101 Sad to leave
Zhou Yalan nervously used her trembling hands to quietly unlock Yang Fan's mobile phone, and then deleted Ying Xingchen's information and missed call records. Then, as if nothing happened, he put the phone back and returned to Yang Fan.
She looked at his charming handsome face, and said in her heart, Yang Fan, you won't blame me, right? I'm doing this for your own good, so that you can prepare this lecture wholeheartedly, and you will forgive me, right?
When it was almost 3:30 in the afternoon, Yang Fan finally completed the PPT of the academic lecture. The corners of his mouth curled slightly, and he stretched casually.
Zhou Yalan looked at this sultry smile, and her heart was flustered. She sat down and said, "Great, it's finally done." Zhou Yalan remembered that the time when Ying Xingchen sent the last message was half past two, and it was almost an hour now, she should have already left, right? For some reason, Zhou Yalan wanted to go out to confirm whether she was still there, and she wanted to take Yang Fan with her. She didn't think about what would happen if Yang Fan met Ying Xingchen at the door. She really wanted to go out to see if Ying Xingchen was still there, if she was still there, Zhou Yalan hoped to let Ying Xingchen see that she and Yang Fan were intimate, and let Ying Xingchen know that she and Yang Fan were the most compatible pair.
After making up her mind, Zhou Yalan said: "Yang Fan, I didn't eat anything at noon, let's go, let's go out for a meal and comfort ourselves." ”
Yang Fan didn't want to go, he also wanted to go through the entire PPT. But Zhou Yalan insisted on inviting him a few times, and he really went with him in the end.
Ying Xingchen didn't leave, she sent such a message, just to stimulate Yang Fan and ask him to reply to him quickly. She clasped her hands in front of her, her back against the wall, and her eyes were fixed in the direction of the school gate, and everyone was almost desperate. Suddenly, the person she hadn't seen for many days, who had been thinking about her for so long, finally appeared. Her tears flowed down her eyes in an instant.
However, Yang Fan didn't come to look for her, he was very close to the girl with a cold temperament next to him, they chatted as they walked, chatting very warmly, the girl also patted his hand from time to time, the two seemed to be very familiar and intimate. They kept walking forward, Yang Fan didn't turn his head to look at her, but the girl turned her head inadvertently, just in line with her gaze. However, just for that moment, the girl naturally turned her head back and continued to look at Yang Fan.
Ying Xingchen also noticed that Yang Fan was holding his mobile phone in his hand. So, the phone is simply on himself! Did he know that she had called him but didn't respond, and he saw the message she sent but turned a blind eye? She said that she was going back, and he thought that since she had already gone back, he didn't have to reply and ignore it?
Ying Xingchen pressed the pain in her heart, and she felt that she couldn't breathe anymore.
He's changed, he'd never treated her like this before. He's busy, is he really so busy that he doesn't even have time to reply to a word? Or is he just busy with this girl today, so he doesn't want to spend time with me, so he just doesn't reply? But today is my birthday, and many classmates and friends have already sent me blessing text messages, and a few of them still sent me at zero o'clock.
If he doesn't send it to me, forget it, I come to him, and he still has to snub me and ignore me like this, his feelings for me have really become indifferent to this point? Don't say it's a lover, it's not even a sister, it's not even a good friend, it's not even an ordinary friend, it's nothing, it's like an irrelevant person!
Ying Xingchen looked at Yang Fan's back gradually moving away, silently shedding tears, she suddenly wished that she hadn't seen this scene, she hoped that she could still weave all kinds of reasons for Yang Fan's neglect and indifference to her, but the facts were in front of her, what reason did she have to find to deceive herself?
Ying Xingchen sadly took a taxi to the train station, and then took the high-speed train back to the city where she studied.
Along the way, she thought a lot, she recalled the things she and Yang Fan had experienced together since childhood, thinking about them one by one, and every time she thought of something, tears couldn't stop pouring out.
At that time, how good her relationship with Yang Fan was, Yang Fan only revolved around her, as if she belonged alone. So much so that she sometimes even has the illusion that she and Yang Fan are one, and they are inseparable from each other and will always be together.
But now, not long after they were separated, he actually snubbed her like this for the sake of other girls? Thinking of today's events, Ying Xingchen's heart was very uncomfortable, and she kept telling herself not to think about him, and never to think about him again.
However, how could she not want him? Yang Fan is someone she has liked for nearly ten years!
They have been together for more than ten years, and in the past days, they have spent so many happy times together and have so many good memories, who is willing to just turn around and leave?
Yes, there are so many memories, so beautiful, how can you forget them all at once? It's impossible for Yang Fan to forget, right? He still has her in his heart, doesn't he? He wouldn't bear to leave her like this, would he? She's still very important in his heart, isn't she? It's all just a misunderstanding, isn't it?
She regretted it very much, she regretted that she didn't study at HKUST with Yang Fan at that time, if she was studying at HKUST, if they had been together all the time, then what happened today would not have happened! But now it's too late to say anything, and no one can go back.
When he got off the high-speed train, Ying Xingchen's tears had dried up, his brain was blank, and his body seemed to be hollowed out, and he was weak and weak. She sat motionless in the seat in the ticket hall, and the people around her came and went for a while, and finally, she was the only one in the large number of seats. But she still sat still, not knowing what she was going to do or where to go.
On this day, Yi Shuyan always thought of Ying Xingchen. Every time he thought of her, his heart would be pinched hard, and the pain was uncomfortable. He forced himself to do all kinds of things to forget about Ying Xingchen, he read books, chatted with people, played basketball, played chicken games, and admired paintings. But in everything he does, not only can he not forget her, but he misses her more and more. Because he couldn't see her, he still felt very lonely even when someone was around.
At 8:40 p.m., Yi Shuyan was walking alone in the bright moonlight, and he unconsciously remembered Ying Xingchen. Is she with someone she likes? What are you doing? Yi Shuyan's heart throbbed again.