Lu Huainian shook his head and was silent.

It's been years and it's not the slightest different.

It was still the firelight, or the familiar face struggling in front of him. The eyes that were still looking at him in despair, everything seemed to be the same.

In the dream, Lu Huainian was still suffocated and depressed.

This feeling can get worse for a while after waking up.

"Lu Huainian, I really hope you talk about love, maybe the sour smell of love can distract you from now."

Lu Huainian smiled helplessly, "I really don't know why I chose you in the first place." ”

Shi Baijie shrugged his shoulders and looked indifferent, "Anyway, the main purpose of today is to understand your recent situation, and now that I have finished understanding, it is the same as before, over!" ”

Lu Huainian closed his eyes and sighed softly, "If I had known, I wouldn't have had to run this trip in vain." ”

Putting away the giggling look, Shi Baijie got up from his seat, across the table, and patted Lu Huainian's shoulder on the other side lightly.

For so many years, in fact, they both knew what the cause was, and all Shi Baijie could do was try his best, but Lu Huainian protected himself too well, so good that this protection became an obstacle to the current treatment.

His psychological defense mechanism has been protecting himself and tormenting himself.

This makes the treatment only in a state of stalemate, and even Shi Baijie has been powerless recently. I can only hope that Lu Huainian's self-protection will be able to crack a little and give a little gap.

But at the same time, Bai Jie will be worried, once there is a gap, can Lu Huainian bear it?

Everything is unknown.

"Huainian, you should let go of this guilt, otherwise no one will be able to help you. Deng Chuan's death was an accident, not your fault, and it was his own choice to save you. Back then, you were able to stand in the position you wanted without fear of discrimination from the outside world, and now you can do the same. ”

Lu Huainian's tenacity is something that Shi Bai Jie has always admired but can't imitate, Lu Huainian is Lu Huainian, even if he loses his forearm, he is a different existence when he stands in front of everyone.

Lu Huainian didn't understand what he said, but he just wanted to understand it but couldn't do it. He tried countless times, to no avail. Just as a healer cannot heal himself, no matter how much he knows, it is useless.

The first thing Bai Qian was allowed to go out was to run to Bai Jie's residence to block people. She was seriously injured, and her brother didn't come back to visit him once, is he still her own brother?

After swaggering through the door and entering, it was the first time Shi Qian met Lu Huainian in the study.

Lu Huainian, who was talking to Shi Baijie, sat facing each other, Shi Qian only saw Lu Huainian's back at first, and it wasn't until he turned around that Shi Qian saw his face.

The treatment was suddenly interrupted by a stranger, which was also the first time Lu Huainian encountered it, which was a taboo in treatment. He glanced at the stunned man standing in the doorway, and quickly turned his head again, put his legs on his legs, and did not answer.

"Brother, I didn't know you had guests, I'll come back later." After Shi Qian finished speaking, he retreated, and closed the door without waiting for Bai Jie to speak.

Shi Baijie was also quite embarrassed, and he rarely encountered such a situation. When it's shallow, it's shallow, you can't let me worry!" Lu Huainian is embarrassed, she is my sister, Shi Qian. I really didn't know she was going to burst in. ”

Lu Huainian didn't say anything, but simply told him after getting up, "Remember to lock the door next time." ”

Today's follow-up visit ended in a hurry, and the next one will be three months later.

When Lu Huainian and Shi Baijie came out of the study side by side, Shi Qian was drinking water.

Hearing the movement of opening the door, Shi Qian's eyes were attracted and landed on one of Lu Huainian's arms.

He, the space below his big arm.

With his back just now, Shi Qian couldn't notice his hand.

It turns out that it's not that I didn't see it, but I didn't.

When Shi Qian's eyes moved away from his arm, he subconsciously looked at Lu Huainian's face.

When their eyes collided, Shi Qian chose to dodge.

She choked on the water she had just taken and turned to look for napkins.

Lu Huainian didn't care, it was just the reaction of ordinary people.

Shi Qian panicked and saw his brother send people out of the door.

Shi Baijie came back after sending the guests, and Shi Qian came up curiously, "Brother, is he your friend or a patient?" Haven't you ever been friends with patients? ”

Shi Baijie pushed her head away and went to the study. "Don't worry about adults, children, get old fast! Also, don't come into my study to play in the future, even if you want to enter, you have to knock on the door in advance, it's rude. ”

"Brother!" Shi Baijie ignored her, and in response to her was a sound of the door closing.

A few days later, Zhao Qi sent Shi Baijie an electronic version as soon as the interview report template came out. Shi Baijie went back to his parents' house for dinner today, because he was idle and bored playing games in front of his notebook.

After receiving Zhao Qi's email, Shi Baijie took his heart and clicked confirm.

After reading it, I thought it was not bad, and I replied that it was okay, especially when Bai Jie was very satisfied with that photo, he thought he was handsome to a certain level.

Shi Qian hurriedly rushed in, "Brother! Elder brother! Borrow me a notebook, my apartment is gone, and the email from my new job may have arrived! By the way, Mom asked me to come up and call you down to eat first!"

Shi Baijie exited the game page, looked up and asked her, "You changed jobs again?"

"If you change your home and have a high salary, who is not a person who goes to a higher place?"

Shi Baijie looked at his sister, shook his head helplessly, and went downstairs.

Shi Qian replied to the company, and accidentally saw the email on the computer desktop, clicked on it, and his brother's photo appeared on the left side of the report, Shi Qian didn't realize that Shi Baijie still had such a side, she always thought he was ugly.

Shi Qian didn't plan to read it, but after reading a few sentences, he thought it was good and read it.

Then she saw Lu Huainian's name, out of curiosity who the big guy in the article was, Shi Qian opened her mobile phone and searched it, and when she saw the photo, she was stunned.

It's him?

"Why? It's time to eat!"

"Oh, it's coming" Shi Qian turned off the computer and went downstairs with Shi Baijie.

Since then, Shi Qian has known this name, Lu Huainian.

In the next few days, on Shi Qian's Baidu page, the three words Lu Huainian appeared from time to time, so that Shi Qian understood Lu Huainian roughly.

During the meal, Shi Qian deliberately lowered his voice and asked Shi Baijie in a low voice, "Brother, does that Lu Huainian have a girlfriend?" ”

Shi Baijie glanced at Shi Qian in disbelief, this kid is crazy, right? "You don't have to think about it, he's not for you!"

Shi Qian's mind was seen through by a word and was also hit, and angrily used chopsticks to clip a piece of bitter gourd to him, "Brother, eat more, Mom's dishes are delicious!" ”

But after getting angry, Shi briefly pondered his words, "You mean no, do you?" ”

Shi Baijie didn't bother to pay attention to her, and ate by himself.

For Lu Huainian, Shi Qian can't say that she likes it, at least not now, she is just too curious.