Chapter 10 Reluctance to compromise

If that person had ever appeared in the world, everyone else would have become a general.

And I don't want to settle.

Time flies, and in the blink of an eye, it is the winter of the sophomore year, the snowflakes are falling all over the ground, and the world is covered in a white light.

At that time, Lin Yuyuan and Wen did not regret it, but he seemed to go in the other direction and no longer deliberately paid attention to any news from the other party. The two of them still tacitly never mentioned what happened in the bar that day, but an invisible wall of estrangement appeared between the two, making them drift apart.

Of course, in a sense, nothing has changed between them, and the relationship between friends is still a friendship.

It was Han Juan, this girl took advantage of the situation and really walked to Lin Yuyuan's side. Even if it is just a friend, the relationship is a little different from the original two, and even the earliest rumors about Lin Yuyuan and unrepentant rumors are gradually shifting to them.

In fact, for the vast majority of people, Lin Yuyuan and Han Juan stand together, which seems to be a better match.

After all, since the original orientation party, the two of them have shown too many similarities, musical talent, musical obsession, these talents are enough to make people associate them together.

As for whether she regrets it, I don't know when she started, her gentle smile towards Lin Yuyuan gradually dissipated, and at the same time, her own arrogance and coldness also slowly disintegrated. Everything around her seemed to become irrelevant, she was so calm and breezy, but there was nothing unusual on the surface.

......

On a sunny day when the snow melted, it was exceptionally cold, as if to foreshadow this. The snow flowed by, and the stories that had slept under the white slowly revived, and with it, a rare disease plague.

The arrival of the epidemic is something that no one expected, including the University of South China.

Isolation, disinfection, and body temperature detection made people panic for a while, and this was the first time they smelled the fear of death in their prime. In that New Year, masks became a scarce commodity, and they sprung up overnight and became a hard-to-find finale New Year's goods.

At the same time, schools in South China were closed for three months, and the flow of people was strictly controlled. For the vast majority of students, this is the first time they have spent the New Year in college, but at this time when everyone is in danger, they have no regrets but resolutely devote themselves to volunteer service.

After a busy morning, she finally took the temperature of another class of students, and then she took a little time to eat lunch.

"Why, in the end, did it turn out like this? Obviously, there is no need to make yourself so tired, you think that you can forget him by being so busy, but in the end, you are just punishing yourself! ”

Gong Yuhan looked at Wen Wu, who was eating in embarrassment, a trace of struggle and pain flashed in his eyes, and he muttered to himself. Unconsciously, he has known Wen Wu for a year and a half, and it is no exaggeration to say that he has been waiting by his side for nine out of ten times, just like a little follower.

The same is true during the epidemic prevention and control period, he has never been absent from a life without regrets, just like falling in love at first sight when he first met, and his original intention has never changed.

"Isn't that exactly what you want? You say I look good when I smile, they say I smile beautifully, and now you can all have my smile! Wen Buregret said lightly, and his tone did not fluctuate in the slightest.

"But this is not the real you, I have understood from the beginning that you have him in your heart, and you have never left!" Gong Yuhan smiled a little helplessly, "From freshman to sophomore, there have been boys around you, there are handsome, excellent, and talented teenagers, but I don't see anyone who can take his place!" ”

"Instead? How can I replace it? The more people you meet, the more you can't forget his goodness! Wen Buregret shook his head and smiled bitterly, "Actually, I can accept that he never appeared in my life, but after he came, I couldn't accept his departure!" ”

"It's enough for him to have Han Juan's company, don't regret it, you should learn to let go!"

"What about you? You know that my heart is attached to him, but why do you have such an obsession? This is a moth to the fire with no ending, why don't you put it down? ”

"I've never really picked it up, so how can I talk about putting it down?"

Looking at Gong Yuhan with a bitter face, a trace of sadness flashed on his unrepentant face. After a long time, he muttered to himself, "Actually, we are all the same, we have never had it, so why give up?" ”

At least in this love gamble, they are so similar, fate has never had any pity on them.

Many people say that unrequited love is the luckiest love in the world, because unrequited love people never fall out of love. I don't regret it, I feel that the person who said this is completely standing and talking without backache, and those who are unrequited in love are not in love, but they are never qualified, just like her and Gong Yuhan.

"Aren't you really going to find a chance to talk to him? Every story, whether happy or sad, always has an ending! Gong Yuhan looked at the lonely face and asked in a deep voice, "Volunteering to be a volunteer is actually just an escape, you are afraid to see him with that girl!" ”

"Yes, obviously we don't have any relationship, but I just don't want to see him gentle with other girls!"

"It's just that it's not a long-term solution, the epidemic will always pass, will it? One day, you need to face them, face your true self, there are some choices that you can't escape! ”

"And why can't you face yourself? Why can't you let me go? ”

"I can let go, but I'm not at ease, you're different. At least so far, you can't understand whether you can't let go, or are you unwilling? ”

“......”

As soon as this question came out, she fell silent for a while, and did not answer him again, or said that this question did not even know how to answer in her heart.

Hurriedly stripped off the working meal in the lunch box, her eyes fell on Gong Yuhan, and a wisp of tenderness flashed, but then disappeared.

"Let's go eat, although the box lunch is not nutritious, but at least it can be full. As for your question, I can't answer you, but I just hope that I can delay it a little longer, whether it is ten days or a month, and when my heart comes out, I can face them calmly! ”

The epidemic seems to have become her last place to hide.

She thought there was plenty of time, and she thought the pandemic had given her enough time to experience and adapt to life without that person. It's just that I didn't expect that the melancholy tomorrow was already close at hand, and the problems that I couldn't face had already inadvertently become unavoidable.