Chapter 29 Zhuang Zhou Mengdie
In the end, Zhuang Zhou dreamed of butterflies, you are a gift and a disaster.
In the end, Zhuang Zhou opened the meat and stewed the kun with a clear conscience.
The cherry blossom garden of the University of South China, a cherry blossom forest, is a holy place for couples to tryst.
The location of this cherry blossom garden is next to Qingsi Lake, so in the past year and a half, it has also become the place where Lin Yuyuan and Wen Buregret come the most. When you are in a bad mood, you go to Qingsi Lake, and when you are in a good mood, the two make an appointment to walk under the cherry blossom tree, which is very romantic.
On this day, Lin Yuyuan once again asked Wen Bu to come here, because he had a great decision in his heart.
After all, he still didn't choose to hide it, and he really couldn't deceive if he didn't regret it.
Gong Yuhan's sacrifice, he saw it in his eyes, and he didn't want to bury it in vain. Moreover, these days because of Gong Yuhan, there is no happy day without regrets, although he didn't say it, but Lin Yuyuan's heart is actually clear.
This past, there is no added oil and vinegar, he just told him like that, 1510 and he will not regret it.
"You mean, he kills... It's because I... Is it because of me? Wen Wu's breathing was a little short, and he asked in a choked voice.
"Yes! So to speak! Lin Yuyuan replied in a deep voice, "But you can't be blamed for this matter... It's all my fault, if I had stopped his plan in the first place, if I had found out that he was wrong earlier, I wouldn't have come to this point! ”
"How so... This big fool, what a big fool! ”
As for Lin Yuyuan's words, he didn't regret hearing it, as if he hadn't heard it, he just muttered to himself. At this moment, the bottom of her heart is actually the appearance of the young man at the beginning, even if she hasn't seen her for a year or two, but the young man's love for her is remembered.
Her head was raised slightly, and she looked directly at Lin Yuyuan, "At that time, why didn't you tell me the origin of the medicine?" ”
She asked about the lotus bladder, but Lin Yuyuan only said that it was purchased by the hospital, and then did not ask any further. In fact, in the bottom of her heart, she felt that Lin Yuyuan begged for her, but she didn't expect Gong Yuhan's aspect at all.
"I'm sorry... I promised him not to confess this to you... I just didn't expect things to turn out the way they are, I'm really sorry! ”
Lin Yuyuan lowered his head, not knowing how to explain, so he could only apologize vigorously. But the situation has developed beyond the expected, and to this day, an apology is the most pale and powerless compensation.
"No, you're not wrong... It was my mistake from the beginning, I was a fool, and from the beginning, I didn't want to care more about him! Big tears slipped from the corners of his eyes, "I always felt that he and I were just friends, so I never thought that he would pay so much for me!" ”
"Actually, he... He's always cared about you! Lin Yuyuan muttered in distraction.
"yes, he's actually done a lot of stupid things for me, but I haven't noticed it all this time!" Wen Wu held his head and squatted down in pain, "But who would have thought that this fool would be so stupid and destroy himself for me!" ”
Standing beside Wen Wuyuan, Lin Yuyuan could feel that it was so close, but it seemed to be so far away.
At this time, he didn't know what he should say to comfort Wen Buregret, and even the arm that wanted to hug Wen Buregret finally took it back silently. In other words, as a party to the party, there is also a mustard in his heart.
The crying continued for about ten minutes, and more and more students watched around, but they only commented a few words before leaving.
After all, this is a university, and the free view of love makes some new melons come out every day on the official website of the campus. And once the people who eat melons are aesthetically fatigued, they are basically a little indifferent to this kind of melon that is just crying and making trouble.
"You... Are you okay? ”
Lin Yuyuan didn't know what to say, but he also knew that he couldn't say nothing at this time, so he could only ask stupidly.
Wen Buregret took out a handkerchief from his pocket and wiped some water marks from the corners of his eyes, "It's okay!" After crying, my mood is much better! ”
"It's cooled down... Let's go back! "I don't know why, today's Lin Yuyuan only thinks that these cherry blossoms are very dazzling.
"Wait, Yu Yuan, I want to talk to you!"
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Qingsi Lake, compared to the cherry blossom garden, the number of couples here is much less.
Talking about it without regrets, it was very serious, Lin Yuyuan knew very well in his heart that this was by no means a good sign.
Whether the two tacitly moved to Qingsi Lake may be because of the atmosphere here, which is more suitable for talking about sad topics. Maybe it's because the cherry blossom garden is a symbol of sweetness, and they don't want the few good things in their memories to be completely subverted at this moment.
"You said you wanted to go to Shenguang, but in fact, before meeting today, I also made a decision to accompany you to look for a job over there!"
"Huh? Didn't I listen to you and prepare for graduate school? Lin Yuyuan was stunned for a moment, and asked suspiciously, "I heard the counselor say that the overall grades of our class are average, and there are only two or three people who are really capable of taking the postgraduate examination... And you're one of them! ”
"Yes, the counselor did want me to go to graduate school. But as you said, marketing is just that, a bachelor's degree is enough... The most important thing is that Shenguang is too far away, I really don't want to leave you! ”
At this time, Lin Yuyuan's heart suddenly calmed down a lot, as if he had been splashed with a basin of cold water. He suddenly realized that what he had just said was that she had made a decision before they met, which meant that that decision had probably been abandoned now.
"And now? Do you suddenly have a new idea? ”
"Well, Gong Yu Han him... Because I've endured too much, I'm not willing to give him such an ending! Wen Buregret replied in a low voice, "Over there, I may not go... Although I don't blame you for anything, I'm afraid that the mustard can't be eliminated in a short time, so let's separate for a while! ”
Before choosing to confess, Lin Yuyuan had already expected this ending, but the moment it really came, it was inevitable that there would be some heartache.
In fact, he knew very well that he chose to give up without regret, not just because he was concerned about Gong Yuhan, nor because he was dissatisfied with him, but because he left a mustard in his heart.
The incident a year ago, Lin Yuyuan did not regret it in the slightest, that was the only chance to save Wen Wuregret. But that incident ruined Gong Yuhan's youth, Lin Yuyuan knew very well that in terms of her unrepentant character, she would never want to be indebted to others like this.
"A girl once told me that if you like to raise flowers, you have to accept her withering and withering!" Looking at each other, Lin Yuyuan said firmly, "Before I decided to confess this matter, I expected this result... Don't worry, I will slowly choose to accept it, if you want, just make the decision that you think is right in your heart! ”