Chapter 54: I miss home

"This palace knows, this palace knows, you often have to help Beiran." Concubine Lin comforted.

Concubine Lin's understanding, Mo Ran felt a little better.

"But, mother, when will the sons tell their father?" Mo Ran asked.

Concubine Lin thought for a while, "It's not the time yet, when there is a suitable time, this palace will mention it to Your Majesty." ”

"That's good."

With Concubine Lin's words, it is equivalent to having a promise.

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"Lotus Heart!" Nangong shouted.

Lianxin heard Nangong dumping shouting in the kitchen, so she quickly put down the kitchen knife in her hand and ran over.

"What's wrong with the princess?" Lianxin asked breathlessly.

"When are you eating?" Nangong asked with an aggrieved face.

"It's coming."

Nangong Qian nodded, "Then you go back to cooking." ”

Lianxin nodded, and ran back to the kitchen to cook.

Nangong was alone in the house, with nothing to do, very boring.

Nangong poured out and thought: Anyway, I haven't eaten yet, so I'll go to the front yard to shoot arrows.

Before going to the front yard, Nangong poured a piece of paper, and if the meal was ready, he would go to the front yard to find her.

She limped and dragged her legs and walked to the front yard with difficulty.

The bow and arrow are in the front yard where there is an arrow target, quite far from the stone bench.

And the sun was very fierce that day, and Nangong was already sweating profusely when he dragged his legs to the arrow target to get a bow and arrow.

Nangong finally took off the bow and arrow, and had to walk back to the stone bench.

Nangong leaned and dragged his legs. With a bow in one hand and an arrow on his back, the other hand desperately wiped his sweat.

Finally walked to the stone bench, Nangong Tilting put the bow and arrow on the stone table and sat down to rest for a while.

After resting for about five minutes, Nangong Tianxuan picked up a bow and arrow and shot an arrow.

It takes a lot of strength to draw a bow, and she hasn't shot an arrow for a long time, so it's inevitable that she will be a little rusty.

The bow is a little hard to pull up.

Since the head was almost cut off that time, Ming Shen (the arrow designed by Nangong Tingshen) was gone, Nangong Tianshen drew the design drawings of Ming Shen again, and asked Lianxin to find someone to make a lot of Ming Shen arrows.

Nangong Tilting made Mingyu for the first time, and he hadn't a few times before he was gone.

So hard to design out, how can you only shoot once!

So after "escaping death", I found someone to make a lot of arrows.

After the arrows were made, they were not shot, but they were left there to collect dust.

Now I finally want to shoot arrows, so I came to the front yard to shoot arrows.

Because the penetrating power of the Ming Shen arrow is very strong, it also allows Lianxin to prepare a lot of arrow targets, which are placed in neat rows.

Nangong Tilting picked up the bow and stood up, first re-familiarizing himself with drawing the bow.

Because he didn't pull the bow as hard as before, and the sun was too fierce, he was a little weak.

Nangong tried to pull the bow a few times, and then fired the arrow.

All the pre-pulls are ready, and the arrow is almost out.

Nangong Tilting used this arrow again based on the experience of shooting the bullseye before.

After aiming, it is off the string.

Nangong Tingyu aimed at the bull's-eye, and after taking off the string, he missed the bull's-eye perfectly, and almost hit the bull's-eye.

The bullseye missed, but the target was shot through.

Nangong Tingyu shot several more arrows before he found the feeling of archery.

When the ninth arrow was fired, it finally hit the bull's-eye.

"Princess." Lianxin shouted.

Nangong turned his head and saw that it was Lotus Heart.

Lianxin walked to Nangong Tilt's side, "Princess, it's time to eat." ”

Nangong Qian nodded, "Bengong knows." ”

Lianxin took the bow in Nangong Tan's hand, "Why does the princess suddenly want to shoot an arrow?" ”

"Thinking that I hadn't been able to eat yet, and I was bored, I shot arrows."

"Your foot is still hurting, so you don't move around. Otherwise, if you accidentally get hurt again, it will be even more difficult to heal. ”

Nangong Tilt smiled and said, "Got it." ”

Lianxin saw that Nangong was sweating profusely, so she took out a handkerchief and wiped her sweat for Nangong Tan.

"Let's go, let's go back to dinner." Lianxin said.

"Okay."

Lianxin helped Nangong to tilt and slowly walked back to the Shenxi Palace.

On the way back to the Kanxi Palace, Nangong and Lianxin chatted while walking.

"Lianxin, after coming to the palace, do you miss home?" Nangong looked at Lianxin and asked.

Lianxin hesitated for a moment, smiled reluctantly, and said, "It's okay." ”

"Are you alright?"

Lianxin nodded.

"Okay? Do you want to go back and see? ”

Uncle Lin and Aunt Lin are in the North Palace, where can she go.

Lianxin shook her head, "I miss them so much, but I don't want to see them." ”

"Why?"

She can see Uncle Lin and Aunt Lin in the Beiwang Mansion every day, and where they are, that is home.

"Not for any reason."

"I really want to go home."

No matter how well she is doing now, this is not her home after all, not her Lu Kan's home.

She is Lu Yu, not Nangong Qian.

"If the princess wants to go back to Nangong Mansion, she can go back at any time."

Nangong Qian smiled, "That's not my home. ”

Lian Xin looked at Nangong Tilt suspiciously, "Nangong Mansion is not your home?" ”

Nangong knew that it was not Shu Yao who was chatting with her, it was Lianxin. But she didn't know why, but she still wanted to say it.

"It's my home, it's not my home."

As soon as Nangong poured this out, Lianxin felt even more strange.

"Nangong Mansion is your home, how can it not be your home?"

She is not Nangong Dumping, she can't tell too many people, Shu Yao alone knows enough.

"Nothing. Nangong Mansion is my home, but it doesn't feel like my home. So, I'm my home, not my home. Nangong explained.

Lianxin nodded, "I see." ”

Before I knew it, I walked back to the Suxi Temple.

After Nangong Tanyu finished eating, she let everyone go out, and she was alone in the house.

This was the first time Lianxin had seen Nangong Tilting alone in the house, and she had asked her those questions today. Lianxin felt that something strange was wrong, and she was a little uneasy, so she went to the Qin Pavilion to find Shu Yao.

"Princess, there is a man named Lianxin who asks to see you." Mao Ru said.

"Lotus Heart?"

Mao Ru let out an "um".

Shu Yao hesitated for a moment, "Let her in!" ”

"Yes, Princess."

Mao Ru brought the lotus heart to Shu Yao.

"Lianxin has seen Princess Xu Ming."

"Flat."

"Princess Xie."

"You came to this palace, did something happen to the young lady?" Shu Yao asked.

"Today, the princess suddenly asked the slave maid if she wanted home, and then said that Nangong Mansion was her home, not her home."

When Shu Yao heard Lian Xin say "Nangong Mansion is her home, not her home", she knew that Nangong Dumping wanted a modern home.

"What about the young lady now?" Shu Yao asked hurriedly.

"The princess is locked in the house alone."

Shu Yao put down the pen in her hand, "Let's go to the Beiwang Mansion now." ”

Seeing that Shu Yao was in such a hurry, Lian Xin knew that it was not wrong to come to Shu Yao. Shu Yao has been by Nangong Tilt's side for so long, she must know something.

Shu Yao used the fastest speed to get to the North Palace.

Shu Yao asked Mao Ru to wait outside the mansion and asked everyone to retreat, she gently pushed open the door and closed it gently.

There was a curtain between the door and the bed.

Shu Yao looked through the curtain and saw Nangong Tanyu sitting alone on the bed, her eyes wandering, staring at a place in a daze.

Shu Yao whispered, "Miss? ”

Nangong Tilting didn't have any reaction, Shu Yao approached Nangong Tilting again, and whispered Nangong Tilting again.

Nangong looked at Shu Yao slowly, "Shu Yao? What are you doing here? ”

Shu Yao sat on the edge of the bed and said with a smile, "I know what you are thinking now." ”

Nangong didn't answer Shu Yao, but only looked at Shu Yao stupidly.

"Lianxin told me that she was homesick."

"Lianxin went to find you?"

Shu Yao nodded, "Probably Lianxin saw that something was wrong with you, so she came to me." ”

Nangong poured out only an "oh".

"You're homesick because you're about to celebrate your birthday, right?"

Nangong was silent for a while and shook his head, "Not really." ”

"Why is that?"

Shu Yao would ask Nangong to ask because the two of them had said a lot of confidant words.

One will ask, the other will answer.

"Actually, there's no why, it's just homesickness."

In her commercial house of more than 70 square meters, there are many things she likes. In that house, there was her dream, there was her profession.

There are luxuries that she likes, and there are dolls that she likes.

And here, there is nothing she likes. There is nothing but hard work, that is, living.

Shu Yao held Nangong Tilt's hand and said gently, "I know that there is no taste of your home in Beiliang, and there is nothing you like. Even your home, your friends, aren't here. It's human, and it's inevitable that there will be some loss. I can't relate to any of this, but I understand it. ”

"Here, your only thought is that you can live well!"

Nangong nodded silently.

"Sometimes I'm like you, I want to see my mother and father. Many people say that my mother is very beautiful and stunning. And I lacked my mother's amazement. They would always tell me lots and lots about my mother. After listening to it a lot, I naturally want to see it with my own eyes. But I never had that chance again. ”

"In fact, we are all the same, we all want what we lose, and sometimes we have it, but we don't know how to cherish it. Only when you really lose it, you know how to cherish it. ”

Something is lost suddenly, and the loss is caught off guard and caught off guard.

It's like Nangong Tilting really wants to know why he suddenly wears through the North Liang and becomes Nangong Tilting. The loss was too sudden, and I was caught off guard.

She really didn't cherish it.

If she could, she really wanted to throw away everything she had here and go back to the modern twenty-first century.

If she didn't have the soul to wear Beiliang, maybe she had found a boyfriend now, maybe she was buying her favorite luxury goods with a monthly salary of more than 10,000 yuan, watching the movies she wanted to watch, and eating what she loved to eat.

It's really tiring to be Nangong Dumper, more tired than she can't make money, more tired than she pays the mortgage, and more tired than she deals with the people in the magazine all day long.

became Nangong Dumping, not only did he do what he didn't want to do, but he also married someone he didn't love.

Although I have to admit that she has a good impression of Beiran. She has experienced all the plots that are only available in idol dramas. But that's not what she wants, what she wants is to go back to the modern 21st century.

Although there is no such leisurely life in the modern 21st century, it is better to return to the busyness of the modern 21st century than the occasional worry in Beiliang. It's busy, but there's no need to worry.

"Since you are caught off guard by what you lose, then live your life well before you are caught off guard by what you lose. Let yourself live without regrets. Shu Yao said.

Nangong Qian smiled, "You wouldn't have said these things before, but sure enough, after taking some classes, you will become different." ”

"Of course, the class is not for nothing."

Shu Yao saw the smile on Nangong Tilt's face, and her heart was a little better.

"Are your feet better?"

"It's okay, it doesn't hurt as much as it used to."

"That's good."

Shu Yao avoided Nangong Tilt's injured foot, hugged Nangong Tilt and said, "If you are still unhappy in the future, you can tell me that I am willing to be the little tree hole that listens." ”

Nangong smiled with relief and said, "Okay." ”

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