At the beginning of the new semester in September, Snail and his roommate Yinyi made an appointment to go to the gym together, because the classes in the junior year were much less than those in the freshman and sophomore years, and all the gyms in the city ran through and screened

There are two places that match your heart.

So they went to the two places together for the so-called inspection, comparison, environment, price, and courses, and finally chose a newly opened fitness venue.

On the other hand, the relationship between the snail and Mu Shichen began to become ambiguous, and the snail unconsciously really liked Mu Shichen.

But because of some shyness, the snail decided to bury this secret love in his heart and didn't dare to reveal it at all.

In the snail's heart, as long as you can continue to be friends with him, you can do the rest.

No one has ever told the snail that she is alone with this sweet crush, doesn't it mean that the crush is the best state?

will not be sad, will not break up, will not quarrel, in short, the snail has always been a very attentive person.

The friendship between the two people is very strange, once they have a synchronized state of life, they will get better and better after their common interests and hobbies, and the snail and the snail are getting better and better, and they have become good friends who talk about everything

Friend.

Yin Yi will tell the snail everything, but the snail has never told Yin Yi the secret of her heart.

Every day, as long as the two of them don't have classes, they will go to the gym to sweat, and in the words of the dormitory people, the two of them are fooling around every day and are not in a hurry to find a boyfriend.

When the rest of the people in the dormitory had boyfriends, the snail and Yin Yi were still calm, and the snail hid Mu Shichen in her heart, Yin Yin, she felt that her true destiny had not yet arrived, so she was not in a hurry.

In fact, it's not that Snail and Yin Yin really don't want to fall in love.

It's because of the previous holiday Cao Yu incident that made Snail and Yin Yi both yearn for and fear of their relationship, for fear that they would find a strange thing without opening their eyes, so they felt that it was better to leave this kind of thing to Yue Lao.

The friendship between Snail and Yinyi is getting better and better, and the fights during class are very lively, which makes Yinyi's former good friend Yu Xinxin see it in her eyes and remember it in her heart.

Yu Xinxin was furious, she thought that the farther and farther she was going between her and Yinyi, it was completely the snail instigating in the middle, and the snail didn't know how many bad things she said behind her back.

The more she thought about it, the more uncomfortable she became, because it was very important in her heart, so Yu Xinxin thought that it was completely a snail's problem, and the snail wanted to take away her best friend or her four years of college companionship.

On the other hand, when I was in class, every time the snail sat next to him, Mu Shichen would always sit next to him, because of the snail, the relationship between Mu Shichen and Yin Yi also improved, but the snail knew that it was because of the snail

For the sake of the cow.

One day the snail asked Mu Shichen if he wanted to go to the gym together, and Mu Shichen agreed very happily, so Qiang Qiang formed a threesome, and the snail thought that he was not a stingy person.

So every day before class, it became a snail, talking and laughing with Mu Shichen and Yin Yi, as long as there was a vacant place next to the snail every day, Mu Shichen would always sign in on time.

If Mu Shichen falls asleep in class, the snail will help him cover, and Mu Shichen will also use the snail's scarf as a pillow to sleep, like a child.

The snail will also draw and color on the back of Mu Shichen's book when he is bored.

The snail hopes that this painting will leave a good memory for Mu Shichen.

One day when I turn to this book, I can think of Miss Snail. But when the snail thought about it later, he felt that a boy like Mu Shichen was less likely to keep a book than he was to throw it away.

Later, more and more classmates always gossiped and asked the snail: "Are you and Mu Shichen in love?" ”

Every time he hears such a question, the snail always says with a serious face, "No, it's buddy." ”

But the snail's heart is happy, but when there is no definite relationship, the snail will not let anyone misunderstand her and Mu Shichen, such speculation is not good for both of them, after all, Mu Shichen has never clearly expressed his liking for himself.

The snail shouldn't cause trouble to Mu Shichen, so he can't even make a friend, which is what the snail doesn't want to see.

But the snail didn't see Mu Shichen's expression whenever he denied it.

The days of fitness are always fast, and at the end of the semester, the three of them have become the best fitness partners.

Mu Shichen and Yin Yi are on the way, so they often go home together, and the snail doesn't know if it's good or bad, and he always feels a little uncomfortable in his heart.

But when I thought of my stingy behavior, I felt that I was not too cautious, and friends should not distrust each other like this.

But every time the holiday snail looks at the photos of the two of them on the road together, the snail's heart still hurts, the snail feels that he is getting farther and farther away from Mu Shichen, or he can only play the role of a matchmaker in this threesome, and the snail is very sad to think of this.

On the day of the winter vacation, the people in the dormitory left one after another, only the snail and Yinyi were packing their luggage in the dormitory, and they didn't know how to start the secret topic

"Snail, look at this, this is Mu Shichen's fool's book, there are pictures on it, every time I ask him, I don't tell who painted it for him."

Yin Yi cleaned up the bookcase and turned out a book by Mu Shichen, and the comic snail on it was all too familiar.

"That, Yinyi, this painting is actually, actually, ....."

Just when the snail didn't know how to speak, Yinyi spoke.

"I know, this is your masterpiece, snail, you actually like Mu Shichen, right?"

"How do you know I drew it?"

The snail sighed in his heart at Yinyi's cleverness, but it was still strange.

"That's because I've seen this picture in your sketchbook, which is exactly the same as the one above, and there is a sentence next to the painting in the sketchbook: The bitterness of crush."

Yin Yin's analysis is really the first to be true, and the snail has to admire.

"Awesome, Detective Yinyi, you can go and open a detective agency."

The snail no longer denies that it is normal to talk about the guy you like in front of your best girlfriend.

Another is that the snail hopes that Yinyi can take care of her emotions after knowing that the snail likes Mu Shichen.

Every time the snail sees her and Mu Shichen's photo alone in Yinyi's WeChat, her heart can't help but hurt, so after saying this, maybe Yinyi will pay attention to herself, and this approach will hurt the snail and change.

"Tell me, when did he like you? No wonder I always think there's something wrong with you two, tsk. ”

Yinyi's expression of excitement and gossip made the snail look half steady.

She began to wonder if her previous thoughts were correct, she felt that she was really sensitive, the villain was heartfelt, and for a moment, the snail felt that her thoughts were really not frank enough, not the thoughts that a friend should have, and felt extremely guilty in her heart.

"Say, say, when did you two become so familiar, I want to hear it."

Yin Yi was arguing over there to listen, and the snail had to explain the process of understanding from the beginning.

The snail had to honestly explain the whole process between her and Mu Shichen, of course, there would be some small renderings in between.

Because the snail at that time was full of joy and felt that this was ambiguity, this was love.

"That's it, and then we got acquainted. I liked the way he took me on a motorcycle and gave me a hard hat.

"When I saw him, I couldn't help but want to laugh. He said, "My smile is so good." ”

The snail recalled the bright look she had every time she smiled at Mu Shichen, it must be sunny! She hopes to leave a bright and happy self in Mu Shichen's psychology forever.

"Ah, then Mu Shichen must like you? Then why don't you two hurry up together?"

After listening to the snail's funny smile, she pretended to be very aggrieved.

"It's over, it's over, snail, you two are in love, what should I do, there's no one to accompany me."

"If we are really together, we will definitely take you with me."

The snail patted his chest and joked.

"Tut, what a good brother, haha, when are you going to confess?"

Yinyi flashed those big eyes, and the expression in them was a little stunned.

"Hey, confession, I didn't plan to do it at all, did I?"

"Yinyi, although the love in college is good, but one day it will be separated, there are few pairs that go smoothly to the end, not to break up as soon as they graduate, and then they are very noisy, I am really afraid that one day we will be like this, so, it is better to be friends at the beginning, how good, you can continue to be friends in the future, if there is fate in the future, it is not bad to come together again."

The snail really cares about Mu Shichen from the bottom of his heart, and the more people who care, the more they want to stay by his side all the time, so that the snail doesn't know when he becomes so cautious, so timid, cowardly and extremely unconfident.

"Well, that's not bad. Hey, when did you get your car? ”

After listening to these remarks, Yin Yi also knew that the snail really liked Mu Shichen.

"Ah, I'm almost too late, I forgot the time to chat with you, I'll go first, you two be careful on the way."

Time was running out, and the snail rushed home with his luggage.

It's Chinese New Year's Eve evening......

On that day, all the relatives of the snail gathered at the snail's house to celebrate the New Year together, which was lively and lively, and the snail was very happy.

"Snail, do you want to play cards together?"

The family eating Chinese New Year's Eve began entertainment activities, adults played mahjong to win a little money, and children teamed up to play cards, snails have always been very poor poker skills, so she refused this kind of thing.

"No, you guys play, I'll watch TV for a while."

In the half month of the holiday, the snail and Mu Shichen only chatted twice, and each time they had to interrupt the conversation when the snail was at its busiest.

Today the snail saw his circle of friends and knew that he had drunk a little wine on the other side.

The snail looked at the previous chat history, the corners of her mouth unconsciously rose, maybe she didn't realize how bright her smile was, it was the kind of smile that smiled against the light, a smile that would make people can't take their eyes off it, a pure smile that healed the soul.

At this time, the mobile phone rang, and the snail saw that it was Yinyi, clicked on it and saw the message sent by Yinyi, and the snail glanced at it and his heart was beating.

"Snail, did you sleep?"

"I'll tell you a little secret."

"I chatted with Mu Shichen for more than an hour just now, and then I couldn't help but gossip about you."

"I asked him if he liked us snails."

Seeing this, the snail's heart was nervous, it was the kind of excitement mixed with fear and a hint of anticipation.

"He said he liked your personality more"

"By the way, you saw him posting photos of traveling on Moments?"

"He said it was taken by his new girlfriend, tsk, this technique is really bad, it's not as good as me"

"Alas, you said that he had a girlfriend as soon as he got home, it's too fast, this woman is not a good person at first glance, I guess we have talked about it a long time ago."

Seeing that the message sent by Yinyi was just "he said that he liked your personality more", the snail was really happy, but he was immediately poured cold water on the next three words of new girlfriend.

The snail's heart was like a knife, as if it was unreal in a dream, and she could only swallow a thousand bitter waters, and she couldn't remember how to end the conversation with Yinyi.

It's just that the next day, when the sun was three, I picked up my phone and looked at the previous chat history, but found that those cold words were still lying obediently in the mobile phone dialog box, and it seemed that last night was not a dream.

At that time, the snail was cowardly to the extreme, she smiled bitterly at her self-inflicted affection, mistaking politeness for liking, and in the end she became so ridiculous.

The snail who returned to school felt that he had to completely cut off the relationship, after all, Mu Shichen had a new girlfriend, and what Yin Yi said that night also let the snail know that even if Mu Shichen was in love, the girl standing next to Mu Shichen would definitely not be herself.

Thinking of this, the snail was very sad, she felt that she had fallen out of love before she was in love, which was really miserable. But that's just the beginning.

The snail stayed away from Mu Shichen, and both sides of her seat were also lively, and there was no more empty seats for Mu Shichen to sit on, even if Mu Shichen took the initiative to find her, she also told herself in her heart, snail, don't go on like this, he doesn't like you to give up.

The snail became more cowardly, humble but arrogant, and it was not that Mu Shichen had not looked for a snail during this period, but every time he was coldly pulled by the snail to pull the distance between the two farther.

When the snail carried out this stage of self-persuasion, Yin Yi and Mu Shichen got better and better.

And Yu Xinxin also saw such a big change, and she was overjoyed.

It's not just unintentional but also intentional, every time the snail can hear Yin Yin talking to Yu Xinxin in the bedroom, what about Mu Shichen, how about her, sometimes talking about an irrelevant topic, Yu Xinxin can always transfer the topic to Mu Shichen stiffly.

Every time such a snail's heart is sad, she doesn't want to believe the voice buried in her heart, but she is more pitiful like this.

Now, Mu Shichen is sitting next to him, bringing textbooks to Mu Shichen every day, and asking him to go to the gym with the snail, and the snail feels very embarrassed.

I watched them talk like a stranger, laughing.

The snail was angry that neither Mu Shichen nor Yin Yi paid attention to their emotions, but when they noticed the snail's unhappiness, the snail was like a competition, and he was unwilling to respond more, because

The snail doesn't want to be so embarrassed.

From then on, the snail was sad every day, but she could already pretend not to care, and the snail became a good "actor".

When she heard Yin Yin and Yu Xinxin talk about Mu Shichen sitting next to her again, or when Mu Shichen's clothes rubbed against the wall today for Yin Yin to take pictures, she could pretend to be expressionless, and sometimes she could even laugh with them.

The snail felt that only in this way could he paralyze himself and tell himself that he could really let go.

But when she heard such a conversation, Snail was still jealous in her heart, even though she knew that jealousy made people ugly.

She also kept telling herself that every cautious or jealous woman exaggerates the little things in her eyes like this, isn't it just sitting next to Yin Yin every day, isn't it just the same intimate action as Yin Yin, maybe he also appreciates Yin Yin as much as he does himself.

The snail doesn't want to be defined as a cautious person like this, and the snail cherishes the friendship with Yinyi.

Although sometimes the snail also imagined in her mind that she could bravely express her dissatisfaction with Yin Yin when she was most uncomfortable, and asked her why she knew that she liked Mu Shichen, why she still told herself the most hurtful words, and why she had to talk and laugh with Yu Xinxin and the two of them about Mu Shichen.

I don't want my best friend to be ruined by this incomprehensible feeling, or that the snail is not qualified to question her.

So until the day of graduation, she knew that she should completely stay away from Mu Shichen's world.

Mu Shichen, goodbye, my entire four years of college, you must be happy in the future.