When I woke up, I was stunned for a moment--- it was neither my bed nor my room. The sky blue gauze tent, the quaint wooden furniture, the quilt is still a satin embroidered quilt, and there is a flashing light on the table, I fixed my eyes and saw that it was a candlestick. It's like a costume film, the same scene as in a TV series, but I didn't see anyone, no director, no actors, not even any staff. The scene in front of me seemed like a dream, but it was so real. I can't help but smile bitterly, because I recently broke up with Hao Ren, my mind is in a trance, I feel like I'm asleep when I'm awake, and I'm awake when I'm asleep. Such a real dream, except for a person like me who borrows wine every day to kill his sorrows, washes his face with tears, and doesn't know what day it is, who can do it.

I smiled and closed my eyes, deciding to have another good dream...... After a long time, I opened my eyes again, everything has not changed, it is exactly the same as just now, my scalp began to tingle, my eyes were dizzy for a moment, my consciousness was completely awake, but I didn't dare to move. It felt like something was going on, and my heart was beating faster and faster, and the more frightened I became! What is this place, I am full of questions? I lifted my hand up and pinched it the wrist of my left hand.

"Ahh It hurts! "It's true, I will hurt, that means it's not a dream. But where is this? I slapped the quilt with both hands, as if I wanted to wait for someone to give me a satisfactory answer.

Suddenly, someone came outside the door, and the door creaked open, and I became nervous, and I subconsciously took precautions.

found that I woke up, and after being stunned for a moment, his face was full of joy, "Miss, you finally woke up, Xiaoyue was worried to death." The visitor asked softly, and I looked at the visitor carefully, he was not very old, with a baby face, and at most he looked like he was fourteen or five years old. He is not tall, but his hands are rough. As for the clothes, it should be dressed as a girl. Seeing me look at her like this, she looked a little panicked.

"Miss, why do you think of Satsuki so much? Satsuki was a little scared, so I immediately went to tell Madame that Mademoiselle had woken up. After saying that, he was about to turn around and leave.

"Where is this?" That's the first thing I've said since she came in. "Of course this is Hefu!"

I was stunned, "And the house? What is Hefu, and where is Hefu? Why am I here? My series of questions made her notice that I seemed to be something abnormal, and hurriedly tested the temperature of my forehead with her hand, "Miss, what's wrong with you, why can't Satsuki understand what you say?" Is there something uncomfortable, Xiaoyue immediately sent the imperial doctor to show you? I shook off her hand and stood up violently, "Don't act with me, where is the director?" Why am I here? I want to know the answer, tell me, tell me. I shook her shoulders vigorously, full of doubts waiting for her to answer them. Unexpectedly, she fell to her knees with a bang, tears flowed down her cheeks, and her voice trembled slightly, "Miss, don't scare Xiao Yue, what's wrong with you, Xiao Yue really doesn't understand what Miss said?" Faced with her sudden kneeling, I panicked, hurriedly helped her up and said, "If you have something to say, what are you kneeling down for?" I was really defeated by her, I took a deep breath, a smile condensed on my face, and asked again: "Little sister, tell my sister, what dynasty is this filming!" ”

Looking at her suspicious expression, I deeply suspected that there was something wrong with her IQ, and then I asked, "I mean, what dynasty is it now!" ”

"Qing Dynasty," she replied cautiously.

I glanced at her dress and hairstyle, it was indeed the Qing Dynasty, and continued to ask, "Then what is the current era name?" ”

"Fifty-four years of Qianlong"

I was stunned, and I felt more and more that fear had eaten away at what was left of my soul, and I began to be afraid to continue asking, but I was desperate to know the answer. "So, who am I? What is it called? Hearing my question, Xiao Yue was stunned at first, and then her face was full of joy, "You are my most beautiful young lady, the pearl of the master's palm." Niu Hulu. Lan Yun! I didn't have time to think about it, so I continued to ask, "Then my dad, no, my dad, no, what's my Ama name?" “

"The master is Zhongxianggong--- and Shen!"

"Heshen," my voice was so loud that it could almost shatter a piece of glass. Pi smiled and said without a smile: "The He Shen you are talking about should not be the favored minister of Qianlong's faint monarch, the big corrupt official, and Shen!" Hearing my words, Xiao Yue immediately covered my mouth and said in a false voice: "Miss, you don't want to die, this kind of rebellious words can't be said nonsense, you will be punished by the Nine Clans." But is your arma? I removed her hand and paced around the house, the furnishings in the house and this inexplicable maid, I wasn't dreaming, and it didn't look like filming, but what was going on? Don't? Oh, my God! This kind of cheating must not really happen to me! Why, I really crossed over. "That's not right! How did I get here? What should I do if my parents can't see me? The worst thing is that he actually gave me a big corrupt official who is famous in history as my father, oh my God! My God! You shouldn't be doing this to me! Do you think that my life is long and you want me to die? I whispered in my mouth. Xiao Yue suddenly stood in front of me and said, "Miss, you lie back on the bed and rest first, and Xiao Yue will go and inform the lord and Mrs. immediately." When he finished speaking, he hurried out.

"How is it, Imperial Doctor Li, what's wrong with Yun'er's body? Why does he speak incoherently, he doesn't even know Ama Eniang. He Shen asked nervously.

"Returning to my lord, the surface of the young lady's body is fine, and the slave has not checked out anything unusual. As for memories, they may be caused by the fright of the time they disappeared, and some of them are characteristic of soul loss, forgetting the things and people they are afraid of or do not want to face. A period of recuperation may be possible! It's just that the minions aren't sure when the young lady will be able to regain her memory. It could be a month, it could be a year, or even more is unknown. ”

"Thank you, Imperial Doctor Li, I'll send you out." He Shen bowed slightly respectfully.

"My lord has tormented the old man," and then with a salute, he walked out of the room with Sui Heshen.

Mrs. He frowned, and looked worried, "Yun'er, where have you been during this time?" E-Niang was worried to death. "Faced with this E-Niang's question, I didn't know how to answer her question, and when I was editing the plot in my heart, Xiaoyue took the question over and solved the siege for me.

"Madam, you better let Miss rest first! It's not too late for you to ask her when she gets better! ”

"Yes, yes, Yun'er, you have to listen to the doctor's instructions to rest more, and E-Niang will personally stew some supplements for you. Xiaoyue, you go and boil Miss's medicine. ”

"Yes, ma'am." Xiao Yuefu got around and walked out of the room with Eniang.

Satsuki came in with the medicine, I held my breath and drank it, Satsuki then handed me a plate of candied fruit, I picked one up and put it in my mouth to feel that the bitterness was a little lighter.

"Miss......" As soon as Xiao Yue spoke, I pretended to be tired and lay back to pretend to sleep, I haven't yet eased up to accept this fact? I really don't know how to face them. Xiaoyue probably also thought that I was recovering from a serious illness, so she didn't make a sound, packed up her things and walked out softly.

I don't know if this medicine has a calming effect, I really started to get dazed, I feel drowsy, I don't know how to face too many problems, so I just sleep first, wake up and then think of a way, in case I wake up again and find that everything just now is really just a dream, how good it would be!

It's the next day since I woke up again, nothing has changed, I've accepted the reality of the time travel, the outside is starting to white, the sky is about to dawn, I really have to face my new identity, but I can't figure out how I got here, who am I now? Where did Lan Yun go, my soul is here, but what about my body? Is it still in 2019? Is it dead or vegetative?

I didn't feel the spring grass dream of the pond, and the sycamore leaves in front of the steps have autumn sounds. The rain destroys the new moss green of the urn, and the leaves of the trees in the horizontal forest are red in autumn. I sat alone on the swing in the back garden, swinging nonchalantly. Watching the leaves sway in the wind, suddenly, a leaf was blown away from the embrace of the tree by the wind, and the air circled quietly, fluttering gently in the wind like a butterfly about to die in the air, and finally fell to the ground in a graceful arc. At that moment, my heartstrings were touched, it turned out that this is the way it faces death, even if it comes to the end of its life, it must show its most beautiful side, and does not want to leave with any regrets. A leaf that loves to fly is destined to fall. Since I don't want to give up a single leaf, what reason do I have to be decadent, isn't it just a crossing, what's the big deal? Didn't the protagonists in the TV series all go back the same way in the end? They can, I, Jin Ruihan, too!

But the courage that had just been built collapsed in an instant, and his mouth muttered in pieces, "However, without a computer, no mobile phone, no TV, how can I live such a boring life?" No, how did I get here? There was no car accident and no nine-star alignment, and there was no electric shock, which is completely different from the plot in the TV series. Oh my! Why are you torturing me so much? "I kept banging on my head to vent the many questions in my heart.

"Who is so bold as to dare to provoke our eldest lady, is it too tired of living?" A young man's voice came from behind me, and I turned to take a closer look at the man in front of me. He was about sixteen or seventeen years old, about 175 tall, and although he was in shape, his eyes were slightly softer. There was a slight conceit in the soft gaze. While I was looking at him, Xiao Yue ran over and gave the man in front of me a blessing, "Young master, forgive me, the slave failed to take care of Miss, and ask the young master to punish him." ”

"Young master, you are Feng Shen Yinde." I didn't even think about it, but I blurted it out.

Feng Shen Yinde, the son of the corrupt official and Shen, Niu Hulu, and the Red Flag of Manchuria. When he was five years old, Lord Qianlong personally gave Fengshen the name of Yinde. will also be the most pampered. Ten princesses, Gu Lun and Princess Xiao married him. can be regarded as a pampering of him. There is no political achievements in the military industry, relying on the official road of He Shen and the Ten Princesses is naturally smooth sailing, but because of He Shen's involvement, although he was not beheaded, he also ended up with a bad end. At the time, he was only 36 years old, so he could be regarded as a jealous talent!

Feng Shen Yinde walked up to me, looked doting, and said slowly: "Why, my brother hasn't come back for a long time, but your rules have not grown at all, but have regressed a lot, and my brother doesn't pay attention to it." You, ah, will pretend to be gentle and well-behaved in front of Ama Eniang. After saying that, he didn't forget to tap my forehead with his knuckles.

I flattened my mouth and rubbed my forehead, "What rules, do you want me to kneel down for you?" I didn't even kneel down with my parents. After speaking, I thought to myself: Your father is a big corrupt official, and you must not be a good bird.

Feng Shen Yinde laughed a few times and said: "Don't dare, don't dare, although I am the same mother as you, but you are the biggest person in the house except for Amma, I can't afford to provoke you." Tell me about what happened during your disappearance. ”

"You're a paparazzi! So gossip? If I could figure it out, I wouldn't be here. I glared at him and said impatiently.

"What dogs are you talking about? Amma sent a letter to me to inform me that you had become incoherent since you disappeared, and at first I was suspicious, but when I saw it today, it was true! It seems that my brother must find out what happened to you in half a month for you? ”

I pouted and ignored him!

I sat alone in front of the bronze mirror dresser, looking at myself in the mirror, a fifteen-year-old girl, almost the same as my 2019 self. So am I a soul crossing or a body and mind crossing? I was desperate to find the answer, and I was thinking that Xiao Yue had pushed the door in, holding a pure copper basin in her hand: "Miss, Xiao Yue is waiting for you to freshen up!" I turned to the side and looked at Satsuki, "Satsuki, do you think my appearance is any different from before?" ”

Xiao Yue put down the basin in her hand, walked up to me and looked at me with a surprised gaze, and shook her head blankly, "Miss, why are you starting to ask this kind of thing that Xiao Yue doesn't understand again." Miss's appearance is naturally the same as before, and she has been so shy. ”

"Same as before? Then I'm just soul crossing. If it's just a soul crossing, then what happened to my body, is it dead or vegetative? I thought to myself.

"Mademoiselle, you have lost your mind again, and since you have come back this time, you have often lost your mind, and you have become sentimental. Satsuki is so worried, she doesn't know when Miss will be able to remember the past and laugh again. Satsuki said worriedly, interrupting my thoughts.

I took the towel that Satsuki was going to use for me and whispered, "Do you think I don't want to regain my lost memories?" But there are some things that are not in my own hands, and I can't do anything about it! With a sigh, Xiao Yue immediately sighed: "If Miss regains her memory and remembers what she said today, she will definitely regret it." Miss used to say that fate is up to you, you don't want your lord to manipulate your marriage, and you have always tried to never give up. But now with a little blow, his personality has changed, his preferences have changed, he is sentimental and likes to sigh, and he gives up casually when he encounters things. It's not the master that Xiaoyue has served for many years at all. ”

I tapped my forehead hard, in order to punish myself for my stupidity, "It's really a word to wake up the dreamer, my life is up to me, and it has always been my 26-year rule of not admitting defeat and not giving up." How did you come to the Qing Dynasty and your brain was short-circuited? Why should I give up on myself and resign myself to staying here, I should find a way to go back! ”

Seeing me muttering to myself, Xiao Yue asked tentatively, "Miss, are you suffering from soul loss again, Xiao Yue should go and get some medicine and put a compress on Miss's forehead!" Otherwise, the night will be red and swollen. Xiao Yue said that she was about to leave, I grabbed Xiao Yue and said gratefully: "Thank you Xiao Yue, your words are really enlightening, I have figured everything out now, I know what to do, thank you!" Satsuki tried to break free from me to no avail, so she had to mutter, "Miss's illness seems to be getting worse. ”

In the early autumn night, the autumn wind is whiny, and the night is as cool as water. It seems that it is a good day for the crickets to sing, and the crickets raise their voices and sing to their heart's content, and the rustling of the leaves seems to be accompaniment to the crickets. I'm lying on the bed and flipping, I can't sleep, I'm missing, I'm unconscious, does it have anything to do with me coming here? I've got to figure it out and find a way to go back to 2019.