Today's weather is unusually clear, although there is a slight coolness, but the sun's luster covers the entire earth, like a golden garment wrapping everything.

When Iro woke up, she opened the curtains, and a beam of light shone through the cup, shining on the white cup, refracting a colorful light source.

She was in a good mood, and she was looking forward to seeing Ling Chen.

She went to wash up.

From the closet a sky blue sweater with a white skirt.

She turned out the cosmetics she used to buy, basically went to school, and didn't have much time to dress up.

She painted a light makeup, because the face shape is a little fleshy, and the light makeup looks even more cute.

Long eyes, black eyeballs, eyes like children's clear eyes, light earth-colored eye shadow makes the eyes more smart and lovely.

Cherry's mouth is painted a light layer of pink, and her hair is pinned with a delicate hairpin, which looks cute and charming.

She packed up and looked in the mirror and smiled at herself.

I haven't dressed myself so beautifully for a long time, I used to dress up in the house and play blindly, that's for myself, the ugliness of the beauty, I don't care, as long as I'm happy, and now I'm dressed up for the people I like.

Yi Ruo took out a delicate gift bag from the drawer, she put Ling Chen's clothes in it, and she wanted to return it to him today.

The keychain you gave me should be kept in your bag alone to give him a little surprise.

Yi Ruo glanced at the pink notebook on her desk, she had never been willing to throw away that notebook all these years, she regarded this as her most important notebook.

Yes, she has grown so big, and she has also received many gifts from her boys, most of which she politely declined, and a small part is just some face-saving things, such as milk tea, a cute little rabbit pen, and the like.

She won't embarrass others too much, but people she doesn't like will say it clearly, even if she will be scolded for being high, why should people who don't like it reluctantly accept it and reluctantly agree? Yi Ruo is a little stubborn, she will definitely pay attention to the things she values, but she is not willing to accept the things she doesn't like.

You can say that she doesn't know how to change, you can say that she doesn't know how to be human, and she doesn't know how to issue a good person card, but how much effort it takes to insist on her own ideas, and the people around her are too compromised, and Yiruo has to insist on her understanding of love so independently.

She touched the crumpled notebook on the side of the table, and she opened it, and there was her diary, her drawings, her essays, and the beautiful poems she copied.

She put the notebook in her chest, over the years, in fact, few people really know herself, and no one cares about herself exactly, except for him and Wen Ya as real friends, she is probably friends.

She has long felt loneliness, elementary school, junior high school and high school, she is the hardest to study, classmates and teachers evaluate her the hardest, girls with good academic performance, but who can really enter her heart, feel her happiness, her sadness, her beauty, her melancholy, no one wants to really understand, including those boys who like her.

High school She remembers when the boy gave her the roses he bought, and when he politely refused and didn't accept them, the boy frowned, broke the roses, looked at her fiercely, and threw the roses in the trash.

She remembers when a boy bit his finger and wrote a blood letter to express his love for herself, but she didn't accept the blood letter and scolded herself for being a bitch the next day.

Later, she heard more and more people scolding her for being high, and more and more people began to dislike herself, and she degenerated from a goddess who liked honorific titles to a hypocritical person.

At first, she thought it was just a dislike of boys for herself, she just rejected them, they had no face, so she began to say that she was high and hypocritical, and then she didn't know why girls began to join the ranks.

They began not to talk to her, began to isolate her, began to discuss all kinds of bad things about her behind her back, even if it was to add fuel and vinegar, she began to be rejected by this class, like a transparent person, a transparent person with good grades, she couldn't tell whether those girls were jealous of her, or she was really as unbearable as they said, she really hadn't heard others talk about her to her face, but she felt their eyes, that kind of disgust and rejection, but they had to pretend to be casual, as if they had never really hurt others.

One day, she walked with the girl in the class, she thought that the girl didn't hate her very much, but she remembered the girl's expression very clearly, her expression was calm and gentle, her face was smiling, she hated her very much, and the girl conveyed to her how the classmates in the class made fun of her behind her back, saying that she was a high earth bun.

The girl was still smiling, like a doll that only smirked.

Yi Ruo didn't have any anger that day, she didn't have any loss and sadness, she was a little numb, she saw some people's faces clearly, yes, they felt that they were high and hypocritical, but they never refused their requests, except for rejecting people they didn't like.

She remembers getting up in the morning to bring food to her classmates, bringing 6 meals herself, and carrying her hands full of food, and sending them to everyone's seats one by one, she is like a nanny, listening to the command of others, just wanting others to give herself a little recognition.

Yes, she lacks love, she is seriously lacking love, she is young and motherless, her father beat her drunk, who says the pain in her heart, she has to endure the fingers of her classmates at school, and who understands her hardship.

She simply thought that it was her own fault, that she was not good enough, so that her classmates hated her so much, and she began to force herself to do things she didn't like, such as bringing food, such as others sharing things she didn't like, and she had to pretend to like it, such as classmates asking for help, and she could even not be busy with her own affairs and do her classmates' affairs well.

Slowly, she began to lose herself, she couldn't find her own direction, and she thought that what she had done would ease the perception of others about her a little, at least she didn't have any hostile views towards them.

However, how can human nature be so simple, everything you do is good can be taken for granted, and your indiscriminate good people are like ants on the side of the road, you can pinch them at will.

Nothing she did changed anything, and even she wouldn't refuse others, and her own thoughts began to dare not be expressed.

She locked herself up and locked herself in a room that no one knew.

Does evasion really work? But at the very least, she has a lot less worries, and no one will pass bad news in her ears, she began not to communicate with them too much, she ate alone, and was in a daze alone.

Her friends are only gentle, and there will be no more, and those who don't like her let them dislike themselves.

She was still accompanied by Wen Ya during that difficult time, and she was accompanied by the pink notebook.

The table was covered with light blue floral cloth by Yiruo, the notebook was placed on the table, next to the notebook was a vase of flowers, which was handmade by Yiruo, the autumn was so cold, the people's hearts were so cold, but they still had to have a trace of vitality, she made beautiful flowers with colorful paper seals, inserted them in a vase, and added some vitality to her room.

She carried the gift box and went out the door, she saw the falling pale yellow leaves dancing in the wind, like brown butterflies, she picked up one, she used the leaves to block the light, watching the light and shadow change and refract with the movement of the leaves, she felt very funny.

She went to the steamed bun shop again, bought a few steamed buns, and a cup of soy milk, she sat in the steamed bun shop, warmed her hands with soy milk, the warm feeling surged in her heart, took a sip, it was still that sweet and fragrant feeling, she took a bite of the bun, and looked at the people walking back and forth outside.

She observed their expressions, some of them were more leisurely, wearing sportswear, and they looked like people who went out to exercise early in the morning, and some of them had solemn expressions, holding mobile phones and talking non-stop, carrying briefcases, and it looked like a busy day of work and life was about to start again. Some students cross the road and the bun shop back and forth, probably going to the tutorial class.

She looked at the owner of the steamed bun shop, skillfully steamed the buns, and then put the buns into the bag and handed them to the customers, the business was also excellent, and the queue was very long, but the boss estimated that he would have to get up very early, chop the stuffing, make noodles, make steamed buns, and finally steam the buns, and be busy boiling porridge, and it would take a long time to make Zhang Luo, which must be very hard.

How easy is it to do things? We can buy a few buns for a few dollars, but it takes hours for someone else to do it.

Yi Ruo has some pity for them, but if you want to do something, you have to spend a lot of energy and time, and life will inevitably be a boiling word after all.

Yi Ruo thought of the young man in white again, remembered his clean face, remembered the pink notebook he gave him, remembered his concern for himself, remembered his sweet smile, remembered his touching his head, and remembered the way he spoke for himself.

She thought about everything about him, and she began to have a longing for him.

This beautiful teenager is a ray of light in her life, a recognized friend in her life, and a teenager she has been thinking about for many years.

She finished her bun and walked down the road.

The branches scattered with leaves were bare, but she didn't have the eye for Ira to appreciate beautiful things, and she wanted to grow them into delicate antlers, and when she thought about it, there were indeed many more beautiful things around her.

Iroh carried the gift bag and looked at the clothes inside.

She was a little reserved and shy.

The distance is getting closer.

The greenery on both sides is still so vibrant, and the green is dripping.

She took a deep breath, and she was going to face the teenager she liked generously.

The sky was still so clear, and the sun was warm on her......