Bai Bai didn't fall asleep that night, and he was already a shallow sleeper, looking at the dirty dolls placed at the bedside, he couldn't sleep all night.

A scene flashed in my mind countless times, when I was ten years old, the girl with his pet cat in her arms went to find a cat for him in the flowers wearing a small skirt, and finally got dirty, but under the messy bangs was a pair of big eyes that looked forward to it.

She hugged the cat and handed it back to him, her bright eyes flashed a hint of cunning from time to time, and she smiled at him brightly and clearly, even if she was taught a lesson by her mother in the end, she turned back and grimaced at him.

The most impressive thing about Bai Bai is her eyes as bright as stars.

But years have passed, and when she says goodbye, her talking eyes have disappeared and are dim.

He didn't expect to meet her in such a way, chaotic, dirty, unbearable.

Thinking of this, he sat up suddenly, and ghostly took the doll out of the room, washed it under the faucet, and made a series of movements.

……

On a winter morning, the sky is overcast, and a thin layer of fog hangs high in the sky.

The streets that had been silent all night were brought back to life as the lights went out.

Bai Hao appeared at the school gate at this time with a schoolbag on his back, carrying the ragdoll that was cleaned last night in his pocket.

It was close to eight o'clock, but he did not see the figure.

The winter wind is cold, and a boy of this age has a good face, and he is reluctant to wear more cold clothes, and he shiveres with cold at the moment.

He was awake almost all night last night, and he didn't sleep well, his dark eyes were bloodshot, and he frowned, obviously about to run out of that pitiful patience at the moment.

The bell rang, but she was still not seen.

Xu is that she has already entered.

Then, the white meteor strode into the teaching building.

It was already late for early reading, but he still went directly to the 20th class of high school.

Class 10 was self-study this morning, and after glancing at the podium and no teacher, he walked in directly.

Half of his body stepped into the tenth class, and suddenly it was quiet and even the clamor of the tenth class could be heard when the tip of the needle landed.

Apparently being treated as a monkey is not his hobby.

Bai Hao frowned, and suddenly remembered that he didn't even know her name, so he could only hold back his anger and search for an unfamiliar figure in the black head.

And yet nothing came of it.

Finally, running out of patience, he yelled at the classroom, "What about the new transfer students in your class?" ”

Seeing the same doubts in each other's eyes, and after making sure that they had heard correctly, another commotion erupted in the class.

Zhao Ke's tablemate Sun Jiayang is a thin, small, very shy girl, in the face of the school's figures, she is a little timid, stood up timidly, and said timidly to the door, "Zhao Ke hasn't come today." ”

Zhao Ke? It turned out that her name was Zhao Ke.

In order to prevent the wrong person, Bai Hao stared at the girl again and asked, "How many transfer students do you have?" ”

Before Sun Jiayang could speak, a bold boy shouted at the top of his voice, "One, just one!" ”

"Hmm". Bai Bai turned and walked out of the classroom.

After the people left, they couldn't stop everyone's gossip and curiosity, and the classroom boiled again.

Bai Hao could have handed the puppet to Zhao Ke's tablemate, but for some reason, he didn't want to do it.

After school, Bai Hao and a group of boys played on the court, and he chose a court on the other side of the classroom for the first time.

Although Bai Hao and Zhao Ke are both sophomores in high school, their classrooms are not in the same building, and each teaching building in the thirteenth middle school will have a floor open, Bai Hao is in class 6, and Zhao Ke is in class 10.

Bai Hao's attention was not on basketball today, so he missed several shots.

At halftime, Bai Hao sat under the basket facing the north side of the school building.

"What's the matter, today's 'marksman' can't work?" Xu Jisheng walked over with two bottles of water, threw them into his arms, and sat down opposite him.

In the face of his jokes, Bai Hao was unexpectedly silent today, and Xu Jisheng felt more and more strange, "You are very strange today, you didn't use your poisonous tongue to scold me." ”

Bai Hao didn't look at him, his eyes were fixed on the figure coming out of the North Teaching Building, "Are you cheap?" Forty minutes had passed since school, but he still hadn't seen Zhao Ke.

Xu Jisheng turned his head to look at him, and saw that he was staring intently at the flow of people from school, and felt that it was interesting, so he deliberately changed the direction and sat next to Bai Hao, "What are you looking at?" There are beautiful women. ”

At this time, there were fewer and fewer people in the school, and occasionally one or two walked out of the teaching building, and Bai Hao was a little irritable, "Is there anything you can't see for yourself?" ”

Xu Jisheng was tortured more than once by his uncertain temperament, of course, he was the only one who dared to brush the lion's hair, "What are you looking for?" "Jokes are jokes, Xu Jisheng doesn't believe that according to Bai Hao's rather cold temperament, he will really look at beautiful women.

Bai Hao ignored him, Xu Jisheng said to himself, "It's useless to wait here, maybe people will deliberately avoid you." ”

"Hide from me?" Bai Hao turned his head and looked at Xu Jisheng.

"The girls in this school don't love and hate you."

After speaking, Xu Jisheng laughed to himself, and was glared at by Bai Bai before he closed his mouth stupidly.

"Who the hell are you looking for? Go straight to class and squat, if you're embarrassed, I'll go for you! ”

Bai Bai gritted his teeth, "Shut up!" ”

In the end, the two went directly to the 20th class of high school, and in the 10th class at that time, there were only two or three classmates left who were immersed in studying, and even the students on duty had already left.

Xu Jisheng looked up at the class card of Class 10, Rao scratched his head and couldn't figure out who he was looking for.

"Who are you looking for?"

There were not a few people left in the classroom, and his white and gloomy face became a little more irritable, and he didn't bother to turn his head back and popped out two words directly from his mouth, "Zhao Ke." ”

Xu Jisheng reacted for a few seconds before he looked at Bai Hao with a shocked face, "Is it the transfer student who was caught by you in Corruption Alley last night?" ”

Bai Hao nodded with a calm face.

"I didn't expect it, your 10,000-year-old iceberg finally melted, and at first my brother thought you were really cold."

"Shut up!"

Xu Jisheng encouraged him, make persistent efforts, not today, continue tomorrow, quite like fighting a protracted war.

The next morning, Bai Hao went directly to the tenth class.

It's still the timid tablemate, "Zhao Ke has asked for leave, and he has asked for leave since yesterday." ”

Hearing this, her white brows rose high, and Sun Jiayang added, "She doesn't seem to be in good health, she has already taken several days off not long after the start of school, and the head teacher also said that she is in a special situation." ”

Not feeling well? Bai Hao kept repeating these words in his heart, and when he walked out of the teaching building, his face was gloomy, and Xu Jisheng came down from the court, "Why, I haven't found it yet?" ”

"She's on leave."

Xu Jisheng thought of Zhao Ke's beating the night before, and patted Bai Hao's shoulder, "Maybe the injury hasn't healed yet, and I'll be here in two days." As soon as the words fell, Xu Jisheng glanced at Bai Hao's face full of displeasure, and teased him, "You don't really like her, do you?" ”

"Nope! Shut up! ”

……

It's been three days since that chaotic night.

The living room and rooms are covered with blackout curtains to keep the light out.

Zhao Ke was extremely afraid of light at the time of the attack, and he could even be called annoying.

Zhao Ke's eyes were blue, his hair was knotted and yellow, sprinkled messily on his shoulders, his cheeks were sunken, and his lips were pale and chapped.

For three days, she had only been asleep for a handful of days, and since that night, she could not sleep, and when she closed her eyes, she was greeted by the ironic eyes of the youths, and the pain that was painful to the flesh was vivid.

She was afraid of the night, of closing her eyes, of the nightmares, but she was also afraid of the sun, and she always felt that she was out of step with the light.

She received treatment and took her medication on time, but she always felt that her future was far away.

She was like a drowning person, the fear of being wrapped in cold, the suffocating helplessness.

Zhao Ke curled up on the sofa, her head next to the side of the sofa, her hair fell to the ground, her eyes were full of red bloodshots, and her eyelids became heavier and heavier, but she was highly nervous and couldn't sleep.

It's time for her to take her medicine.

There is an ingredient added to the many bottles and cans, although she can't keep her asleep until dawn, but at least she doesn't have to stay up every minute like this.

She buried her head in the couch, kept her eyes closed, and reached for the coffee table, she had memorized which medicine to take and when, and the difference between the bottles of each medicine.

Zhao Ke picked up the medicine bottle and shook it, it was already empty.

She sighed, feeling more and more tormented.

After another half, she forced herself to get up and go into the bathroom to freshen up.

……

Inquired about the address of Zhao Ke's house, and when he arrived downstairs in the unit building, Bai Hao instantly sobered up and retracted his step.

Exercise!

He cursed secretly, not knowing how to explain his behavior as a ghostly errand, and he didn't know what reason to knock on someone's door.

Could it be that I have to apologize to her?

With the cold wind, he shook his head violently.

So in the winter, a young man who was wearing a black leather coat and was not afraid of the sky and the earth sat downstairs in a unit building, tangled.

I don't know how long I sat like this, but with a "click", the automatic door of the unit building opened, and a young woman who also had to be demeanor and not temperature walked out......