Shen Linglong didn't know what happened to Chen Chi before he came back, but she knew that if Chen Chi didn't want to, no one would force him back.

What's more, before the Chinese New Year, Shen Linglong had invited Chen Chi's comrades-in-arms to a banquet, and when Shen Linglong drank with them, he knew a lot of things.

For example, many of the people who were in the same team with Chen Chi and the others were sacrificed, and those who came back alive all changed jobs.

Wandering between life and death, throwing his head and spilling blood, there will always be a day when he gets tired of it, and there will always be a day when he hopes for peace.

Shen Linglong stared at Fang Ning and said, "I believe that the motherland of Nuoda will not have only one Chen Chi, Chen Chi is old, and there are thousands of Chen Chi, isn't it?" ”

Fang Ning didn't make a sound.

did not refute or agree with Shen Linglong's statement, but just quietly looked at Chen Chi behind Shen Linglong.

Unconsciously, there was no way to disguise the fierceness of a heroine with a false softness, and there was a slight disappointment in her light brown pupils.

Shen Linglong could see it, and he also knew that Fang Ning was disappointed in her life-saving benefactor, and she would become greedy and afraid of death.

In fact, to be honest, Shen Linglong especially hates that others look at Chen Chi with this kind of look, in her opinion, Chen Chi is iron-clad, standing up to the sky, and is an excellent person.

He's been doing it for more than ten years, what's the matter? Is he a man who is greedy for life and afraid of death?

But before Fang Ning and Gu Yan, she couldn't say it, because apart from everything else, the two of them were really on the sidelines, sacrificing small love for big love.

Fortunately, after Fang Ning and Gu Yan were extremely disappointed, they left, and there were no more words to make Shen Linglong indignant.

After seeing the two leave, the family fell into silence, and the family finished a meal in a nervous atmosphere.

When a few children were timid and didn't dare to leave, Shen Linglong asked them to either go next door to play, or go upstairs to do their homework, they looked at Shen Linglong and Chen Chi with a somewhat heavy face worriedly, and went upstairs slowly.

Choosing upstairs, Shen Linglong didn't have to think about it to know that these children were afraid of accidents and wanted to be present as soon as anything happened.

Shen Linglong didn't demolish them, but pressed Chen Chi, who was about to wash the dishes.

Chen Chi's body stiffened almost instinctively, as if he wanted to shake off Shen Linglong's hand, but he held back, paused for two or three seconds and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

As keen as Shen Linglong, where would he not notice?

While wondering about Chen Chi's reaction, Shen Linglong didn't pull this matter out and said it, but smiled at him and said, "I didn't sleep well in the morning, can you carry me up and sleep with me for a while?" ”

Chen Chi hesitated for a moment, and finally worried about Shen Linglong more than anything else, agreed to Shen Linglong's words, and carried her upstairs safely.

Shen Linglong said sleeping, it was really sleeping, and in the company of Chen Chi, he didn't even mention anything about Gu Yan and Fang Ning, which made Chen Chi feel a little ironing in his heart, and a little awkward, that kind of awkwardness that he had something in his heart.

The awkwardness caused him to tense his body, so stiff that he lay on the bed like a dry corpse, and waited until Shen Linglong's breathing was calm, and Chen Chi twisted his arms and left cautiously.

When he arrived at the door, Shen Linglong, who should have been breathing slowly, said coldly: "If you want, you can go anywhere, our family, with you." ”

Chen Chi was stunned, and suddenly looked back at Shen Linglong, who was lying with his eyes closed, his breathing was smooth, his face was peaceful, as if he was asleep, he thought he had heard a hallucination.

As if he understood what Chen Chi was thinking, Shen Linglong opened his eyes, looked at Chen Chi with a smile and said: "Actually, there is nothing bad, and no matter where I go, I will let our family live well. If you go there, it's not ......."

Before he finished speaking, he interrupted Chen Chi: "I won't go." ”

Shen Linglong smiled slightly: "It's okay, if you don't go, we won't go." ”

She said too calmly and indulgently, making Chen Chi think that she didn't take it to heart, so he said again: "I really won't go, since the day I came back, I never thought about going back." ”

Listening to his explanation, Shen Linglong was a little speechless: "Yes, if you don't go, I agree with your decision, and if you go, I will agree with your decision, no matter what kind of decision you make?" We are a family with you. ”

Chen Chi was silent, and his head was twisted into Sichuan characters.

Shen Linglong knew that he hadn't expressed the resentment in his heart, which was why he was so unhappy.

So she turned over and sat up, rolled up the quilt and looked up at Chen Chi and said: "Come and sit, I thought you didn't want to say, but I was depressed, I just said those words, I didn't expect it to make you even more unhappy, so you can tell me, what is the situation?" I'm analyzing with you, you know, I'm the best at that. ”

Originally, Chen Chi was a little reluctant, probably because the previous things had passed, and even the pain in his heart, so he was reluctant to say it.

But one thing has been held in my heart for a long time, and if there is a chance to vomit quickly, no one can insist on hiding it all the time.

This is the case with Chen Chi.

Things were cruel, but it was also something that Shen Linglong could think of, after all, the extra time was the countless experiences summed up by her predecessors, allowing her to know enough things that had happened.

For example, why did she save the Lou family but still be dissatisfied with the Lou family. For example, what happened during the last battle?

None of them are a good thing, they are all a little cruel and bloody.

The psychological trauma, coupled with the disappointment of being designed after the war, the people who are still alive choose to change jobs.

Chen Chi said: "I can't go back, there are more people on the border than me, my legs can't let me stand at the top, and I don't want my family to accompany me to wander on the danger line." ”

Shen Linglong asked, "Won't you regret it in the future?" ”

Chen Chi said: "I don't think I will regret this place now, and the fact that I don't have a border doesn't mean that I can't defend my family and country, it's just another way." ”

In the procuratorate, if those who are outstandingly defeated are punished as they deserve, it will be better to prevent those on the border from falling into the same situation as they once were.

Shen Linglong understood.

She knew what Chen Chi wanted to express, but she was a little dazed: "Then why are you anxious?" ”

Chen Chi fell silent and did not make a sound for a long time.

When Shen Linglong thought that he wouldn't say it, thinking that it was a secret buried in his heart, and even the closest couples couldn't say it, Chen Chi said a little frustratedly: "I didn't bring you fearlessness, but brought you harm." ”

"What do you say? What harm? Shen Linglong looked dazed, didn't understand what Chen Chi meant?

After finishing speaking, she looked at Chen Chi's depressed demeanor, suddenly reacted, and said with a smile: "Are you saying that Fang Ning and they want me to go to the province, and they deliberately dig a pit for me, just to let you go with me." ”

Chen Chi acquiesced.

Shen Linglong couldn't stop laughing, his stomach hurt from laughter, which made Chen Chi next to him a little inexplicable, full of sorrow and anxiety, sighed heavily, and sat on the edge of the bed to rub his stomach with Shen Linglong.

On the other hand, he also reprimanded in a low voice: "Don't laugh, what's so funny about this." ”

Shen Linglong suddenly remembered that when Fang Ning and the others didn't leave, Chen Chi had just let them not let them calculate the family.

"Brother Chi, let me tell you. First, I am the only one who calculates others, and no one else calculates against me. Second, if I was really calculated, it must have been my own volition, and I was planning a bigger game. Third, take 10,000 steps back and say, even if I am really calculated, can't I still be calculated? Can't you turn defeat into victory? Don't forget that my background is not simple, I still have hole cards. Shen Linglong snapped his fingers and analyzed Chen Chi step by step, telling him that he was not a person who was easily calculated.

Chen Chi smiled bitterly: "Even so, this is not a reason for the two people I trust to calculate you under the banner of being good for me. ”

Shen Linglong stopped laughing, and she said solemnly: "Brother Chi is not the same, you also saw me come over, and you have encountered so many things, don't you understand?" Some people walk and scatter, some ideas are inappropriate, some behaviors are not good, and since they can't bear it, they gradually fade away. Just like me and Gu Qian, as well as the second sister Shen Hongdou, the impermanence of the world is like this, if you can't accept the other party's shortcomings, in your eyes, his advantages can't cover up his shortcomings, then there is no fate. ”

Chen Chi was stunned and fell into deep thought.

Unlike Shen Linglong, Chen Chi's friends are all comrades-in-arms who entrust their backs to each other on the battlefield, sharing life and death, and they are friends raised in blood.

Suddenly taught Chen Chi to give up on them and stay away from them, Chen Chi, who was extremely emotional, was a little stunned.

These comrades-in-arms are even more important than the Chen family in the production brigade.

Shen Linglong knew the difficult choice in Chen Chi's heart, she didn't force him to make a choice now, but smiled slightly, rolled up the quilt and fell on the bed, closing her eyes to rest.

Shen Linglong didn't know what kind of choice Chen Chi made in the end, and when she woke up, there was a guest at home.

It was Yang Han and his family in the next room, and yesterday I heard that Fang Ning and his family would come over, and they had already said that they were going to come over for dinner.

It was close to noon at this time, and it happened to be about to eat lunch, they ran over to rub the rice, and they didn't see Shen Linglong's people, and they were still a little stunned, listening to Chen Chi say about Gu Yan's two sons, they all wrinkled their brows.

It wasn't until Shen Linglong came downstairs that Yang Han said, "Sister-in-law, don't worry, we won't let Brother Chen be subject to those two white-eyed wolves." ”

Shen Linglong was inexplicable: "Why should I worry!" If you Brother Chen don't want to, who can tie him up and not be able to go? ”

Wen Yue, who had been silent, interjected: "That's not accurate, Fang Ning, this person, heh!" It's amazing. ”

These words made Shen Linglong frown, if this time the calculation is not successful, and he plans to force it, it will not be easy to say.

As far as the Gu family is concerned, Qi Jiamei's attitude, respect, and Gu Silan's injury to Gong Wenwen is not a big problem, the Gu family is definitely not simple.

Guthlan should be a good card, though.

Thinking of this, Shen Linglong planned to go back to the town in two days to see Xu Zhiyuan.