"Wei Bao, I hurt him."

There was silence in the house.

After Jiang Su finished speaking, Lin Wei was silent for a while before she eased up a little bit.

Whether it was from Yang Qin's mouth or from Liang Sichen's mouth today, she learned something about him more or less.

He thought that he might really make a mistake, but it was not as serious as Yang Qin and Liang Sichen said, but it was settled by relying on the good conditions at home.

She never imagined that things would be like this.

Lin Cen used the knife to save Jiang Su.

Although Jiang Su said it very succinctly, so concise that it was almost a brushstroke, she could still know from his tone that the situation must be very critical at that time.

If Lin Cen hadn't made a timely move, Jiang Su might have died.

No, it's impossible, it's just that it's dead.

It is not an exaggeration to say that Lin Cen is Jiangsu's life-saving benefactor.

A friend who has known you for so long just finished talking about life and ideals after drinking with you half an hour ago, thinking that he could change his fate after another year and a half. Not only their own fate, but also the fate of the whole family. As a result, half an hour later, he injured someone and went to jail for you.

The price he paid for saving you was with his youth, his future, and even his life.

Blame yourself.

How is it possible not to blame yourself.

Lin Wei has never understood what the reason for Jiang Su's suicide is, but now she understands.

He looks very cold, but he has always been a kind and gentle boy in his bones.

It is because he is too kind and gentle that he can't forgive himself, hates and hates himself, and changes from a shining teenager to the depressed and sad appearance when she first met him.

At that time, she still thought that he was afraid of affecting everyone in class, so he would rather stand in the corridor than interrupt the teacher's lecture, he would rather be burdened with all kinds of gossip, and he didn't clarify that he didn't want to kiss someone else's girlfriend, he was so good to people he didn't know, why couldn't he be kind to himself.

Once, she took him to her secret base, and he said, people like me are not worth your dislike.

His voice was faint, and she couldn't hear any emotion, but even after so long, her chest was still stuffy when she thought about it.

She was still thinking at the time, he was very good, why was he not worthy of being liked.

It turned out that he never let go of himself because of Lin Cen.

The truth of the matter, except for the parties involved, may not be so clear to outsiders.

The rumors about his fight were so outrageous that he never stood up to defend himself once.

In his heart, he may also feel that he deserves to be scolded.

Lin Wei couldn't imagine how he survived the year he took a leave of absence.

It's like she can't understand how desperate he really is to want to kill himself.

At first, she thought that there would be a saying that there would be who was right and who was wrong, but only now did she realize that no one was right or wrong in the whole thing.

Is Jiang Su wrong, maybe she is Jiang Su, she will do the same.

Is Lin Cen wrong, if she is Lin Cen, seeing her good friend's life hanging by a thread, she may also act aggressively in a hurry.

Is Jiang Yong wrong, he is an adult, he thinks about the problem from the perspective of an adult, he first protects his son, and it seems to be right from his point of view.

Are the people of the Lin family wrong, and it is not necessarily, the reason why Lin's father and Lin's mother made such a decision may be because of their bitterness.

When Lin Wei listened to Jiang Su talk about these unknown pasts, many thoughts turned in her mind.

She thought of many words to comfort him, but she found that she could not say a word now.

Her mind was a mess, she stared at him and thought hard for a while, and she didn't think about what she should do next, and finally she could only follow her instinctive consciousness, put down the pillow, propped up the sofa, slowly stood up straight, and walked in front of him.

She looked at him and pursed her lower lip, then raised her hand slightly.

Only then did she realize that her fingertips were shaking violently.

She struggled to steady her movements, and her hand slowly landed on his head.

He looked like a very cold person, but his hair was soft.

She paused for two seconds before gently stroking his hair.

He stiffened slightly, and after a few seconds, he glanced up at her.

Without waiting for him to speak, Lin Wei took another step forward, bent down slightly, and hugged him into her arms, learning from when she was a child, when she was sad, her mother held her in her arms, and patted him on the back very lightly and slowly: "Jiang Su, don't blame yourself too much." ”

"Although that incident has something to do with you, Lin Cen, it's not you who did it."

"Nobody wants that to be like that."

"You're good, really, you're already good."

- You're good, you're already good.

Jiang Su shuddered all over, rested his head on her shoulder, and closed his eyes that were a little pantothenic.

After Lin Cen went in, he had a long, long time, dreaming every night, and he dreamed that Lin Cen asked him: Why don't you help me.

He couldn't get over the hurdle in his heart, so he went to find Jiang Yongzhi. Every time Jiang Yongzhi heard his words, he would be furious.

Although Jiang Yongzhi helped him solve this matter, Jiang Yongzhi felt that it was wrong for him to fight, and as soon as he opened his mouth, he reprimanded him, and said that he had caused him a lot of trouble, so he had better be honest in the future.

Later, he suffered from insomnia, emotional instability, and anorexia.

Jiang Yongzhi felt that he was angry with him, and every time he received a call from the maid at home, saying that he was not eating, he either called him to warn him to stop in moderation, or he went home angrily and scolded him with a scolding on his face.

He wanted to talk to Jiang Yongzhi, he wanted Jiang Yongzhi to know, he couldn't get by, he felt that he was sorry for Lin Cen, he blamed himself, he couldn't stand it anymore.

In Jiang Yongzhi's eyes, he felt that he was arguing with him, he felt that a sixteen or seventeen-year-old boy, what could not be done, he felt that he took care of himself, which was the best ending.

Until he committed suicide.

When he opened his eyes, he was in the hospital room.

Jiang Yongzhi was quite embarrassed, probably hadn't slept for several days, he had always been clean and decent, his chin was covered with stubble, his eyes were red, his eye sockets were blue, he saw him wake up, and his mouth was full of anger: "I raised you so big, am I easy, you just give me suicide casually, are you worthy of me." ”

He thought it was boring.

After he was discharged from the hospital, he lived so boringly.

His former classmates thought he was a troubled teenager, and everyone was rumoring that he had fallen into a good friend.

After a long time, even he himself thought so.

Only her.

She said: I like you, I have the final say.

She said, "I believe you, and I only believe what you say."

She said: You're good, really, you're already good.