Chapter 4 Floating Like a Dream
"Wife, what are you looking at?" Hao Ren half-opened my door, bared a head and asked with a grin.
I closed the book in my hand, crossed my legs, leaned on the back of the chair, and said with a slight smile: "I'm reading the biography of Jiaqing, have you bought the milk tea I want." β
Hao Ren pushed the door open, raised the milk tea in his hand and shook it, walked to the bed in front of me and sat down. "How dare the slave forget what the wife commanded." Then the milk tea straw was inserted and fed to my mouth, I sucked hard a few times and smiled contentedly.
"How? Is it sweet or not, and is it delicious? He looked flattering, I sniffed out a hint of weirdness, and looked up and down close to his face: "You are a little wrong today, honestly, what are you holding back?" β
Hao Ren put the milk tea in my hand, and his eyes began to dodge: "What can I do wrong, I'm a rectum, you know, I can't hold things in my heart." β
"Really?" I looked skeptical, "You're not planning to propose to me again, are you?" β
"This, how is it possible, I have failed three times, and I am still in the healing period" Hao Ren's tone of explanation was slightly nervous, and I sighed lightly and laughed: "I'm scared to death, I thought you would use the inferior trick of putting the ring in the milk tea?" β
Hao Ren's facial expression stiffened slightly after hearing this, and he smiled awkwardly, and then said, "How is it possible, this is unhygienic." Suddenly, the conversation changed, "Eh, wife, in fact, why do you like Jiaqing so much?" On the contrary, I think Kangxi Yongzheng is better than him. Hao Ren pulled me up and walked to the side of the bed, a backhand buckled me in his arms, took the milk tea in my hand and put it on the bedside table on the side, "It's a little cold, it affects the taste, and I'll buy you a new cup later." β
I looked at the half cup of milk tea on the bedside table, the corners of my mouth rose slightly, and I knew all of Hao Ren's small movements and inner dramas. I didn't debunk this big boy who was full of me but didn't have any romantic cells, and I even began to look forward to his marriage proposal, wanting to become a legitimate and legitimate Mrs. Hao.
"You haven't answered me yet, why do you like Jiaqing, Kangxi, Yongzheng, and Qianlong?" Hao Ren asked
"Because of him, he recruited virtuous ministers, accepted loyal ministers, punished traitorous ministers, especially solved the big corrupt officials and Shen, how happy he was!" Hao Ren put it on my face and smiled: "If I go back 200 years ago, maybe I am Jiaqing?" Then you will be my queen! "I was amused by him again. Pushing his face away, he said disdainfully: "Forget it! Why don't I be a Hitara? Before the phoenix seal is hot, it is about to return to the western sky. A touch of sadness flashed in his eyes, and he continued slowly: "If you become an emperor, maybe how many wives will you marry?" It's not really three palaces and six courtyards, seventy-two concubines! I'm not going to join in the fun, if you're really the emperor, then I'd rather give up in style than be together in pain! I wouldn't share a husband with other women. β
"You don't do the Hitara clan, you can be the Niu Hulu clan! Anyway, I am the queen of the throne. I only want beauties, not the country! The harem is all deposed, leaving you alone, enjoying my favor alone. He said with a smirk, then stood up and took me into his arms, "I'm so glad God let me meet you, my life is only complete when I get you!" It is said that to love someone is to want to kiss her all the time, and then you are tired of kissing, but you still want to stay together, is love! Then we kissed from now on, kissing until our hair was gray and our teeth were gone, and then we stayed together every day and watched the sunrise and sunset. If I die first, I will always be waiting for you in heaven. β
"Why?" I leaned against his chest and asked in a whisper.
Hao Ren kissed me lightly on the forehead and said, "Because I am afraid that you will get lost, without my guidance, how can you find the direction of our family in the next life?" β
I raised my eyes and looked at Hao Ren affectionately, slowly closed my eyes, the cherry lips covered with pink lip gloss opened slightly, Hao Ren's lips gently attached to my lip flap, the tip of my tongue rolled up and stretched out through the gap between the lip flaps, and after slowly circling his dry mouth, he took my lips in his mouth, kissed and sucked mercilessly. AllowedΒ·Β·Β·Β·Β·Β·
"Miss, wake upΒ·Β·Β·Β·Β·" I slowly opened my eyes, and a blurry image appeared in front of me, and when I looked closely, it was Satsuki. Xiao Yue helped me up from the stone bench and said, "Miss, it's windy, why are you asleep here?" What should I do if I catch a cold? Madame is going to worry again. Let's go back to our room! β
It turned out that the kiss I had with Hao Ren just now was just a dream.
I was silent, just looking at the withered violet, and nodded helplessly.
When I woke up on the second day, my eyes were swollen like walnuts, and there was still no improvement after applying ice water, and through the bronze mirror, I saw Xiaoyue covering her mouth behind me and snickering. I turned around and threw the face towel in my hand at Xiao Yue, "I'm like this, you can still laugh, it's really heartless." "I began to hate the person who made me cry in my heart, and the former Hao Ren was as gentle as jade, and never made me feel wronged until the woman who held hands with him appeared. I shed twenty years of tears. I thought about it all night, I cried all night, in fact, I already knew that he should really not be Hao Ren, and the man I loved would not be like this even if he broke up. Yes, I'm sure......
Xiao Yue walked up to me and said aggrievedly: "Wronged! Miss, Satsuki feels very sorry for Miss, but, just by seeing Miss's eyes, Satsuki thinks of grapes, wants to eat, and wants to laugh. Satsuki lowered her voice as she spoke.
When I heard the grapes, I was even more angry, blaming myself for the excessive tear duct secretion last night, so I looked at Xiaoyue with a contemptuous look and said, "I despise you!" As he spoke, he made an inverted figure-eight gesture.
"Miss, what do you say about you? Satsuki didn't understand? "Satsuki looked back and forth at my gestures!
I took my hand back and squeezed out a smile: "I'm saying I like you!" β
It has been more than a month since I was the eldest lady in Hefu, and every day is like a year. It's really tormented in my heart, I don't know how long I can last, I think sooner or later I will be exposed.
"Miss, there's a letter from you." Satsuki handed me the letter. I put down the half-eaten jade cake in my hand, picked up the teacup on the table, took a sip, and asked, "For me?" β
Satsuki nodded.
I took the letter and opened it, the handwriting was beautiful, the pen was gentle, and the end was strong and powerful! I read in my heart: "I don't see you for a day, like every other autumn, since I say goodbye, I look forward to meeting, and I dream of the same soul a few times!" There is a silver light left tonight, and I am afraid that the meeting is in a dream. "The inscription reads Yongxuan. I was scared to death, it was just a simple love letter, and I thought he was going to ask me to meet, he and Lan Yun were lovers, and I would definitely be exposed if I saw him a few more times.
However, I have already begun to develop a sense of curiosity about Yongxuan and his love with her! Wonder why they're together and hiding it from everyone!
"Xiaoyue, what are Ama and Eniang doing?" I asked.
Xiao Yue said: "The lord and the scholar Ji went to the palace to discuss matters, and the lady and the lady of the Dongge University went to buy rouge in Zhicaizhai."
I immediately rolled my eyes and said, "Eh, since Ama and Eniang are not at home?" Why don't you be... β
Xiao Yue immediately understood what I meant, and immediately said, "Miss, aren't you going to sneak out again!" β
I shook my head and said, "No, it's not me, it's us?" "Before Satsuki could react, I pulled her out.
Since the fight crossed over to the Qing Dynasty, today is the second time to leave the house. But there are thousands of thoughts in my heart! Helpless! Heartache! Doubt! Together, they came to mind.
"Miss, where are we going!" Satsuki's words interrupted my thoughts, where to go? Where exactly am I going? I don't know where I'm going? It's really sad that I want to go back to my home but can't go back.
"Let's take a look!" I looked like I had lost my soul. Xiao Yue saw the thoughtfulness in my heart, and hurriedly said: "Miss, forgive Xiao Yue for talking too much, Xiao Yue thinks that Miss is completely like two people since she disappeared and before?" Always said something that Xiao Yue didn't understand, for the fifteenth prince to cry until his eyes were swollen like grapes, Xiao Yue felt that the young lady and the fifteenth prince seemed to be familiar, but it seemed very complicated with the seventeenth elder brother? Satsuki doesn't understand? Satsuki has always been with Miss, but there are many things that Satsuki doesn't know. If you weren't like this, Miss, Satsuki would never believe that you were Miss,"
I looked at the little girl in front of me, who was only a teenager, and I must admit that I underestimated her, and I didn't expect a little girl who didn't have too much ink in her stomach to be so thoughtful. Just listening to her tone is just suspicion and doubt? Don't know too much about Lan Yun and Yongxuan? Could it be that this young lady doesn't trust her? Suddenly remembered that Yongyan said that I was ridiculous, thinking that it was true, I was already too busy to take care of myself, and I still had the heart to think about these things that had nothing to do with me.
I disguised and said, "The fifteenth master saved me, I am very grateful to him!" Seventeenth elder brother has a soft personality and is very comfortable with him? But it's only friendship, and I will never have anything to do with the people of the emperor's family. What's more, the love I want is clean, transparent, and single-minded. It's monogamous. Do you understand? β
Xiao Yue shook her head frequently: "Miss, Xiao Yue really doesn't understand what you mean at all?" Shouldn't a woman just find a good family to marry herself? Isn't it the dream of all women to enter the palace and be a royal woman? Besides, there is no monogamy at all, as Miss said. In all dynasties, which prince and nobleman did not have three wives and four concubines? β
I shook my head helplessly, "No, women can be self-reliant, and they don't have to rely on men to survive." In our time, women were very independent. β
Xiao Yue looked puzzled: "What era!" β
I blinked, smashed my mouth again, very impatient, and said, "You don't have to worry about which era, you won't know anyway." You just need to know that women can be independent, they can not rely on men, and they can make money to support themselves. It is not necessary to live by watching a man's face every day, to endure his betrayal, to accept his three wives and four concubines and to hug him left and right, this idea is not correct, we must learn to say no to this unfair system and law! If a love is to be fought for, and it is divided into pieces, it is not love. Love is the only one, selfish, devoid of impurities, and requires an oath to protect it for a lifetime. β