She looked at the lines of words, as if she had also seen a little bit of the past between her mother and father, even if she had never seen her father, but in her mother's pen, she saw a flesh-and-blood, ruffian, but also a heroic father who stood up to the sky.

She finished reading one, wiped away her tears, set it aside, and then read the second one.

Although I don't know the order, it doesn't affect her reading, because her mother's descriptions are also messy, always written about real life, often interspersed with memories of the past, and a lot of self-talk between her and her father......

Reading, reading, she often had to stop, wipe away her tears, and then slow down before she could continue reading.

Because the words revealed in this diary are full of mother's strong longing for her father, because of many words in it, the mother thinks that her father is not dead, but in an invisible form that she can't see, accompanying them......

Those words are full of neuroticism and abnormal feelings, just looking at them, you will feel very depressed, special heartache, and special heartbreaking.

You may feel like you can't breathe.

They all said that whether it was an uncle, an aunt, or a parents-in-law, all those who knew her mother well said that her mother was trapped in the past and never came out, and her death was a relief for her.

Nian Nian felt that they were just comforting themselves by saying that, so that they should not be too sad.

However, after reading these diaries, she understood that what they said was not wrong, and that half of her mother's soul was trapped in the past, trapped in these diaries.

At night, she wrote down all her pain, longing, loneliness, longing, and even fantasies, and locked them in this cupboard.

And during the day, she is a normal single mother, loving her and teaching her, but she deliberately does not rely on her too much.

It turned out that her mother, the moment her father died, was terminally ill.

time, nor did it heal her.

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It was getting dark, Niannian blinked, put down the diary in her hand, stood up and turned on the light, but after sitting all afternoon, her legs were too numb, and she didn't stand up at once.

"Smack!" At this moment, the door to the study opened, and immediately after, the light was turned on.

Nian Nian squinted her eyes and saw Dabao and her parents-in-law walking in.

"Dad, Mom, you're here too." Nian Nian was helped up by Dabao, and said with a smile at Gong Xiangqin and Zhang Chenyi.

"Hmm. Calling you back for dinner. Gong Xiangqin smiled at her, saw the cabinet, and the diaries on the ground, sighed softly, and asked Niannian,

"After reading it, do you regret opening it?"

“…… A little. Nian Nian blinked his sour eyes and whispered.

"Then don't look at it." Gong Xiangqin stepped forward, bent down, picked up the scattered diaries, stacked them one by one, and put them in the cabinet.

"Lock it up. Don't learn from your mother, you can't get over that hurdle and live in the past. Let's lock up these pasts, just to look forward and live each day well, understand? ”

"Hmm." Nian Nian nodded heavily, and his eyes gradually brightened.

"Let's go. Go home for dinner. Dabao took her hand, smiled at her, and said softly.

"Well, go home. Mom and Dad, let's go together. Nian Nian also smiled at him, held his hand with his backhand, and then said to Gong Xiangqin and Zhang Chenyi together.

"Well, let's go."

Gong Xiangqin smiled and walked side by side with Zhang Chenyi behind them.

They walked out of this study, out of this apartment, leaving the past behind, looking ahead, their steps becoming more and more brisk......

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At this point, the full text is finished.

If this article is an article, you chase it from beginning to end, and from the plot, you should find that the story about Gong Xiangqin and Zhang Chenyi's male and female protagonists was basically completed in more than 600 chapters.

The pair of cps in the back,It's written in great detail.,It's already an extra.。

At the beginning, when I wrote about Luan Hang and Xiaosi, I thought about writing a tragedy.

Therefore, I didn't write in detail about their hearts for each other, and I didn't write about getting along very much, so I didn't write as carefully as Xiaoru and Yu Xuan.

After reading it, many readers are going to ask me angrily -

Why do you want Luan Hang to die?!

Why do you make Xiaosi so miserable, why can't the two of them be happy and reunited, after all, everyone is happily together?!

Uh, I've been reading the comments for the past few days, and I don't dare to reply, so let's say it in the end, I can only say that it's my willful desire to write like this, and there is no other reason to be lofty or messy.

After reading too much of the sweet ending of the reunion in the book, I want to taste the hopeless infatuation that only I can have when I watch a movie through the text.

It is also because of Xiaosi's temperament that he gave me such an opportunity to write such feelings.

Xiaosi is a very pure and true girl, after she fell in love with Luan Hang wholeheartedly, she burned herself for Luan Hang without any selfishness, and used all her enthusiasm to love Luan Hang and warm Luan Hang.

Therefore, when she learned that Luan Hang would have a life and death crisis, she did not flee, did not retreat, did not hesitate, but chose to marry Luan Hang immediately, would choose to get pregnant quickly, give birth to his child, and after Luan Hang's death, she would be trapped in the past and unable to get out.

Because of this, she will write those diaries for her to relieve her lonely thoughts every night, and will choose to cut herself off when her daughter is an adult, has her own home, and does not need herself so much.

In fact, when I wrote the plot after Luan Hang's death, I also cried a lot, and I cried myself in every chapter.

However, I still wrote like this, and in the end, I didn't let Luan Hang miraculously come back to life.

Alas.

I feel like I'm very sorry for Xiaosi, I'm sorry for Luan Hang, it's really uncomfortable, it's very painful to write in the past two days, sometimes after writing, I look back, and when I read it, I can still cry when I read it. (I don't believe I wrote it!) I want to strangle myself! ）

However, I think that I wrote it like this, and in terms of creativity, it can be considered a success, at least I deceived your tears (evil laughs).

In order to make up for this pain and regret, I'll write a small fan from the perspective of the fourth child, which won't be too long, 100,000 words. If you update, try to have two chapters a day.

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Well, talk about the book.

Many babies say that my book is very abusive, and I cried many times in the middle, and I think many of them are tears, not because of the love of the hero and heroine, but because of family affection.

Writing about the death of my grandfather and the death of my father, I will cry while writing, because those episodes will remind me of my deceased grandmother and father.

Maybe the creation comes from life, because my father's sudden death made me taste this kind of pain that my son wants to raise but can't be treated, so I wrote this several times in the article, I'm sorry to make everyone sad to watch.

There is also about the shaping of Zhang's mother-in-law, the best mother-in-law, in fact, she is so selfish and feudal, she has no knowledge, she loves her children very much, and she doesn't care about her daughter-in-law, and her mother-in-law abounds in life.

There are also more bizarre ones than Zhang's mother.

I finally asked her to become better, and it is also a good wish to write about the unity of the family and the United States, after all, in reality, it is not so beautiful, and it is very difficult to change a person.

Those who write the storyline between the hero and heroine, there is blood, life and exaggeration, and the shortcomings of the writing, please forgive me.

Finally, I would like to express my sincere thanks.

On May 1, 2015, I started writing a book for publication, which was June 2018, more than three years, I felt a lot of emotion, benefited a lot, and now I can also support my family by writing books.

This book "Rebirth Eighty is a Little Sweet" is also my best book so far, which can be regarded as a milestone in my writing career.

So, it's really special, special thanks to the babies who have accompanied me all the way, thank you for your subscription, support genuine, thank you for your monthly passes, rewards, messages, recommended tickets, etc.

Bow and thank!!

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