Chapter 34: Accompany you to old age

I still don't know if I ever love you.

It's just that the tears at that time were real, and the words that were said were true.

The heart that accompanies you to old age is also true.

This reunion of classmates who returned to the classroom carried too many memories of the past, and that afternoon, too many old classmates shed tears.

Lin Yuyuan didn't cry, but his mood fluctuations were also great, especially after seeing Wen Wu's regrets, he never looked away. The girl's smile was still enough to touch his heart, and even make everything around him empty.

Shaking his head helplessly, he knew that such an illusion was not normal, and he shouldn't be like this.

Walking outside the classroom, bypassing the familiar hallway, there were not many people in the stairwell hallway. After all, it was already past the time for class at this time, and I am afraid that only their group of people from the party would stay in this Qingxue building.

Familiar took a cigarette out of his pocket, lit it, and took a sharp puff, choking him with a cough. When he's in a bad mood, he likes to smoke when he's bored, and when he's so bad, he's always gulping like this.

When he first entered Yakang, he encountered a lot of doubts and suppression, and he liked this kind of pumping method at that time.

But gradually, the work became more and more pleasant, and cigarettes became just a social product in his pocket. This time, he took another hard puff, and the choking taste made him react, and four years had passed since that low point in his life.

"Didn't I say I don't like you to smoke? This thing is poisonous, and smoking too much is not good for your health! ”

A crisp voice came, with a bit of reproach in his tone, and that familiar feeling made Lin Yuyuan's body tremble. He didn't have to look back, he knew who was behind him, the girl who had worried him for five years, her voice, her steps, and her taste were all firmly engraved in his heart.

Some panicked to extinguish the cigarette, turned around, and looked at each other, but soon Lin Yuyuan looked away in embarrassment.

"Why did you come out too? Don't accompany your old classmates in it to catch up with your old classmates! Smiling slightly, he asked as he changed the subject.

Without regret, he leaned on the handrail of the stairs and chuckled, "Come out to take a breath, they are too enthusiastic to stop chatting." But everyone is still the same, even the teacher, has not changed in the slightest... It's a good feeling! ”

After she said this, she didn't get a response for a long time, and when she raised her cheeks, she found that Lin Yuyuan was looking at her fixedly.

The quiet scene and treacherous atmosphere couldn't help but make both of them embarrassed. Wen Bu regretted avoiding Lin Yuyuan's gaze and didn't dare to look directly at him anymore, and Lin Yuyuan also realized that his inappropriate behavior was wrong, so he quickly looked away, and smiled to ease the atmosphere.

"You too, compared to before, it doesn't seem to have changed at all!" Lin Yuyuan muttered.

The speaker said these words unintentionally, but when he heard it, he listened to it without regret, and his heart was like a deer colliding with him. No one would have thought that the gold medal accountant in South China would be blushing at this moment, looking like a tempting girl.

"Hmm... You okay? Over the years, I don't want to come back to take a look! Wen Bu asked without remorse.

"Shenguang is too far away, and the work over there is too busy, and I haven't had much rest. Not to mention going back to school, over the years, the days of going home are numbered! Lin Yuyuan replied lightly, "I just heard from them that you are doing well now?" Gold medal accountant, high salary, many holidays, or in this familiar place in South China! ”

A roll of his eyes was thrown over without regret, and he spread his hands and said, "How can it be as easy as you say, let alone holidays, I haven't had a normal weekend... As for this meager salary, haha, it's not ugly in front of you, the big boss... I just heard from them, you've already sat in the manager's position? Terrible! ”

The eyes of the two are intertwined, and what is hidden in their eyes is self-evident that only the two of them can understand.

It turned out that in such a noisy gathering and exchange, their attention to each other was on each other. is so quiet, they remember each other's information, this invisible tacit understanding, how can it not be a heartfelt concern?

......

"Are you and him alright?" Lin Yuyuan asked in a deep voice, he wasn't sure if he was single or not, so he wanted to ask like this.

"It's good!" Stubborn as she was, she finally stubbornly asked, "What about you?" How did you do with the person you liked? It's thriving in Shenguang, and now I'm afraid I'm just going to get a beauty, right? ”

"Me and her... Didn't you hear that? She just told me that it was good! Lin Yuyuan laughed stupidly.

Hearing these words, his body trembled and his breathing became short. But soon she also realized her gaffe, and quickly stabilized her mind, looked away, and no longer deliberately looked at Lin Yuyuan.

"Hehe, how many years old is this, still playing?" I only heard her change the topic and complained, "This kind of greasy stalk is not popular now, and when it comes to sensationalism, it can't compare to those earthy love words circulating on the Internet!" ”

Lin Yuyuan smiled, his gaze was in the distance, and it was particularly profound.

"Gong Yu is cold, are you okay? You've been waiting for him all these years, haven't you? I just heard him ask wistfully.

"He's pretty good, he's done well over the years, so he got a commutation, and it is estimated that he will be able to come out next year!" Hearing no regrets, he threw a roll of his eyes again, "But to correct it, I'm not waiting for him... You don't still think that I chose to separate because of him, right? ”

"Isn't it?" Lin Yuyuan's gaze was like a sword, stabbing at Wen Buregret's body fiercely.

"After so many years, it turns out that you still don't understand!" Hearing no regrets, he muttered in frustration, "From beginning to end, I owe him everything, but if I like and love, I can't talk about half of it." Parting from you just because I wanted to stop and see our relationship a little bit clearer! ”

"And now? Do you see it clearly? Lin Yuyuan asked rhetorically.

"If you don't see it clearly, what's the point? Five years of youth, everything, really can't go back! Wen said sadly, "Actually, if I can see you again and know that you are doing well, I will already be satisfied, and all other extravagant hopes will be forgotten!" ”

The eyes of the two are intertwined, there are mysteries, intoxication, loss, and sadness.

What kind of relationship is this? They first met in the fifth grade, then spent 11 years together, then separated for another five years. It is no exaggeration to say that many couples who choose to get married may not have a richer past than theirs.

But they have always been friends, just friends, and from the beginning to the end, they have not dared to take that step.

"Let's go, stay outside for a long time, I'm afraid they will start spreading gossip again, let's go in early!" Lin Yuyuan smiled bitterly.

With no regrets on his back, he walked straight to the classroom without the slightest hesitation or stop. But in fact, only he knows that the reason why he left so quickly is just that he doesn't want to be heard and unrepentant to see his fragile and flustered side.