "Okay." ”

The road after that is actually not far away, but it seems that the two of them have become more awkward.

I deliberately slowed down my pace behind him, and he walked in front of him as if he didn't notice it.

When I got downstairs to the women's dormitory, Ouyang Zhen was standing there with my schoolbag, and the expression on his face couldn't show joy or anger, but I knew that he must be unhappy.

Actually, I would love to turn around and go upstairs now, because I feel bad to see his hurt expression, but my bag is still in his hand.

"Thank you." I took the schoolbag from him, and when I pulled it over, Ouyang Zhen suddenly pulled it back.

“？”

"I don't like those three words you say to me, the other three words I want to hear."

"I..."

"I'm not going to give up, and besides, you're not unsympathetic to me, are you?" Ouyang Zhen looked at me inquiringly, his eyes were affectionate and almost condensed.

But I still can't give him the answer he wants, maybe I'm a person who puts reason first, the two of us are like the South Pole and the North Pole, he is rebellious and unruly and doesn't seem to pay attention to anything, and I have been following the rules since I was a child and caring about the eyes of others, no matter how I look at it, he will not be my lover.

I sniffed, as if I had plucked up great courage, clenched my fists with both hands, and said in a cold tone: "It's impossible for us, we're not all the way at all, don't come to me, I won't like you." I looked at him coldly, mercilessly.

"I don't believe it, you have me in your heart, what else is not a person all the way, what is not a person all the way, I only know that you are a woman, I am a man, I like you, you like me, we can be together, you tell me, what I said is wrong." Ouyang Zhen was a little excited and took my hand, clenched it hard, and felt some pain in my wrist, and I frowned at the pain.

"You're right, but the only difference is that I don't like you." I looked at Ouyang Zhen's eyes and said seriously word by word. I tried to calm myself and tell myself not to panic.

"I don't believe it." Ouyang Zhen shook his head, the injury and helplessness in his eyes made me unable to ignore, and his heart throbbed uncontrollably.

"Believe it or not." I lowered my head, felt the tip of my nose sour, reached out and pulled my schoolbag and ran into the dormitory building without looking back.

When I went back to the dormitory, a few roommates probably listened to what Jiajia said about Ouyang Zhen coming to me, and made fun of me, but my mood is a little heavy now, and I can't laugh no matter how they tease me, maybe I can see that I am not in a good mood, and a few people who know each other are not making fun of me.

After taking a shower, I found a book I was reading recently, flipped through it in my hand, leaned on the edge of the bed and read it for a while, and then buckled the book on the bed with a "snap" in the middle of the night, distraught, and couldn't read a word at all.

I got up and walked to the bed in slippers, my heart was very depressed, I reached out and pushed open the window to poke my head to breathe, but at the moment I poked my head out, I was stunned, because there was a figure standing there downstairs, a little lonely, a little melancholy.

I didn't know that Ouyang Zhen hadn't left all along, now it's mid-September, the air is very cold at night, and Ouyang Zhen is still wearing the short-sleeved T-shirt he just sent me back.

I secretly scolded him in my heart for being stupid, is he an iron man, don't you know that it is cold? I glanced down at my watch, it was half past nine, he had been standing here for an hour and a half, what the hell was he trying to do, was he punishing me?

I stood upstairs and watched him smoke cigarette after cigarette, never stopping, and I wanted to rush downstairs to grab the cigarette from his hand, and I wanted to shout at him to ask him if he was stupid, but in the end I didn't do anything.

Closing the window, I retracted myself into the covers, trying to let the quilt take away the cold in my heart.

The night was already very deep, I don't know who turned off the lights in the end, and the room was dark, but I still got up and walked to the window to take a look, and found that Ouyang Zhen didn't know when he had left, and I couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

Lying back on the bed, thinking about these recent events, my heart was chaotic, and the sound of several roommates breathing evenly came from the quiet space, and finally closed my eyes and fell asleep unconsciously.

The next morning, I went to the classroom with a pair of panda eyes, and I had a terrible headache and severe sleep deprivation.

I was very afraid of meeting Ouyang Zhen along the way, obviously I didn't do anything bad, but I was afraid of running into him, probably God also heard my prayers, and I really didn't see him once in the morning.

But at the same time, he was relieved and a little lost, and he couldn't help but think about what he was doing now.

After lunch at noon, without Ouyang Zhen's company, I suddenly felt a little unaccustomed, and they all said that fifteen days to develop a habit, after so long, there is a person who suddenly disappears by your side one day, and it is normal to be lost.

When I returned to the classroom, I passed by Ouyang Zhen's class, and I poked my head into it curiously, but Ouyang Zhen's seat was still empty. I sighed in disappointment, at this moment I actually remembered the appearance of Ouyang Zhen sleeping on the table after class.

"Are you looking for Ah Zhen?" A cheerful male voice sounded behind me.