Chapter 227: The damage is still there

When the end of the year was approaching, I still had the time and energy to come here to listen to the concert.

Thinking of this, Jiang Xin couldn't help but raise his eyes, glanced at Ling Xin on the sofa opposite, chatted with Luo Luoxi, and was very happy to be coaxed by Luo Luoxi.

Her mother, such a big star, is in love with Han Yi, so she made a special trip to leave enough time to cheer.

It's true love for others.,You can be so happy when you talk with Lolosi.,Slowly smiling.,When you're on your own people.,It's so cold.。

Sure enough, it's my own mother, I don't blink my eyes, so many years, so ruthless.

His thoughts gradually blurred, and Jiang Xin even forgot to withdraw his gaze.

On the other side, at a certain moment, when Luo Luoxi habitually went to see Jiang Xin, he found the girl sitting there, looking at them in a daze?

At that moment, the girl in the smoky pink dress sat alone, her long hair obediently stuck behind her back, and her little white face had an expression that he had never seen before.

Lolosi sat in the laughter of his uncle and aunt, and slowly, as if he had temporarily lost his hearing, and he could not hear anything clearly in his ears.

He sat at one end and looked at her on the other end, strange and distant, as if he belonged to two different worlds.

……

Ling Xin was still talking about something, and suddenly realized that Luo Luoxi beside her hadn't responded to her for a long time, so she looked at Luo Luoxi strangely, and then turned around to look at Luo Luoxi's eyes.

In an instant, the words in his mouth were like a pearl necklace with broken threads, and they could no longer be connected.

Jiang Yuan originally quit the chat between the three of them, and was using his laptop to process work emails, when he found that the air was quiet, and he paid some attention slightly.

When I saw what the scene was in front of me, I was speechless.

At the other end, the silent, eerily quiet atmosphere in the room made Jiang Xin suddenly withdraw his thoughts from the uncontrollable development.

When I found out that I had leaked my innermost emotions, I let so many people see them up close.

In particular, let Jiang Yuan and Ling Xin see that for a few seconds, Jiang Xin still didn't react, sitting in place without moving, only the thin black long eyelashes fluttering.

In the next second, Jiang Xin's face did not change and put away his mobile phone, still with that faint look, and said to Luo Luoxi, "Do you want to go?" ”

Luo Luoxi really came to a club here to play an informal game at the invitation of a friend, and it was by the way to come here to see Jiang Xin's family.

Moreover, he will go to the club tomorrow to familiarize himself with some things, and the accommodation has been arranged, and he will not stay in this hotel tonight.

Therefore, Jiang Xin didn't have too much abruptness when he asked, it was just an ordinary way of asking to alleviate the embarrassing embarrassment.

This kind of embarrassing embarrassment can be seen by anyone, and it is not the embarrassment of her Jiang Xin alone. On the contrary, it was embarrassing and embarrassing to be equally unfriendly to the Jiang family in this room.

Why?

From the moment Luo Luoxi entered the room, no one paid attention to Jiang Xin.

Jiang's father and Jiang's mother all put their minds on the son of this old classmate, and they only knew that they blindly cared about the son of the old classmate.

In particular, the performance of Ling Xin, who has always been cold and unkind, is particularly obvious.

I'm afraid that for Jiang Lin's own son, Ling Xin is not as enthusiastic as Luo Luoxi, and his face is so good-looking.

And what about Jiang Xin, who was sitting next to him and quietly watching everything in front of him?

She felt that she was even more ridiculous, she was in Ling Xin's place, there was no treatment, and she didn't have a good-looking face.

If Jiang Lin's treatment is not as good as Luo Luoxi's, then Jiang Xin's treatment is incomparable.

As a biological daughter, no one has a lower status than her mother.

As the saying goes, there is no harm without contrast.

However, the absence of comparison does not mean that the damage does not exist.

In Jiang Xin's heart, that secret wound was well hidden in the depths of her heart.

At school, everyone knew that her father was Jiang Yuan, but no one knew who her mother was. This means that no one has a chance to touch this dark wound.

At home, although Jiang Yuan Ling Xin has only been home a handful of times. However, when she came back once, she tore open the dark wound in her heart from the inside.

That's nothing, after so many years, Jiang Xin has long been used to it.

Before junior high school, she would be stupid enough to think that when she was in middle school, if she was a little better, took a few more first places, and won more awards, her mother would definitely become someone else's mother.

What does someone else's mother look like?

Probably, he will pick up and drop off his daughter to and from school, buy beautiful dresses for his daughter, and make delicious snacks for her to bring to school, which will arouse the envy of a group of friends.

Instead, give her inexhaustible living expenses, and then hire a bunch of aunts and servants with a high salary, and live in impersonal villas to serve her and her younger brother for money.

Later, one day on the first day of junior high school, Jiang Xin no longer had any delusions.

Jiang Xin quit the aunt at home who liked to talk in her ear about how intimate she and her daughter cooked all day long, and drove away the servant who looked sympathetic.

Since then, I have learned to cook and take care of my younger brother, and I have also learned how to be a rebellious school bully in junior high school.

After so many years, when I touch the scene, it's not that it doesn't hurt, it's just that I get used to it.

Just like now, Jiang Xin is used to quickly restraining himself, and can quickly put away all the emotions that shouldn't appear, waiting for Luo Luoxi's answer.

Luo Luoxi was stunned for a moment, stood up with a slightly messy step, took his coat, showed a worried expression on his face, looked at Jiang Xin and said, "Let's go." ”

Leaving a pair of parents behind them, the two of them didn't say hello, didn't look back, and strode away the door.

It was only when he walked to the elevator that Luo Luoxi caught up and asked in a cautious tone, "Jiang Xin, are you...... You okay? ”

Actually, what he wants to ask more at this time is, what's wrong with you?

However, he really knew Jiang Xin too well, and she wouldn't say anything.

Just looked at Jiang Xin, that kind of demeanor that he had never seen before, and connected with the scene at that time, as smart as him, he faintly guessed some signs.

After knowing each other for so many years, he also knows some things about the Jiang family. But he was worried.

was worried because of him, which made Jiang Xin so emotionally out of control, worried that Jiang Xin would be angry with him, and broke off contact from then on.

So, he didn't dare to ask.

Therefore, Luo Luoxi could only get such an answer from Jiang Xin: "What is considered to be something, and what is considered to be fine." ”

When she went downstairs, Luo Luoxi felt that she might be better off by diverting her attention, and resumed her previous attitude, and proposed to Jiang Xin:

"Sister Xin, how about watching the football game the day after tomorrow, you just read the information, this game should be eye-catching, right?"

After thinking about it for a while, Jiang Xin agreed, "Okay, you remember to pick me up." ”