Ai Zihan couldn't cry, covered his mouth and nose with his hands and turned his back, his shoulders trembling.

Qin Sheng called out "Mom" softly, walked around to her, hugged her with both hands, kept comforting her mouth, and tears fell on Ai Zihan's shoulder socket one by one.

"Mom, don't take all the blame on yourself, you really have to hold it accountable, each of us has a problem. We don't care enough about our grandmothers, we rely too much on mobile phones, and we always think that we can see people on video, so why do we have to buy a ticket and run all the way there? ”

"I really regret it, I should have gone to Jiangcheng last time for the New Year, at least I could accompany her for the New Year...... In the past, every time we called to say that we wanted to go back, my grandmother would stand at the gate early in the morning and look out, as long as a neighbor passed by, she would laugh loudly and say, 'Zihan Shengsheng and they are back today, I won't go to play cards today, I have to prepare the meal in advance, Shengsheng likes to eat the food I cooked'." ”

"I still remember the year before the Chinese New Year in Jiangcheng heavy snow, we came out of the high-speed rail station, found that many roads outside were closed, buses were basically suspended, only taxis are soliciting, taking advantage of the bad weather lion mouth, you talked with them for a long time to negotiate the price, and finally when we drove to my grandmother's house, the tire suddenly fell into a big pit, we couldn't push at all, grandma called, knew that we were trapped, hurriedly went to the next door to knock on the door, who wants to get up from the bed to help push the cart in the ice and snow......"

"Grandma said a lot of nice things, stuffed them with a few packs of cigarettes, and followed them to pick us up. My grandmother had a bad leg, and she couldn't breathe for such a long journey, so the first thing she did was to wrap the thick padded jacket she had brought from home around me, grinning, and saying, 'It's good that I'm safe'. ”

Speaking of the back, Qin Sheng's voice was hoarse, and every word was dripping with blood.

If she could turn back time, she would definitely not have to rush back to Ning City every time, she would stay in Jiangcheng for a few more days and spend more time with the poor old lady.

But how can we turn back time......

Qin Sheng hugged her mother tightly, she knew that her mother would only be more sad than her.

After a long time, Ai Zihan gently pushed her away.

"Shengsheng, do you have to insist on going to Beijing?"

The topic jumped too fast, Qin Sheng was a little stunned for a while, and nodded sluggishly.

Ai Zihan wiped her tears with a tissue: "Mom is just your daughter, Mom doesn't want you to go so far away...... Can you stay in Ningshi? Your score can enter Ningda, which is close to home, and it is convenient to come back from vacation, and your mother can also go to school to see you. ”

She held Qin Sheng's hand, and always felt that only by holding her firmly could she not have an accident and grow up safely and healthily.

Ai Zihan pleaded: "Shengsheng, we are in Ning City, we are not going anywhere, okay?" ”

But she has already agreed to Shen Chuyan! How could she not be true to her word?

“…… Mommy ......"

There were many reasons for refusal, but Qin Sheng couldn't say a word.

Grandma died, her mother, no more mother......

"Shengsheng, mom can't lose you." Sensing Qin Sheng's inner wavering, Ai Zihan clenched her hand even harder.

She doesn't understand, she just went to study in another city, and she didn't go back forever, why did her mother look so nervous? What other torturous words like "I can't lose you"?

Qin Sheng didn't want her to be sad, but she was also reluctant to make Shen Chuyan sad......