20. The outside world is wonderful, the outside world is helpless

In life, I feel that there is a suffocating restraint everywhere.

Moreover, the people in the palace are hierarchical and well-prepared, as if everyone is living with a mask, and some people can giggle with you on the surface, but maybe they are stabbing you in the back, saying bad things about you, and grabbing your pigtails.

Just like in the previous life, the personal maids and eunuchs who served the sweet concubine were the same.

On the surface, they have special respect and love for the sweet concubine. In fact, it was still forced by the power and deterrence of imperial power. They did not dare to be sloppy and careless. I don't dare to blatantly displease my master.

Because, they are also afraid of the majesty of the emperor, because accompanying the king is like accompanying the tiger. Those who are servants in the palace must be cautious and submissive at all times. If you don't get it right, you're still laughing in the morning. At night, I don't even have a chance to cry.

Although for the sweet concubine herself, thousands of favors are in one. She lives in a honeypot every day. is not like a palace maid and eunuch, who lives in fear all day long.

However, Tian Guifei feels that she is a doll of the old emperor, she is in the palace, except for the emperor who dotes on her, there is no good sister who can really talk to Tian Guifei and her own heart.

Don't look at today's fun, someone will make a list with you.

Besides, she didn't have a son and a half daughter for the old emperor.

According to the royal decree of the Great Moon Kingdom in the previous life.

The concubine in the palace. Including all the palace maids and concubines, as long as they have been favored by the old emperor, or perhaps they have been favored by the old emperor, but they have not contributed to the royal family, all women who have not given birth to a son and a half daughter, and after the old emperor dies, those who have no children and no daughters. All the beauties who have been favored by the old emperor will almost be forced to be martyred.

Ruthless is the most emperor's family.

In fact, in his previous life, the old emperor of the Great Moon Kingdom was already 68 years old.

As the saying goes, people are rare every 70 years.

For the old emperor, such as the morning dew, the past day is hard, and the future life is already very limited. Moreover, he has been terminally ill since then. It's already getting weak. There are not many years left to live.

Then for Tian Guifei, she also has to think about her life destiny. If it is in the next few years, he can give birth to a son and a half daughter for the old emperor.

So the mother is more expensive than the child, maybe she can live a leisurely life in the second half of her life. Although he will be widowed for most of his life. But at least there is no danger to life.

In the previous life, if it was in the next few years, the sweet concubine did not conceive the dragon seed for the sake of the old emperor.

You're welcome, wait until the old emperor whines and mourns! After dying, the young life of the sweet concubine had to wither prematurely.

Take this time Sweet Guifei, before the crossing, although Tian Guifei usually had a smiling face when she accompanied the old emperor.

However, whenever she is alone, she will secretly drink and cry.

Because, she is always planning for her future. In the future, what can I do to make myself,

can wait until the old emperor dies, and he can survive peacefully.

can really be in the harem, stand tall, and live the rest of your life.

After all, no one is good for a thousand days, and no flower is red for a hundred days.

If, one day, the old emperor really took the first step. Journey to the west. Tian Guifei herself just didn't have a son and a half daughter for the old emperor, how could she survive for a long time. Do not be martyred for the old emperor. This is a question that Sweet Guifei has been thinking about in the past year or two before she crossed over.

In her previous life, Concubine Tian was not actually a happy woman. Instead, he was forced to enter the palace.

Since ancient times, the red face has a thin life, and the jade broken tiles are all on the west building.

It's just that it's just her pretty face. She had no choice but to enter the palace life.

In fact, for the women in the court, if a person does not have children, he is lonely in the real sense. The whole person is still a floating weed.

Because, she can't really find the home of her soul. Still can't find the warmth of family affection.

After all, the old emperor is just a backer for the sweet concubine. And not a warm embrace. The old emperor is also the same truth.

Don't look at today's fun, I'll take the list with you tomorrow.

After all, the emperor's love is too pale and too weak. It's really hard to be able to start and finish, and not abandon it from the beginning.

Today, it is the sweet concubine who is pampered. Tomorrow, you may be spoiled by the spicy concubine, and the day after tomorrow, you may be spoiled with the sour concubine.

I want to travel through the previous time, the old emperor favored Sweet Guifei, but in the years before Sweet Guifei first entered the palace, the old emperor favored Shan Guifei, before Shan Guifei was not beaten into the cold palace.

At that time, the emperor favored Xiang Guifei, of course, Xiang Guifei was not the first woman favored by the old emperor. Xiang Guifei is just one of thousands of beauties.

In short, the emperors are all goods who like the new and hate the old.

Because the emperor is rich and high, he has no constraints and constraints of reason and law, and he can do whatever he wants. You can't be single-minded with affection at all, just like a monkey breaking corn, love one and hate one, love one and hate one.

The emperor has no real feelings for the concubines. Because in the eyes of the emperor, the concubines are not really emotional couples. It's just a woman who spreads for him.

So in the previous life, the sweet concubine was not a happy woman in the real sense. Perhaps, she is also a miserable woman who has been blushing since ancient times.

Because Houmen went deep into the sea, after entering the palace, he almost locked his freedom completely.

Many women enter the palace when they are young. However, when he was in his old age, when he was gray-haired, and when he was in the waning days, he was still in the palace.

If you don't have a son and a half daughter for the emperor, even if you die in the palace, no one will really feel sad for you.

Because the people who enter the palace, unless they really give birth to the prince and the princess, may also ensure that they have no worries about food and clothing for the rest of their lives. Otherwise, fate is not as good as pigs and dogs.

Because the women who enter the court, in fact, the royal family does not treat them as human beings in the real sense at all. In many cases, it is completely to call these poor women like slaves. Don't sympathize with them at all, pity them.

Because, in the eyes of the royal family, these people are just slaves. There are not many people who will be concerned about their warm and cold lives.

In her previous life, Concubine Tian had seen too many tragic stories of blood and blood in the court. In fact, many times, she wants to escape from the oppressive court world.

I really want to go back to my former hometown and find a farmer to marry. Two people eat hot rice in one pot, a little bitter, a little tired, a little sour, it doesn't matter.