I always feel that he is not normal to me, and my feelings are quite complicated for him. I just wanted to hear his voice inexplicably, but after hearing it, I felt inexplicably shy.

Even listening to his voice, there was some atmosphere, and he would be angry when he heard the news that I didn't let him come, but he had been waiting for my call, expecting me to call him. I get nervous when I hear him angry.

After I was nervous, I unconsciously thought of apologizing.

Oh my God, I'm really crazy. I don't know what's wrong with me now.

He was so nice to me, and now I'm asking him to help.

Actually, I could have asked someone else for help, but I couldn't help but think of him, and I couldn't help but dial the phone.

Alas, what's wrong with me.

If I don't keep in touch with him, then I will be uncomfortable, and maybe I can't find him if I have some difficulties in my life, and there will be a lot of trouble.

Moreover, everything has to be done by himself, without his help. It was a long-lost sense of loneliness, and I really regarded him as a friend, and he was also genuinely good to me. Am I really willing to give up not contacting him?

Since then, contact has been severed, and contact has never been made again. But in this way, at least the relationship with Xie Yan will not continue to deteriorate, and Xie Yan and I will have a chance to recover, and Xie Yan will not misunderstand the relationship between the two of us in the future. But I still wasn't feeling well.

But as far as the current situation is concerned, as it is now, it seems that this is simply unlikely, there is no way for me to cut off contact with him, there is no way for me to stop contacting him. Still, I am in constant contact with Chen Jiaming, even if I want not to contact him, there are reasons why I have to go to him, because Xie Yan can't help me solve these things. In this case, what others can't give me, he can give me, and if others can't help me, he can help me.

And what reason should I distance myself from him?

Is it good to let myself keep failing, keep accepting setbacks, and I can't do anything?

Absolutely not, so I must admit that I need him, I need his help.

It can only be done, and it must be done.

And other people I know around me, such as my senior brother, will not deal with these things, and the one who is really the same as me, the most harmonious in this modern society, is Chen Jiaming, a boy who has just met.

Yes, who else can I rely on in this modern society, except for myself, only Chen Jiaming can help me.

But then, I was at a loss. I

I don't know if I'm right or wrong right now? I can only go on step by step like this, and I hope that this will allow me to find my true self. Anyway, for the time being, it seems that I have his help now. Even if there are all kinds of messes and all kinds of problems, I believe I can still solve them in the process. After all, there are too few people who are really good to me, why should I alienate someone who has always been good to me like this? Just when I was inexplicably entangled, the people around me also reacted like a butterfly effect.

Jiang Qinqin on the side was nervous all of a sudden, and hurriedly shook my arm and said, did he agree to come? Say it quickly, if he wants to come, I'll leave immediately, I don't dare to meet him, if he sees me, maybe it will become abnormal again, if I do something stupid, I will be responsible, I don't want to be used to do something wrong, then it's too embarrassing, you say Lin Sheng! "This silly girl, I really don't know what to say when I look at him like this, after all, I know about them. I can't lie to him, indeed Chen Jiaming agreed, and he will come in a while. I still think the same thing, you have to tie the bell to the bell, they two. It's really a bad fate.

I nodded and said, "He is indeed coming, you should quickly hide, don't do it again, the dormitory next door, go to the dormitory a little farther away, in case she goes to the dormitory next door to borrow something and tools, it will be bad if she runs into you again." "This is also a troublesome matter, but when I called Chen Jiaming, I really forgot about Jiang Qinqin. It's really not too late to think about it now, anyway, it's really bad if these two people bump into each other.

Jiang Qinqin nodded hurriedly, began to pack up his things, took away a large bag of snacks, and the computer, and then ran away, next door next door, where is a good friend of his, the key is that there is an empty seat, which can allow him to continue playing with the computer. I think he really has a big heart. Even when it comes to this, don't forget to take snacks and computers. It's true, dogs can't change eating, it's wolves that eat meat when they go to the ends of the world, and dogs who eat when they go to the cape. What else can I say about that. I can't say anything. Watching him clean up in a panic.

As long as he has a computer, he can temporarily forget about his panic and do whatever he wants. I think this is the legendary heartlessness. But it's also a super good benefit. I have to say that this quality of him is really amazing.

You can forget everything. Even if he was crying and shouting to die or live a second ago, even if his eyebrows were burned, as long as he had a computer, he would change a person in an instant, hey, I'll go to that calm.

The aura came up all of a sudden, and he smiled instantly.

This skill can be called, changing face, it's really powerful. No way.

Jiang Qinqin's characteristic looks quite chicken, and its usefulness is really not small.

Let me be very envious, this trait is what I want but can't, if I encounter such a thing, I have her so timid, I will definitely not be as free and easy as him, say forget it, play games, you can be desperate, I am the kind of thing that once there is something to worry about, I must solve a result, if there is no result, I will definitely be upset and can't do anything, even if I hide in other dormitories, I will definitely be worried in my heart, and suddenly run out may bump into Chen Jiaming, When the matter is revealed, something else will definitely happen.

To put it bluntly, I just have a lot of things in my heart.

So I'm not the kind of person who has no heart and no lungs. I can only say that I think too much and care too much about things. Overly sensitive. So I can't blame anyone else. That's what it looks like.

looked at Jiang Qinqin, who had slipped away with the snack computer, what can I say, now it's just that everything is in plain sight.

Under this inexplicable worry in my heart, I waited for ten minutes, and soon my phone rang again, showing Chen Jiaming's phone. I waited in my heart for the result, Chen Jiaming, he came.

The time has come for me to wait. The worry has also reached a fixed point, and I still don't know why I'm worried.

But I think it's an ominous premonition, and I really don't know why it's the way it is.

The phone ringing was like a reminder, an alarm, which made me upset, but in the end I had to pick up the phone, because I knew that this call would have to be answered no matter what, if I didn't answer it, Chen Jiaming might rush to it all at once because of the indignation in his heart, and then something really unpleasant happened, and it would not end well for both parties.

And I asked him to come, and besides, he was so good to me, I didn't need to be like that to him. Besides, he was kind to me.

I don't need to be angry with him.

I know that if I do this now, it will probably make my relationship with other people worse and worse, and I will sink myself deeper and deeper, but I feel that I can only do this now.

There is no other way. I don't know what his attitude is towards me now, or what kind of relationship the two of us have now.

I always feel that he is not normal to me, and my feelings are quite complicated for him.

I just wanted to hear his voice inexplicably, but after hearing it, I felt inexplicably shy.

Even listening to his voice, there was some atmosphere, and he would be angry when he heard the news that I didn't let him come, but he had been waiting for my call, expecting me to call him.

I get nervous when I hear him angry.

After I was nervous, I unconsciously thought of apologizing.

Oh my God, I'm really crazy.

I don't know what's wrong with me now.

He was so nice to me, and now I'm asking him to help. Actually, I could have asked someone else for help, but I couldn't help but think of him, and I couldn't help but dial the phone.

Alas, what's wrong with me.

Moreover, I am now actually starting to be afraid, afraid to face him, but not to face him, in this case, I will be uncomfortable, but if I don't see him, there will be a lot of trouble.

Moreover, everything has to be done by himself, without his help.

It was a long-lost sense of loneliness, and I really regarded him as a friend, and he was also genuinely good to me. Am I really willing to give up not contacting him?

Since then, contact has been severed, and contact has never been made again.

So how am I going to face him now, and what should I do?

If he knows this, it will definitely allow me to keep my relationship with Xie Yan worse, and Xie Yan and I will no longer have a chance to recover, and Xie Yan will definitely misunderstand the relationship between the two of us even more in the future.

And I don't have to do that at all, as long as I ask Chen Jiaming to come up and fix the computer, and then ask him to leave, so that I can completely accept this matter, and I will try to have as little contact with him as possible in the future, this time just repair a computer Don't make me a little frightened, for fear that Xie Yan will come up and find out these things.

This feeling is like the feeling of being a wife with a red apricot out of the wall, cheating, even if it's really not like that. But I really don't know what to say.

Anyway, I'm even more depressed now. I am worried about too many things now, and I am even worried that Chen Jiaming will find Jiang Qinqin who is hiding next door.