My name is Lin Yu'er, and my name was chosen by my grandfather when he picked me up. Grandpa's surname is Lin, and he is a famous physiognomy, simply put, he is a looker, similar to a fortune teller and a feng shui master.

When Grandpa Lin picked me up, he was like a treasure, he said that with his more than 50 years of experience in seeing appearances, I am a rich and noble appearance, and my fate is unspeakably expensive, and it will depend on me to revitalize the Lin family in the future.

It is said that when I was picked up by Grandpa Lin, I was only a few months old, when Grandpa Lin's daughter-in-law Aunt Xin had just given birth to a daughter Xiaohui, so I was fed by Aunt Xin, and I grew up with Xiaohui rushing to eat Aunt Xin's milk and water.

But fate played a big joke with Grandpa Lin, after I was adopted by the Lin family, I started to be normal, lively and cute, but after the age of two, the people of the Lin family gradually realized that I was a fool.

After the normal child is two or three years old, he can walk and call his mother. When I was ten years old, I couldn't call my mother, and I was still frail and sickly, and when I went to elementary school, I was recognized as the stupidest child in school. So I became a joke in the village, they were all jokes Grandpa Lin looked away, obviously he was abandoned by others and didn't want waste, but Grandpa Lin adopted him as a baby.

Because Grandpa Lin adopted me as a fool, his original Shenxiangshi brand was smashed, and people didn't believe him anymore, feeling that he was a big fool who cheated money, and he was a charlatan.

Since then, the Lin family's business has plummeted, and even worse, the Lin family's other careers have also begun to go wrong, the Lin family's eldest uncle and second uncle attributed the reason for the decline of the Lin family to me, and Grandpa Lin began to be depressed, and finally when I was fifteen years old, on Grandpa Lin's 80th birthday, many guests who came to congratulate him made fun of Grandpa Lin, saying that although he adopted me for more than ten years, I would never call him grandpa, he was blind and raised a stupid and stupid white-eyed wolf, and the most taboo in looking at the appearance was said to be blind, so Grandpa Lin was so angry that he fell ill.

Usually Grandpa Lin always dotes on me, and when he fell ill, Uncle Lin asked me to go to the vigil to accompany Grandpa Lin.

That night, Grandpa Lin, who was already in his last years, looked at me blankly, and he still remembered in his mouth: "I can't be wrong with my appearance, this child is full of heaven, has good facial features, has a kind face, has no evil appearance, shouldn't be a fool, what is wrong with this..."

I saw that Grandpa Lin's expression was very painful, so I walked over with guilt, I didn't dare to call him grandpa, because I had heard a voice warn me many times in my dreams, if I called him grandpa, then Grandpa Lin would die.

Looking at me who was stupid, Grandpa Lin said to himself: "Yu'er, grandpa is afraid that his life will not be long, why have you become stupid?" I suspect that Wu Baixiao from Wujia Village did it, but I have no evidence."

Wu Baixiao is a famous feng shui master, his reputation in the county is on par with Grandpa Lin, I heard my adoptive mother Aunt Xin said: "When I was two years old, Wu Baixiao's favorite little grandson Wu Sigao was on his third birthday, so I invited Grandpa Lin to drink, because I am Grandpa Lin's baby, so Grandpa Lin will take me with him when he goes there; At the banquet, Wu Baixiao boasted that his grandson was a rare genius in a hundred years, and proposed to Grandpa Lin that his grandson should be married to Xiaohui.

After Grandpa Lin saw his grandson's face, he unceremoniously refused: "My Xiaohui has already married Yu'er, and Grandpa Lin also told Wu Baixiao that my face is much more noble than his grandson."

Grandpa Lin's refusal was already very hurtful to Wu Baixiao's face, and now he is still in front of other guests, saying that my face is more noble than his grandson, which completely offended Wu Baixiao, Wu Baixiao was furious and said: "I think this little guy is a big murderer, he lives Rick kiss, whoever is close to him is unlucky, unless this guy becomes a fool in the future, he can let the people close to him escape."

Grandpa Lin regarded me as a treasure and hope, of course he was not convinced, so he began to quarrel with Wu Baixiao, and finally they made a bet in front of other guests to see who could say it accurately, and then I really became a fool, so Grandpa Lin bet with Wu Baixiao that Grandpa Lin lost all and Wu Baixiao won a big victory, so many people who wanted to find the Lin family also went to find the Wu family.

Aunt Xin also told me that after Grandpa Lin took me back from Wu's house that year, I began to have a high fever, and it was useless to see a doctor and take medicine, and the high fever did not go away for several weeks. Aunt Xin felt that I became stupid later because the high fever lasted too long and burned out my brain.

When Grandpa Lin saw me approaching, he stretched out his bone-like fingers and kept stroking my forehead and head, and then he sighed, "Fisherman! You may not understand what I said, you fell seriously ill after you came back from the Wu family that year, I suspect that Wu Baixiao invited a very evil dirty thing to steal part of your soul, so that your soul became crippled, but unfortunately grandpa is not capable enough to get your mutilated soul back, and you can only rely on your own creation in the future."

Folklore has that a living person has a soul, once the soul is mutilated, he will become a mentally retarded person who lacks memory, and if he loses his soul completely, he will become a walking corpse, and the process of a person's life is actually a process of slowly losing with the soul from weak to strong.

When people are children, the soul has the weakest energy, and when children do something wrong, we old people here will scold the living soul for coming out; When the child became wise, the old man praised, "This child is living more and more." In fact, the living soul in the old man's mouth is the soul, so the stupid child is also called the lack of living soul.

Many people think of me as a fool, in fact, I am not really stupid, but I can't concentrate on my own thinking, when I want to think about a problem, my brain will be intensely painful, so that my memory becomes mutilated and confused, and then there will be some inexplicable pictures in my mind, those pictures are never seen before, and some pictures are very weird and terrifying.

As for the reason why I never call Aunt Xin my mother, it is because the voice in my dream warned me many times that if I called Aunt Xin's mother, Aunt Xin would die immediately, and that voice also asked me to play stupid, otherwise my life would be in danger.

It's hard to make yourself smarter, and it's much easier to pretend to be stupid, and besides, you're stupid.

Grandpa Lin saw that I was indifferent with my head down, and he sighed: "Yu'er! Grandpa adopted you for more than ten years, the only regret is that I haven't heard you call me grandpa, now you can call me grandpa! This will allow me to die without regrets."

Looking at Grandpa Lin's longing eyes, if I didn't call him grandpa, it seemed that he would be dead, so I finally couldn't help it and shouted softly: "Grandpa."

When I shouted, Grandpa Lin's eyes were cloudy, and he suddenly said: "Okay, good, good, I saw it right•••••... I hurriedly nodded and said, "Well, Yu'er understands, grandpa, you can rest assured"! As soon as I finished speaking, Grandpa Lin's eyes were closed, and he was so angry that he died.

I burst into tears. My cry alarmed the rest of the Lin family, and they gathered around and saw that Grandpa Lin was dead, and they all scolded me and made Grandpa Lin angry.

After Grandpa Lin died, the Lin family regarded me as a broom star, saying that I was the culprit who killed Grandpa Lin, if it weren't for me, Grandpa Lin wouldn't have ended up so depressed, if it weren't for me, the Lin family's brand of gods would not have been smashed, and the Lin family couldn't wait to kick me out, but they raised me for more than ten years, if they drove me away like this, wouldn't it be a big loss.