She is Fu Yue.

It's ridiculous to say that she was just thinking of that world as a mission.

When she was Chu Yanhuan, she met Shen Qingjue.

……

The snow clothes are picturesque, and the son is unique.

This is her first impression of Shen Qingjue.

After approaching, I found that he was a very simple and flirtatious little brother.

Will blush, gentle, and have a good temper.

But because of the bug made by the dog system, she became a child.

This made her feel unhappy for a while, and then she took Ray and scorched the hairball.

After the system bug was fixed, she didn't even have time to say goodbye to Shen Qingjue.

In the blink of an eye, it's ten years.

For her, it's just an eye opening and closing, so fast that it's negligible.

……

The sun had set, and the sky was still glowing orange and red.

I don't know when the pair of people who are walking together are missing from the path, but the maple tree is still there, but the old couple sitting all day under the tree is no longer seen.

The pool was still shining, but the smile of the young man by the pool was missing.

When she met the little brother in her memory again, she was a little resistant.

Because this snow-clothed prime minister of Da Chu is far from the boy in her memory.

Shen Qingjue is thoughtful, wise and close to demons, which is unpredictable.

And her little brother, indifferent but gentle, delicate and thin, is the kind of noble little boy who is pampered by a famous family, and his mind is so simple that he is almost sincere.

Therefore, for this snow-clothed prime minister, she is repulsed.

She was willing to approach him for a mission, but she didn't want to be with him.

……

But she forgot why Shen Qingjue became like this.

He'd been waiting for her for ten years.

The boy had always known that what he had been waiting for might be in vain, but he still waited without hesitation.

She understood too late.

originally thought that there was still a lifetime of time to make up for it, but the plague made her have to give up her lover again.

……

What does it feel like to see your loved one die in your arms?

In fact, she doesn't know whether she loves Shen Qingjue or not, maybe she likes it.

But...... Love?

She wasn't sure.

The moment she watched him die, her heart was at a loss, she felt that everything was empty, and she didn't know what to do.

She didn't seem to be very sad either.

It's just an endless sense of confusion and overwhelmed.

It occurred to her that she could find his reincarnation, and that would be a good idea.

But she was wrong.

She used all her divine power, but she couldn't find the slightest trace of him in the Three Thousand Worlds.

At that moment, it really collapsed.

She thought she had a chance to make up for it, but in the end it was nothing.

……

Later, the way of heaven descended on the small world.

For the first time, she bent over and begged for him to help her.

But it still didn't work.

An endless feeling of vertigo hits, and the world in front of me begins to distort.

She remembers, when she was a little girl.

The young man in a snowcoat was half-kneeling in front of her, holding a clean handkerchief in his hand, and was gently wiping her face.

Fingertips wiped from the corners of snow-white clothes.

There is a slight itch.

……

It's really embarrassing, as a fallen god.

But it's like this.

She had never had seven emotions and six desires before, even if she was Jiang Ruan's world, it was a time when she lost her memory.

Later, because of the use of divine power in the small world, she was rejected by the law, and her body was damaged, and her consciousness gradually fell into darkness.

The most regrettable thing in the world is.

I waited until I lost it to realize that I really loved you......