220th Episode Worried

And Tongyun's question, Yu Zhen didn't intend to hide it from her, and answered truthfully, "Hug it,"

Tongyun is innocent, and she is a girl who is married, so Yu really dares to tell her, it will be different if she is the seventh lady, even though the relationship between the two is very good, but after all, they are both daughters-in-law of Fuchafu, and the road is still very long, if there is any conflict of interest in the future, or if it is known by the seventh young master, it will definitely be unfavorable to Fu Heng, it is Yuzhen's attitude in some things, it will vary from person to person, and she chooses to conceal or confess.

Tongyun listened to her relationship with Qianlong, and finally understood why the emperor treated her like this.

"I think the emperor is just caring from the bottom of his heart, he values Brother Jiu so much, and seeing the love between you and Brother Jiu, he will definitely not have any other thoughts, otherwise he would not have fulfilled your wish at the beginning. takes special care of you, and I think it is also because I thought that I once knew you, and now you are the queen's younger brother and sister, and the emperor is also close to each other, and they are the same family. ”

Tongyun can still analyze fairly, I don't know what Fu Heng will think of her? He refused to ask, is it faith or doubt?

After asking around, he finally got the right word, and Yu Zhen already had a plan in his heart. chatted with Tongyun for a long time, and returned to Yujin Garden in the evening.

Dinner has been prepared, Fu Heng has not returned, he may have deliberately avoided recently, there are always a lot of entertainment, basically not at home, every night when he comes back, she has already slept, take her to wake up, he went to the court again, even at home, he is busy in the study, or there are guests to meet, the two couples can't say a few words, and if it goes on like this, it will be tortured by two people!

Yu Zhen didn't want a rift between the two, so she planned to take the initiative to explain it to him. He came back late tonight, and Yu Zhen, who was wearing a robe, was half-sitting in the tent reading a book, and didn't dare to lie down, for fear that he would not be able to help dreaming of Zhou Gong as soon as he lay down.

Fang Luo had gone to cut the wick once, and she couldn't wait for him. After sitting for a long time, her back hurt a little, but she still persevered, until she heard the familiar footsteps, and Yu Zhen was relieved.

I thought she was already asleep, but unexpectedly she was still leaning on the futon, Fu Heng, who entered the door, was speechless for a while, and asked casually, "Why haven't you slept yet?"

She didn't say that she was waiting for him, but said that she had read a script, and when she saw the highlights, she wanted to finish reading it before going to sleep.

Fangluo was sitting on the side making shoe uppers, and when she saw him come back, she was busy preparing water, and after serving her master to wash, she retreated.

Yu Zhen could feel that his attitude was still lukewarm, his eyebrows were locked, and his heart was heavy, even though she felt wronged in her heart, she still endured it, and did not lose her temper with him, patiently induced,

"After reading this book, I remembered some interesting stories from my childhood, and I will tell you about it!"

Unexpectedly, he said: "After drinking some wine, I am a little dizzy, I still have to go to court tomorrow, I want to sleep, let's talk about it another day!"

That was the first time Fu Heng rejected her, in the past, he was very interested in anything about her, wishing she could say a few more words to him, but now he has such an attitude, is it because of that incident that he is not in a good mood to be like this, or after a long time, he began to be impatient with her?

After a moment of sourness, Yu Zhen no longer deliberately flattered, and said bluntly, "The rumors you heard are true, after I fainted, the emperor helped me sit on the imperial chariot, and even hugged me to Guangming Pavilion, but these are all I heard later, I didn't realize it at the time, I didn't know, I stayed in Guangming Pavilion for so long, there was nothing else, just lunch, I was weak at that time, I didn't need to eat, and I couldn't move around anymore."

I know, you must be very strange, why did the emperor personally hug me and didn't let the eunuch do it, the reason for this, I wanted to tell you last time, but you said that you trusted me very much, needless to say.

I also believed your words, thinking that you really wouldn't suspect me anything, so I didn't continue," Yu Zhen laughed to himself, "Now it seems that you are just talking casually!"

"I ......" Fu Heng wanted to explain something, but Yu Zhen didn't give him a chance, he just wanted to say these words clearly as soon as possible,

"It's okay, the rumors are so ugly, it's human nature that you will care, I don't blame you, I just blame myself for not sticking to my own opinions and explaining to you in advance.

In fact, on the day I first met Fu Qian, I also saw the emperor at the same time. So I and Fu Qian are happy with each other, the emperor also knows, and then Fu Qian has an accident and can't come back, we all think that he is no longer alive, just in time for me to enter the palace draft, the emperor intends to keep me in the palace and take care of me for Fu Qian, I didn't agree,

Because he has a wife and a queen, I don't want to be a concubine, I insist on not entering the harem, and would rather find an ordinary person to be the main room. The emperor respected my choice, put my brand, and gave me to marry you, which is why all this happened later.

The emperor's intentions, I understand, but I have never accepted it, the person in my heart, it was Fu Qian in the past, and now it is you, and I have not left a place for the emperor.

So he took care of me, half because I had known each other, and half because I was your wife, nothing more. You should know the emperor more thoroughly than me, and you can probably see that he is a righteous man and a gentleman, and he will not have any bad intentions, I just hope that the two of us can be harmonious and complete. ”

Finally said everything, Yu Zhen suddenly felt relaxed, she had already explained everything she should say, there was no need to hide, and there was no need to be afraid, "This is the truth, I have a clear conscience, believe it or not." ”

In fact, these days, Fu Heng didn't ask clearly, but there were also speculations, thinking that it might be the emperor's wishful thinking on her, today I heard her talk about it in person, confirming his guess, Fu Heng was a little relieved, but he was still astringent, did he really understand the emperor? If he did, how could he never see that the emperor was really thinking about Yuzhen!

He still thought that the emperor would give Yu Zhen a sedan chair because of the relationship between Fucha Mansion, but it turned out that he thought too much, and the emperor himself had special feelings for Yu Zhen! This kind of truth made him at a loss, and he didn't know how to face it for a while.

"I believe in you and know that you will not betray me. ”

Does he really trust?" "Why do you want to put on a face for me when you know?" ”

Don't say it's because of concerns, "I also thought about talking to you frankly, but I'm afraid that as soon as I ask, you will get angry, think that I doubt you, and if you get angry, I regret it." ”

"Do you think that if you don't say it, I won't be able to see it if you hide it in my heart? Fu Heng's words made her mind very much, as if in his heart, she was a cautious and unreasonable woman.

"Before, you suspected that I betrayed you, it was because of your bad attitude, I would be angry, if you told me calmly, I would not be able to make trouble with you, and it would be over if you explained it well, as for so many days of indifference?

Just because of your indifferent attitude, I looked for Haifeng, Li Shiyao, and Tongyun, and I was anxious to ask what happened to you, but what about you? Silence, evasion, concealment, blind guessing, never thought about how to solve the problem!"

He didn't expect that Yu Zhen would be so concerned about this matter, "I was thinking, in a few days, I would just want to open it myself, and I didn't want to say those words and affect the relationship between us." ”

"It's already affected! How hurtful your indifference is, you can't imagine it!" Even now, when she told the truth, he still had such a sad look, which made her feel that his so-called belief was not sincere.

"You can't imagine how tormented I am!" The cold and hard voice choked Yu Zhen speechless.

Is her past too complicated? That's why he cares about it, and he gets tired of it? But from beginning to end, she has only been moved by Fu Qian, and now she has already let go, if he still cares, then she can't either.

Then she spread out the quilt, covered herself, and lay down with her back to him, "Don't say anything, go to sleep!"

Besides, she is really afraid that she will not be able to control her emotions, she is as arrogant as her, she is willing to do this for him, explaining so much, it is already the limit, the emperor's attitude towards her, she can't control it, if it wasn't for the sake of probing his situation, she wouldn't want to enter the palace at will and recruit people.

If she gets into trouble, she can only reap the consequences!

I thought that Fu Heng would comfort her a few words and show her that he really trusted, even if this matter passed, she would not bother with him anymore, only if he cared about her, he would be jealous, but he didn't say anything, and also turned over and fell asleep.

The two are back to back, each with their own hearts and minds, and each has insomnia.

How long has it been since she has been so heartbroken? When she had no children, at least she still had Fu Heng's love, and now, he didn't care if she was sad or not, so what was left of her?

The moonlight shines brightly, and people's hearts are cold and difficult to sleep,

Hide sorrow and old grudges, and drink sad words alone.

Fu Heng soon fell asleep, only her heart was stuffed all night, listening to his breathing, until early in the morning, she barely fell asleep, and she didn't wake up until noon, and she still didn't see him.

At this time, she suddenly remembered that her Ama had sneered, "Do you think that without children, Fu Heng will spoil you for the rest of your life?"

When she heard this, she was still very disdainful, thinking that she had a deep relationship with Fu Heng, and there would be no cracks, but she didn't expect it to come true so soon, if she had a child at this time, even if Fu Heng ignored her, she still had children to interrupt, not like now, nothing, Ying Zhen was also picked up by the eldest brother, only Fang Luo and Bai Cha accompanied her.

There is still a painting of him on the dressing table, he was drunk last night and went directly into the account, thinking that this painting should have been painted by him in a hurry when he got up this morning, but she no longer had the courage to open it, and let Fang fall directly into the box.

If he is affectionate, why do you want to say half of it, hide half of it, and teach her to guess and think, if you say that he is ruthless, why bother painting for her again? Pure habit, or pretending? Yu really doesn't know, I just feel that such a day is like bitter tea, full of astringency, sour and difficult to show face, and there is no taste for anything to eat.

The autumn wind swept the leaves, leaving the eyes bleak. Once the heart is tainted with the honey of love, it is very easy to be corroded, melted, and shattered.