Huacheng No. 2 Middle School "He said that he wanted to walk towards the light"

When Li Guang passed by Huacheng No. 2 Middle School, it was class time. The sound of reading is loud, and the occasional sound of playing basketball can be heard on the playground. The summer sun is fierce, and it shines under the trees through the gaps between the leaves, creating specks of light.

She stood on the side of the road and looked at the teenagers and girls who were chasing them on the playground, and couldn't help but lose her mind. It seemed like a long, long time had passed, and she had graduated from this school for ten years, but her life here could only be described as hell.

But luckily, an angel came to her hell. An angel who is willing to cut off his wings and stick to her, but leaves himself in hell forever.

In physical education class, there are two students strolling around the track, the young man looks ruffian, but the girl's face is red.

Li Guang smiled slightly, softening the years. She remembered the angel and took her hand towards the light and ran away from hell. What made her decide to leave hell was the young man's sentence: "Liguang, you have to go to the light!" ”

Li Guang breathed a long sigh of relief, suppressed the tears hidden in his eyes, glanced at the two students, and turned to leave.

After walking for about fifteen minutes, she stood at the entrance of the community with several old five-story family buildings. On the left side of the 3rd floor of Building B is her home.

Dawn took the key out of his bag and opened the door. Before entering, the resident next door just came out, said hello, and closed the door.

She hung her bag on the shelf at the door, changed into slippers and hurried back to the bedroom. The room is not big, the whole is very simple black and white, only a bed, a wardrobe, a desk, and a piano.

The instrument, apparently unused in a long time, was covered with a white lace cloth with a picture frame on the top cover. Li Guang touched the piano, walked to the table and squatted down, and took out a blue box with a flat direction. There was a thin layer of ash on the box, and she reached out to wipe it and opened it.

Inside was a videotape.

Li Guang carefully took it out, returned to the living room, turned on the DV player, and put the videotape in.

The picture in the video is Huacheng No. 2 Middle School ten years ago. Canteens, playgrounds, school buildings...... Li Guang's youthful ignorance and youthful youthfulness all appeared here. At that time, Li Guang was famous in the whole school because of his good piano playing and the face of the heroine in the youthful campus, and he was nicknamed "Li Da Beauty". From the graduates of the third year of high school to the younger students who have not yet entered the school in the first year of high school, they have all heard her name.

The video shows a clip of their stage performance, and Le Quang plays the princess in the play. She was wearing a long white gauze skirt, with crooked eyebrows and eyes, like a princess who had come out of a fairy tale.

But the prince was a little sloppy, with a haircut, wearing a short black T, with cement spots visible to the eye, and dirty all over his body, he was really not worthy of the princess Li Guang. The characters were strangely chosen, but what was even stranger was that the audience was empty, and their performances did not stop.

"Will you marry the prince, princess?" The prince flexed slightly, and stretched out his hand towards the princess.

With a light smile on the corner of his mouth, Li Guang put his hand on the prince's palm and carried the corner of his skirt, "Of course." ”

The screen suddenly turns, and a girl appears in the VCR.

The girl sat at the desk doing exercises, her eyebrows were delicate, and the moles at the corners of her eyes added a bit of beauty to her appearance. She is very well-behaved, her hair is neatly tied into a ponytail, and she is wearing the traditional blue and white school uniform of No. 2 Middle School.

"Dawn."

Hearing someone call herself, she turned her head to look at the camera.

"Let's say hello to everyone!"

Li Guang smiled shyly and waved his hand, "I am Li Guang, the glorious Li Guang of Dawn." ”

"Our Li Da beauty is learning piano!"

Her fingers are white and slender, and she is naturally a pair of hands suitable for playing the piano. At this time, Li Guang was just in her first year of high school, and she became famous for performing the song "Moonlight Song" on New Year's Day, and her face was still green at that time.

"Then ask the question, Li Guang, if you meet an old man who has fallen down on the street, will you take the initiative to help her up?"

"Of course it will!"

Is that so affirmative? Don't even think about it? ”

"We are good teenagers in the new era, how can we hesitate in the face of such a problem!"

"Sure enough, people are beautiful and kind!"

The picture shifted to a boy, and the teenager in front of him wore his school uniform with a bit of youth, his tiger teeth slightly exposed, and his smiling eyes were full of smiles.

"This is our Li Da beauty's childhood sweetheart! He is also a top student! Chen Li! ”

The young man smiled, "I'm Chen Li, and I'm not as good at learning as they say." ”

"Isn't Chen Xueba a little polite!"

"Stop making a fuss."

The young man turned his head and tapped lightly on Li Guang's table, "Come to my house after school in the afternoon, my mother made delicious food, and said let me take you." ”

Le Quang said, "Okay. ”

As soon as the student who was filming remembered to coax, a student in the same class with a shaved head suddenly came to the camera. It should be a teenager on the stage.

He put the milk tea in his hand with the camera on Liguang's table, and his face was still smiling, "Yo, deputy squad leader, shoot a video!" Why don't you call me! ”

"Oh, Yang Fan, you're blocking the camera." Jiang Wenjie stretched out his hand and was about to push him over, but the other party was not only taller than himself, but also stronger than himself.

Yang Fan didn't care, and said to the camera: "I'm Yang Fan, set sail!" I don't know what the deputy squad leader is recording, I just want to say a word, I want to walk towards the light, and there will be nothing without the light. ”

"Yang Fan, what are you talking nonsense!"

Li Guang sat in his seat and looked at the boy named Yang Fan and smiled.

That year, Yang Fan said: "If you want to walk towards the light, there will be nothing without the light." But no one knew that when he said this, his eyes were on Li Guang and he didn't leave for a long time.

Li Guang noticed this small detail, and when Yang Fan looked at her, even his eyes were full of starlight.

The picture turned into electricity, and only the sound of a la la la was left.

After a long time, the girl named Li Guang appeared in the picture with red and swollen eyes.

"I said, it's really not me, why don't any of you want to believe me? Passers-by didn't believe me, and now even my parents don't believe me, and my teachers and classmates at school think I'm a bad boy, but I'm really not! Why don't you believe me? ”

Li Guang looked at the classmates around him who were full of spittle and spoke indiscriminately, and for the first time, he was disappointed in the world. And her childhood sweetheart, standing on the side, said a little weakly, "Li Guang, admit it, the police have already come to a conclusion." ”

"Chen Li, it's really not me! Why don't you believe it? ”

"The evidence is there, Li Guang."

Li Guang was a little broken, and beat his head with his hand, "It's not me! ”

"There is evidence and I still don't recognize it, this is the card in the two?"

"This time, she lost all the face of the second middle school, and the school estimated that she would have to drop out."

"I heard that her parents don't want to believe it, how many sins have been created!"

......

The chatter around him became louder and louder, and Li Guang felt that he was very depressed, but he could not save himself. She crouched down and hugged herself, tears streaming down her face.

Yang Fan rushed out through the layers of crowds, and without saying a word, he directly smashed a punch on Chen Li's face, "I'll fuck you!" ”

"Hey, how do you beat someone!"

"Isn't this Yang Fan from the third class?"

"I'll go, Chen Xueba will fight, this Yang Fan is famous for fighting and not dying!"

......

Soon, he was pulled away. Chen Li looked at him blankly, even if he had a good temper, he was also a little angry, "Yang Fan, what do you mean?" ”

"What do I mean? Chen Li, don't you know yourself? Yang Fan looked at him and felt a little funny, "I said that you are a big man watching Li Guang being bullied, you are embarrassed!" ”

"I'm going to put my words here today, even if none of you want to believe Li Guang, Lao Tzu has to stand in front of her, Lao Tzu doesn't believe what you can do to her!"

"Chen Li, you and Li Guang have known each other for more than ten years, don't you know what kind of person she is? Now because of a little public opinion, you choose not to believe a person who has lived for more than ten years? You deserve her liking! ”

"You're a bastard!"

Yang Fan spat at him, and looked around at the students around him with cold eyes, and the world was quiet and terrifying in an instant. He didn't pay attention to the eyes of others, and walked towards Li Guang with his steps.

No one saw that Chen Li's hand that fell on his leg was clenched into a fist...

Yang Fan opened his mouth and shouted: "Li Guang..."

Li Guang looked up, and the girl's face was full of tears, and it was a pear blossom with rain. She raised her eyes to see a teenager walking towards her against the light. The boy wasn't as clean as he liked, and he was even a little ruffian.

He wiped the tears from her face with his hands that did not match his age, and then rubbed his clothes for a long time before reaching out to Li Guang, "Follow me, Li Guang." What they don't believe, I believe. Because you are the best kid in the whole world, it is impossible to do bad things. ”

That year, he said to her, "You are the best child in the world, so you deserve my trust." ”

Times, lala, -

Li Guang lost her mind, and tears had fallen all over her face at some point, but this time, there was no young man who wiped her tears.

I don't know how long it took for the picture to recover.

This time it was the boy who said he was going to go in response to the light, and this time he didn't play tricks or fight. He cried.

A young man with a height of 1.86 meters buried his head in the crook of his arm, and his shoulders kept shaking. A man talks to himself......

"She said to me, 'Yang Fan, my dream was sold by them... I can't see the light anymore, I can't walk. ’”

"But I've been looking at your light as I go, and if you put it out, how can I find my way on?"

"Liguang, you have to walk towards the light. This time, you rest, I'll explore the road ahead for you, and I'll help you set up the lights along the road. This way, you can walk a little slower and take a look at the scenery along the way. ”

That year, the boy cried with snot and tears all over his face, and it was the first time he cried when he grew up......

Times, lala, -

Li Guang felt distressed, she gently put her hand on her heart, wanting to feel the strength of the beating heart, as if Yang Fan was still by her side. It was as if she had lost the young man whose eyes were full of light when he looked at her......

This time, it's a longer time apart.

Li Guang sat on the sofa, holding a cup of coffee in his hand, and turned his head to look out the window.

"Dawn."

"Hmm."

Li Guang in the picture has grown up a lot. However, her eyebrows and eyes are still the same as when she was a teenager, and the moles at the corners of her eyes add a bit of maturity to her.

"If you had to choose again, would you still help that old man?"

Li Guang stared at the coffee, thought for a long time, and shook his head with a smile, "I don't know." ”

"Why don't you know?"

Li Guang then looked up at the camera, "Because of that incident, I saw a lot more clearly, and I lost a lot." If I hadn't experienced that thing, I would still answer without hesitation as I did when I was a child. But it's different, the thing I experienced can only make me answer that I don't know now. ”

"The prejudice of passers-by, the doubts of parents, the disappointment of teachers, the abuse of classmates and the pressure of public opinion in society. All this can only be answered by me now when I face this question again, I don't know. ”

"Why?"

"Do you know what it feels like when you are hostile to the whole world, but only one person chooses to believe? Everyone else thought of me as someone who would only choose to escape, but only one person turned against the light and said to me, 'Liguang, you have to walk towards the light.' You're the best kid in the whole world, and that's why I believe in you. He came to me when I was abandoned by the whole world and pulled me out of the abyss. ”

"When my dream was sold, he chose to drop out of school to help me realize my dream, but he ......"

The picture shook for a few seconds, and this time there was no picture, only sound came out.

"Left me in heaven, broke my wings, and went to hell clean."

"He left everything to me and nothing to himself......"

"But if I had to do it all over again, I hope it was me who went to hell because he deserved to go to heaven."

Times, times, times, timesβ€”

It's still the familiar inch, and it's still the same ruffian.

Yang Fan smiled stupidly at the camera for a long time before he said very seriously to the camera: "Li Guang, I like you." ”

Times, lala, -

Li Guang's eyes were full of tears, "Yang Fan, if you don't come back, I won't like you." ”

"Yang Fan, you like me, I like you, so is it good for you to appear."

"Yang Fan, Yang Fan, heaven will become hell without you, what's the difference between the two?"

"Yang Fan, I am very obedient and obedient, listen to your words and walk towards the light, but where are you?"

"Yang Fan, I like you too."

"Yang Fan!"

That year, when she was abandoned by the world, the teenager named Yang Fan said, "You are the best child in the world." ”

That year, the ruffian teenager dropped out of school for her to regain her dream, and found the light again for her who lost her light.

That year, the teenager said to the camera, "I like you." ”。

That year was 2010......