86 Talk about feelings
Ying Xingchen kept looking straight at him with clear eyes, she blinked after listening to his story, and asked again: "Then what do you feel after reading it?" ”
Feel? Do you really want me to talk about your feelings? And it's the dead of night, just the two of us? How do I feel? I feel like I'm on fire and want to hold you, but can I tell you? Yi Shuyan lowered his eyes, supported his forehead with one hand, and then raised his eyes to look at Ying Xingchen, and said seriously: "I think that during my studies, it is better to read as few books as possible." ”
My boss, I asked you to read more professional books and less extracurricular books, but you said you didn't want to. Now I'm borrowing you an extracurricular book to read, but you say that you should read as few of these books as possible? Can you not be so double-standard! Ying Xingchen laughed dryly twice and said: "Yes, I agree, I should read more of my professional books when I have time, it is really not good to always read these books." ”
Yi Shuyan nodded with satisfaction, "Well, it's good that you're not addicted." ”
Not addicted? What am I obsessed with? "Uh...... Me, am I addicted? ”
"It's fine." Yi Shuyan suddenly reached out and touched Ying Xingchen's head, and said, "Focus on studying, let's go." After speaking, he was about to turn around and leave, when he suddenly said, "By the way, don't casually exchange reading experiences with others in the future." ”
Ying Xingchen was stunned and asked, "Why?" ”
Why? She asked me why with an ignorant and innocent face? "Don't ask why, just answer that you know." Yi Shuyan's voice was cold.
Ying Xingchen was stunned again, opened his eyes wide and asked, "Why?" ”
Yi Shuyan glanced at her, didn't answer, turned around and left.
Ying Xingchen hurriedly caught up, pulled his sleeve and asked, "Why, why?" Why? ”
Yi Shuyan suddenly stopped, pressed the back of her head with one hand, and covered her mouth with the other, "Don't ask." ”
Ying Xingchen wanted to break his hand, but her strength was not as strong as his, so she couldn't break it, she shouted, but only made a "hmm" sound.
Yi Shuyan looked down at her like this, and couldn't help grinning.
Ying Xingchen looked at Yi Shuyan with wide eyes in surprise, this was the second time he had laughed like this. The last time was during the summer vacation, when they sat on a bench outside the park and ate ice cream. In fact, he really looks good when he laughs like this, and even the beautiful moon and starry sky in the sky are inferior.
Yi Shuyan saw her looking at herself in surprise, so he used the hand that was originally covering her mouth to flick it on her forehead, "Why are you so surprised?" ”
Ying Xingchen screamed "ah", touched his forehead with his hand, slapped him on the shoulder, and shouted: "It hurts, you played me so hard this time!" ”
"Does it hurt?" Yi Shuyan frowned slightly, lifted the bangs on her forehead and looked at it, and then, he suddenly flicked her forehead with his fingers.
"Ahh Ying Xingchen glared at him angrily, "Yi Shuyan!" ”
Yi Shuyan looked at her proudly, "It seems that you have called my name for the first time." ”
"That's not the point!"
"That's right, the point is that after you've been in pain, you can remember what I told you tonight. Okay, let's go. ”
Ying Xingchen gave him a blank look, "Don't go with you." With that, he walked quickly.
Yi Shuyan responded: "Okay." Then, as usual, he silently followed her.
Ying Xingchen walked up to the third floor of the dormitory, looked downstairs, and saw that Yi Shuyan was still standing under the lamp, so she made a grimace at him, and then walked to the dormitory.
Yi Shuyan pursed her lips and chuckled, what should I do, she looks so cute when she gets angry.
Ying Xingchen returned to the dormitory, and after taking care of all the housekeeping, she suddenly saw the book that Jia Xiaohui lent her on the table, and she felt that Yi Shuyan didn't seem to have a high evaluation of this literary masterpiece, so she picked up the book and read it.
After reading a few pages, Ying Xingchen's brain "boomed", and he was suddenly dumbfounded, and his face turned red. Shyness and anxiety, grievances and regrets, anger and helplessness, no place to be ashamed, anyway, several emotions are constantly surging. In the end, she just wanted to find a place to hide for a while before coming out, preferably for a few months or even a year.
Ai my ma, what kind of literary masterpiece is this, how can I show this kind of book to Yi Shuyan! It's miserable, he thinks this book is mine, thinks I have this liking! No wonder he told me not to indulge in these kinds of books. It's a shame that I even asked him to talk about his feelings and let him communicate with me. No wonder I asked him why he didn't let me share my reading experience with others, and he not only didn't answer me, but also beat me. No wonder he wanted to write that paragraph in his notebook, and repeated several pages of his heart.
The heart is like water? In other words, was Yi Shuyan such a decent person? He also advised me to focus on studying, but it contrasted me with a person who is not pure in mind and is addicted to reading this kind of book! What a wrong!
Ying Xingchen was aggrieved in his heart, picked up his mobile phone and walked out of the bedroom, and then dialed Jia Xiaohui's phone, and soon, Jia Xiaohui's voice came from the other end of the phone, "Hey, Xingchen, what are you looking for me?" ”
"Sister Xiaohui, what's the matter with that copy of "Metamorphosis" you borrowed from me?" You've been miserable!
Jia Xiaohui asked excitedly, "Have you seen it?" Is it good-looking? Isn't it exciting? ”
"You ......" Ying Xingchen clenched his fists, "Why are you lying to me that it is a literary masterpiece!" ”
Jia Xiaohui said innocently: "It's a literary masterpiece." You should really take a look, learn some skills, and you can use it with Yang Fan in the future. ”
"I ......" Ying Xingchen suddenly remembered that Yi Shuyan described the details of this book very well, her face suddenly became hot, and she wailed in her heart, God, I wronged me so much!
"Xingchen, you will be an adult after this year's birthday, don't be so shy, we are still studying medicine, and we will see everything in the future. You should read that book and study more, you know? Jia Xiaohui said earnestly.
Ying Xingchen choked in his throat, pressed his heart, and was silent.
Jia Xiaohui said again: "Okay, what's the matter?" ”
"It's gone."
"That's hanging, bye."
Ying Xingchen leaned against the stone guardrail in the corridor with his mobile phone in a depressed mood, and then let out a long sigh.
I don't reject reading this kind of book, I really don't reject it, because I'm just an ordinary person, I have seven emotions and six desires, and I don't want to pretend to be a holy lotus. But just because I don't pretend to be holy doesn't mean I'm shameless.
The biggest problem tonight was that I showed the book to Yi Shuyan, and brazenly asked him to talk about his feelings, and he was educated. What will he think of me in his heart? Do you think I'm shameless and dirty? To be honest, as a student with good conduct on a daily basis, I really can't accept that others have such an evaluation of me.