I have also wasted my time to the point of seeing death as home, and falling in love with you is the only way to live a long life

Because you are the only time in my life that you are serious.

Han Juan originally agreed to meet in the afternoon, but after a lot of commotion in the bar, it was already close to evening. After leaving the Qing Bar, the evening breeze of early autumn blew the two of them slightly cool, and the dead leaves fell from under the plane tree.

There were no words all the way, not even a superfluous exchange, and neither of them knew what the other was thinking.

"Are you angry?" Han Juan bit her lip lightly and said with some sadness, her crystal eyes were already full of tears at this moment.

Finally, she couldn't help it and took the lead in breaking the embarrassing atmosphere, but she was somewhat aggrieved in her heart.

I couldn't see Lin Yuyuan's face clearly, I didn't know what he was thinking, at least in Han Juan's heart, this confession really exhausted his courage. confessed in public, this is the quiet woman in the past, how could she never have thought of it, but what was the result? It seems that he is still disliked.

"Did you plan all this in advance?" Lin Yuyuan didn't answer her question, but stopped and asked rhetorically.

"Yes, I planned the whole date in advance. It's just that I imagined all the possible scenarios, but I didn't expect you to be so ruthless to me! Han Juan's tears suddenly fell, "I like you so much, why... Why don't you want to be with me? ”

"I'm sorry!"

Looking at Han Juan who was in tears, Lin Yuyuan suddenly became confused, what he was most afraid of was that girls were crying. But reason told him that at this time, he could only say sorry, and there must be no more words, let alone more actions.

"Woo, I don't want to be sorry, I just want to be with you! Do you believe in love at first sight? From the moment you took the stage for the welcome party, I loved you... I like your eyes, I like your voice, I like the way you play the piano, I like your hidden stories... Do you know tonight's confession, why I chose the song Courage? ”

Lin Yuyuan was stunned, but he didn't expect her to ask so suddenly, so he had to shake his head.

"Before I asked you, I inquired about you, and I also knew about Sister Xiaowen's existence. I told myself to give up again and again, but there was a voice in my heart telling me to be brave, Liang Jingru is my favorite senior singer, but I hope that this courage will be given to me by you! ”

Without waiting for Lin Yuyuan to respond, Han Juan said to herself again, she seemed to want to tell Lin Yuyuan what she thought at one time.

"I'll admit that I lost my temper tonight, or maybe it was the last time. Many people will say that I am a bad woman, but I only have one life, how can I give it to someone I don't love? Can you give me an answer? I really don't want to wait any longer! ”

A trace of complicated emotions flashed in Lin Yuyuan's eyes, and the words he wanted to say were finally held back, and he could only turn into a helpless sigh.

"I and no regrets, um... Just friends, don't get me wrong, she won't like me! He laughed self-deprecatingly, "You really drank too much tonight, go back and rest." At least for the time being, I can't give you an answer, and I can't promise, we are still friends, and after today, let's treat it as if it never happened! ”

In the depths of Lin Yuyuan's heart, the seeds of timidity have always been buried, especially in love, he is still that ignorant teenager.

In the face of Han Juan's step-by-step pursuit, after calming down from the initial joy, he began to escape, or rather, he didn't know how to make a correct choice.

In his heart, the girl occupies an absolute position, but the blurred boundaries of the relationship between the two make it more and more tired and confused. And tonight's Han Juan may not have really entered his heart, but the boldness that dared to express and the dedication to him wrote a few different traces for him.

"Hmph, I won't give up, I must be with you!"

Han Juan clenched her pink fist, and said angrily towards Lin Yuyuan. Then he didn't look at it anymore, as if he was afraid that he would notice the tears on his cheeks, turned around, and walked briskly towards the location of the girls' dormitory.

......

Standing on the edge of the balcony of the dormitory, for some reason, today's Wen Buregret has been a little uneasy, and always feels as if something is going to happen.

After Lin Yuyuan had dinner with her at noon, he left in a hurry, and told her that he had some personal matters to deal with in the afternoon. It stands to reason that this is also perfectly normal, but after a few hours, there is no sound at all, and the phone calls are not answered.

This was something that had never happened before, and her heart seemed to rise to her throat, dialing one phone call after another.

Before the phone was connected, a familiar figure broke into sight, it was Lin Yuyuan, who was thinking about him. It's just that there is a girl standing next to him at this moment, and I don't regret remembering that it was the time of the welcome party, and the girl who sang with him seemed to be called Han Juan.

Her pupils shrank suddenly, and she didn't know what was wrong with her, but her limbs suddenly became numb and weak, and she couldn't even hold her phone steadily, allowing it to slide down.

The figure unconsciously hid backwards, as if she didn't want to be noticed by the two people downstairs about her existence, and it seemed that the bottom of her heart was avoiding the scene in front of her. It's just a burst of colic, which makes it very difficult to breathe, she obviously doesn't want to look, but her eyes unconsciously look at it a few more times.

That scene was like a spike, deeply rooted in her heart. Looking at the intimate measures of the two, my heart became more and more sad, and I even had a faint feeling that these two people might get along more comfortably together.

"What's wrong with me? Are you really jealous! But why? We are nothing, so what qualifications do we have to eat his vinegar? He muttered unrepentantly.

......

Lin Yuyuan and Han Juan naturally didn't know that there was a pair of eyes watching them upstairs in the dormitory.

After avoiding that awkward topic, the two returned to their original appearances again, talking and laughing along the way. Even downstairs in the dormitory, Lin Yuyuan still watched her go up, and usually, he would always wait here to go upstairs and downstairs without regrets, but today's farewell object was a different person.

Thinking of hearing no regrets, Lin Yuyuan's face couldn't help but darken for a while, and he slowly took out his mobile phone, twenty-three missed calls.

On a date with Han Juan, he originally thought that it wouldn't take too long, so out of politeness, he put his phone on silent. It's just that who would have thought that this commotion would be delayed for a few hours, and I didn't look at my phone much during the period, but I didn't expect the phone to be blown up without regret.

Dialing back the familiar number, Lin Yuyuan asked slightly apologetically, "No regrets, what's wrong?" Is there something wrong with me? Playing ball with my roommate in the afternoon, my phone has been silent! ”

On the other end of the phone, he bit his lip without regret, and after being silent for a long time, he said in a deep voice, "It's nothing, don't talk about it, I'm eating!" ”

The voice fell, the phone hung up, and Lin Yuyuan looked at the phone screen with a confused expression, not understanding what was happening. But what he couldn't figure out, he usually didn't spend too much thought, shook his head, just thought he didn't regret his temper, and walked towards the campus cafeteria as if he was nothing.

It's just that he doesn't know that he has no regrets at the moment, and he is crying secretly in a corner of the dormitory.