Sometimes, a trusting look and a word of thanks can give a person great energy and make him pursue it for the rest of his life.

The same goes for doctors.

When they are depressed, what they want most is the trust of the patient, and what they want to see most is the patient's happy expression when they know that they are okay.

What salary, salary, holidays, and red envelopes are not as good as those eyes and expressions.

But sometimes, no amount of trust can buy back life.

After all, doctors are not gods.

Wang Ge only ate half of his lunch, parked the car back in the parking lot and then came to the cafeteria, there was nothing to eat at all, and his colleagues thought that he had eaten at the event site in Orange Island and did not leave him food to eat.

He was very hungry, and came to the commissary at the entrance of the hospital, wanting to buy some bread and instant noodles to satisfy his hunger, and suddenly remembered that Cao Shan must not have eaten yet, so he bought a double with the only dozen yuan of change left on his body. Fortunately, his salary will be paid in a few days, and he can only get half a month's salary, about more than 1,000 yuan, although it is not much, but his pocket money and living expenses are enough, and he can still leave some for his family.

Wang Ge sharpened the iron for about half a day, and at Xu Lin's strong request, the ambulance stationed in the afternoon was dispatched by Xu Lin, and he finally breathed a sigh of relief. He really wasn't in the mood to enjoy the riverside beauty of Orange Island anymore, and he was afraid that every time he went there in the future, he would remember that on October 1, 2017, a girl named Deng Xiaoning was not rescued.

Not too busy at noon, he came to the emergency hall and saw Cao Shan at a glance.

Cao Shan failed to save the girl after all. After being pronounced dead, he took off his hat and walked out of the emergency room door to sit on the cold metal bench. He had been sitting here for more than ten minutes, and everyone knew that he was not in a good mood and did not bother him. He took out a small notebook from his pocket, took out a pen, and swiped something on the notebook.

"Doctor Cao, please have a meal. Wang Ge sat next to Cao Shan and put the plastic bag containing bread, ham, sausages and instant noodles in front of Cao Shan.

"How can you have an appetite? Cao Shan seemed to have finished writing, and glanced at the food in the plastic bag, "Xiao Wang, thank you." ”

"Doctors in your emergency department, it's normal to have patients who can't be saved. Wang Ge's next sentence didn't come out, he didn't understand a little, he had seen so many doctors in the emergency department who had seen so much wind and rain, and he would still feel sad because of the life and death of a patient.

"I've been doing this for more than ten years, and I've saved a lot, and I can't save more, I must be a little numb, but that girl trusted me so much that she finally died in my hands. I feel ashamed. Cao Shan said lonely.

"She'll thank you. Wang Ge saw that Deng Xiaoning's soul bowed deeply to Cao Shan before leaving. "It's not your fault. ”

He saw the small notebook in Cao Shan's hand, pointed and asked. "This book is used to remember the patients who have been saved?"

Cao Shan was stunned for a moment, and handed the notebook in his hand to Wang Ge.

The small notebook is a little old, and the cover is curled. Wang Ge turned the first page, and only Cao Shan's name was written on it, and there was no title. The king pigeon continued to scroll back, and there were some dates, times, names, and names of illnesses recorded on it.

A small percentage of the records only wrote the date and name, and wrote "unknown" where the name of the condition should have been written.

The whole sub-entry is clear, but nothing else than this information.

"The doctors in the emergency department have their own records, but I found a small book by myself, and the people on it were all not saved after my treatment. It has the patient's name, the date of death, and the cause of the death. Dr. Cao explained.

The king pigeon turned to the last page of the notebook, and the handwriting looked new.

"953, October 1, 2017, 12:55 p.m., Deng Xiaoning, rhabdomyolysis syndrome. ”

The record reads.

"She is my 953rd patient who has not been saved, and the reason for recording the cause of death is to find more information, and when she encounters the same disease next time, it may help, maybe the person will not die. The gloom in Cao Shan's heart seemed to ease a little, and he picked up the plastic bag of food that Wang Ge bought for him, took back the notebook and stood up.

The sound of an ambulance siren sounded at the door of the emergency hall, and it became clearer and clearer from far to near.

Cao Shan glanced at the door, put the food on the bench again, and stretched, "Yes, let's work first, and then eat later." "Him

While putting on his hat, he trotted to the gate of the emergency department and helped carry the patient out of the car.

Before Wang Ge could go over to help, the patient was pushed to the gate of the emergency department, and the nurse who followed the car was actually Shen Hui.

Shen Hui pushed the cart and saw that Wang Ge was now at the door of the emergency room, and gave him a big roll of his eyes.

Wang Ge was suddenly shocked, it seemed that Shen Hui already knew that he had given Shen Hui's phone and WeChat to Tao Mi.

He felt a little guilty in his heart, in order to let Tao Mi investigate Xuzi's life experience and sell his good friend, he inevitably felt a little reluctant in his heart.

Wang Ge waited at the door for a while, but Shen Hui was too busy to pay attention to him, so he went to the emergency room and didn't come out for a long time. This girl must not be angry with herself, she must explain to her when she has a chance, in fact, Tao Mi is really not a bad person.

If Wang Ba really saw the mung bean right eye, it would not be impossible for the two of them to try to communicate. After all, if Tao Mi can get rid of those previous problems, it will really make the prodigal son turn back and not change his money.

Wang Ge felt that he couldn't wait for Shen Hui to come out, and was afraid that there would be work in the team, so he walked out of the emergency room door and returned to the office. Hou Changhe and Xu Lin had already carried the doctor back to the event site in Orange Island, and Wang Ge recalled that when he finally left, he didn't help Hou Changhe take away the mobile phone that fell on the table, anyway, there were volunteers and people from the organizing committee at the scene, so it should not be lost.

Xie Guang sat on the bed holding his mobile phone and reading a novel, Tie had just come back from the car, sweating profusely, and was frantically watering himself, and some of the remaining colleagues were smoking outside, and some were chatting in a whisper, discussing what strange patients they had encountered in the past few days.

This group of people doesn't look like people who can save people from fire and water, and they can't complain that they don't report every time something big happens.

Wang Ge soaked instant noodles, and without Xie Guang's gossip, the meal was a little tasteless. He sat down by the door and had just eaten two bites when someone outside the door cowered and looked inside. As soon as the king pigeon looked up, it was Tao Mi outside.

"Shhhhhhh

Wang Ge looked at his instant noodles, a little reluctant, it was not delicious after a long time, so he could only go out with a paper bowl.

The people in the office were playing with themselves, and no one cared about him.

"Brother, do you have something to say, what kind of moth are you doing outside the door?" asked Wang Ge, taking a big sip of noodles.

"That's what you're going to eat?" Tao Mi looked at the bucket noodles of the king pigeon, he would never eat this thing, and he had never bought it. If he knew that his great god even ate bucket noodles and bought the cheapest ones in the commissary, the goods would collapse.

"Let's not talk about this for a while, I see that your room is quiet, for fear of disturbing the serious work of the gods. Tao Mi held a large brown paper bag in his hand, scratched his head and said embarrassedly.

The king pigeon is full of helplessness, sometimes Tao Mi is still quite cute, and he doesn't have the appearance of a playboy at all. I don't know if these rich people are surprised by brain circuits.

"You and Xiao Shen, how are they. Wang Ge took another bite of noodles, and Shen Hui glanced at him just now, which made him feel very uneasy in his heart, figuring out what the situation was, knowing what happened between the two people, and explaining it.

"Don't mention it, I made the first call, and when I heard that I was a hooligan, I immediately scolded the hooligan and hung up, and I never passed again. Tao Mi said dejectedly. "Later, I used this mobile phone number to add her WeChat and send her a message, but she refused to reply to me. When I sent another message, it was said that I had been blocked......"

Wang Ge held back a smile, thinking in his heart how could Shen Hui be such a good person to chase. You buddy was arrogant and domineering before, but now if you want to get Shen Hui's sincerity, then you really have to suffer.

"Dude, take your time, I've already given you the phone number, and the rest is up to you. As the saying goes, no city is built in a day......"

"Rome, it's Rome!" added Tawmi.

"Oh yes, this is the information you asked me to help check, it's not easy to find, it took a lot of effort, and I found a lot of relationships. Everything you can find is here, and if you don't have what you're looking for, then being a buddy won't help you. "Taumi finally remembered the theme of the king pigeon that he had come to find today - he had come to make good on his promise. He handed the sealed brown paper bag to the king pigeon.

Wang Pigeon didn't expect Tao Mi's movements to be so fast, "How did you do that?"

"This ...... Don't ask, it's not convenient to say. Tao Mi replied with a wave of his hand.

For Tao Mi, any problem that can be solved by spending money cannot be regarded as a problem.

Helping Wang Ge did him a favor, and he wasted a lot of resources and owed a lot of favors.

Wang Ge nodded, people may have obtained it through some special means, and to some extent they may take advantage of the relationship within the system, or it may be illegal means.

Wang Ge thought in his heart, rich people can really do whatever they want, and the dead people of decades ago can make him turn upside down.

The kraft paper bag in his hand was a little heavy, and Wang Ge knew that the relevant information of Xuzi before his death must be in it. If there is none of this, even if Wang Xiaoshui is really taken away by Xuzi, then he is really not wronged in his death, and Wang Ge has no way at all.

Wang Ge didn't plan to tell Xuzi about this matter at the first time, some things are not good to just look at the information, and he still has to wait until he personally verifies it, before he can give Xuzi a most satisfactory explanation.