Chapter 150: Companionship is the most affectionate

I don't know how long it took, Lin Baisheng only felt that he was about to suffocate, Fu Siyu finally let go of her, Lin Baisheng was a little annoyed, pushed Fu Siyu away, and then said viciously: "You get out of me." ”

After saying this, as soon as he turned around, Lin Baisheng was about to go to the room and close the door, but fortunately, Fu Siyu was quick.

He looked at Lin Baisheng helplessly, and then said aggrievedly: "If you are angry, you can beat me and scold me, but just don't drive me away, don't ignore me." ”

Lin Baisheng said angrily: "Fu Siyu, it is clear that you took advantage of me, and you said it so pitifully, do you want to be ashamed." ”

Fu Siyu smiled: "I don't want such a thing as a cheek, what do you think?" ”

Lin Baisheng couldn't close the door, he couldn't compare to Fu Siyu with strength, and now he couldn't compare to him with his face, so he simply didn't care about it, walked back to the living room, walked around, and didn't know what he was busy with, but he always felt that he should do something.

Fu Siyu looked at Lin Baisheng's busy appearance, and couldn't help laughing: "What are you doing here?" ”

"This is my house, I can do whatever I want." Lin Baisheng said, but if you listen carefully, you can tell that she is a little nervous from her voice.

Fu Siyu didn't forget the main purpose of coming today, walked over and directly pulled Lin Baisheng to sit down together, and then said, "Ah Sheng, is it because you're afraid that I'll be sad and sad?" That's why they made up a reason for me to leave, and they pushed me away like that. ”

Lin Baisheng was stunned and wanted to look away, but was firmly imprisoned by Fu Siyu.

If we don't make it clear today, it seems that it will not be over.

Lin Baisheng sighed deeply, and then said: "You have also seen my mother's ending, she was originally such a snobbish and scheming person, full of ambition for life, but people like her still couldn't stand it in the end...... ended his life in such a hurry. ”

Fu Siyu just held Lin Baisheng's hand and didn't speak.

"You say, what if I do the same one day?" Lin Baisheng's eyes were red, and his eyes were full of fear, "I'm really afraid that one day I'll go crazy like her, and I can't control it...... Probably ...... Anyway, it's not like this kind of thing hasn't been done before. ”

Fu Siyu was very distressed when he heard this, hugged Lin Baisheng, and then said, "So, is this the reason why you want me to leave?" ”

Lin Baisheng cried, looking very pitiful, "Then what can I do, although I don't want to die, but my thoughts sometimes pop up and I can't control myself, if you ...... If the feelings are too deep, it will not be good for you. ”

Fu Siyu smiled bitterly: "I think you are worrying about the sky. ”

"Fu Siyu!" Lin Baisheng looked at him with a serious face and said, "What I said is serious. ”

"Okay." Fu Siyu nodded, "I know, but I'll always be with you, have you forgotten?" Why are you so distrustful of me? With me, with our relationship and love, I'm sure you won't have those messy thoughts. ”

Lin Baisheng shook his head, "It's not that I don't trust you, I just don't trust myself." Really, I think...... There are a lot of things that I can't control on my own. I wondered if I should have a history of mental illness and didn't know when I would suddenly go crazy. ”

Fu Si pressed his index finger on Lin Baisheng's lips, and then said, "I don't allow you to say that about yourself." ”

Lin Baisheng lay on Fu Siyu's shoulder, "Fu Siyu, I really think it's so difficult." I feel that everything I do is wrong, and I feel that I can't hold on anymore, and I don't know what to do. ”

"There will be a way." Fu Siyu comforted: "Shall we go to the doctor?" ”

"I ...... I'm not going. Lin Baisheng subconsciously resisted, "It's not that I haven't seen it, I have also taken a lot of medicine, but in the end, it is still not the same, it can't be cured after all." ”

Fu Siyu grabbed Lin Baisheng's shoulder, and then said, "As long as you insist, you can definitely do it, you have to believe me, okay?" ”

"I ......" Lin Baisheng was still a little hesitant.

Fu Siyu thought of Lin Ze that Lin Qianhuan told him, I heard that he came back from studying abroad, although he was the apprentice of the doctor that Lin Baisheng often saw, but Fu Siyu valued his skills more.

Maybe the doctor had an effect on others or most people, but the effect shown in Lin Baisheng was not very ideal.

As a doctor, Lin Ze's method of understanding a patient is a bit unique, although he doesn't like it very much, but he still pins his hopes on him, and he decided to ask Lin Ze to come out and have a good chat before taking Lin Baisheng to see a doctor.

Fu Siyu stretched out his hand and patted Lin Baisheng's head, and then said, "Don't worry, we will all be by your side, don't be in a hurry about this matter, you take it slow first?" ”

Lin Baisheng nodded.

Fu Siyu stayed at Lin Baisheng's house at night, and the two of them shared the same bed, but they only slept peacefully and did nothing. Although Fu Siyu really wanted to do something, he also knew that he had no choice, so he shouldn't irritate Lin Baisheng too much at this time.

It didn't take long for Fu Siyu to make an appointment with Lin Ze through the contact information given by Lin Qianhuan.

Lin Ze looked at Fu Siyu and sneered, "I didn't expect you to ask me out." ”

Fu Siyu still looked unhappy with him, "I didn't ask you out to see you or anything, I just wanted Bai Sheng's illness." ”

Lin Ze smiled, then nodded, "I know, what are you explaining so much, of course I know your purpose, otherwise with the intersection of the two of us, what else can it be for?" ”

Fu Siyu glanced at him coldly and cut straight to the point, "Don't talk nonsense, do you have anything to do about Bai Sheng's illness?" ”

At the mention of this, Lin Ze put away the look of the hippie smile, and then said, "It's a little difficult." ”

Fu Siyu frowned.

Lin Ze continued: "I inquired about her past, she was very arrogant, and she often fought and made trouble, she seemed to be a big sister, but in fact, everything was just to hide her heart. Rigid on the outside and soft on the inside, she is actually very fragile. ”

However, patients with depression are basically fragile, otherwise people with strong hearts will definitely not go down that path.

Fu Siyu nodded, agreeing with Lin Ze's answer, "I also found out about this, and ...... I'm afraid of injuring others, and I don't want to trouble others. always bears everything silently, thinking that it is for the good of others, but she doesn't know that she may just hurt others like this. ”

Lin Ze smiled: "Sure enough, it's a lover, it seems that you don't know anything about her." ”

Fu Siyu snorted coldly, "After all, I am her boyfriend, and I always know more than you." ”

Lin Ze was helpless and touched his nose, "Yo, this is still jealous." ”

Fu Siyu didn't plan to quarrel with him, and then the two of them talked a lot about Lin Baisheng's usual emotions and asked Lin Ze to analyze.