Chapter 189: I don't want to get married
Jing Yan felt her gaze, and her heart seemed to be gently brushed by the warm wind, itchy, and she wanted to reach out to catch the wind that she knew she couldn't catch.
"Are you tired?" As soon as he spoke, he was a little annoyed, obviously he didn't want to say this, let alone use such a blunt tone, but he just didn't know how to express it.
Yu Can's mind was full of paste at this time, and he didn't notice his tone and demeanor at all, only heard him ask if he was tired, and his first reaction was to reply: "Ah, if Grandpa Guo is tired, go back to rest early." ”
She regretted it when she said it. Obviously, he wanted to say that he was not tired, so it was good to wait quietly like this, but when he asked this sentence, could it be that he was too tired and wanted to leave but couldn't find a good excuse? She didn't want him to feel tired, so she took the initiative to speak.
"Okay." Jing Yan nodded, a hint of loss flashing in his eyes. Sure enough, it put pressure on her, and she should try not to make such an overstepping move in the future, after all, Yu Shuo and Li Yu are not there, what is he doing with a foreign man? It must seem flirtatious and eccentric.
Jing Yan stood up and looked at Yu Can, from this angle, her face seemed to be very small, and it could be covered with one hand. The curvature of her eyebrows and eyes is so just right, he can't tell how good-looking she is, he just feels that every point is particularly in line with his aesthetics.
Yu Can also got up slowly, saluted him, and said, "I'll send you." ”
"Okay." The moment Jing Yan turned around, the corners of his mouth were slightly hooked, and a fierce sense of pleasure rose in his heart, knowing that this was a trivial matter, but he couldn't help but feel flattered and happy about this trivial matter.
The two of them were one left and one right, one tall and one short, and their sleeves occasionally rubbed together when they swayed, making them feel a burst of heartache at the same time.
Yu Can couldn't even help but hang her head, because she felt that her face was hot, and it must be as red as a ripe apple. Jing Yan didn't dare to look at Yu Can, his face was not red, but the roots of his ears were so hot that they were so conspicuous in the moonlit night.
Chang Xi followed behind the two, and sighed again and again in his heart, what a good-looking couple this is, God just likes to put these good-looking people together, right? Then be a good god and let them go further.
However, Chang Xi was still disappointed, and the short journey soon ended in silence, Yu Can watched Jing Yan's back, and did not turn to leave until he disappeared into the darkness and was out of sight.
"Girl, I'm going to look for you." Li Shao hurriedly walked from a distance and said to Yu Can, "Miss Song has slept and woken up again, and she is in a much better spirit, I heard that you are still in the yard and want you to go over and talk together." ”
"Oh, let's go." Yu Can hurriedly left the thousands of thoughts in his heart behind, and followed Li Shao to Song Qiulin's house. As soon as I walked in the door, I smelled a strong smell of medicine, and then looked at the face of the female doctor sitting outside, her expression was solemn with some anger, and her hands involuntarily used great strength when writing prescriptions.
"Miss Yu is here." The female doctor raised her eyes and glanced at Yu Can, her expression softened slightly, and nodded at her and said, "Girl, go quietly Miss Song, she needs someone to accompany her at this time, and please be careful with the girl." ”
Yu Can nodded seriously, quickened his pace and walked inside, only to see Song Qiulin sitting on the head of the bed in a daze, looking like he had left this world.
"Sister Song." Yu Can stepped forward and took her hand, sat on the edge of the bed and asked cautiously, "Are you still in pain?" ”
Song Qiulin came back to look at her, pulled the corners of his mouth into a wry smile, and shook his head. "It doesn't hurt anymore, I can't feel anything."
Yu Can's heart tightened, seeing that she didn't shed tears, she was even more uneasy, she couldn't cry when she was really in pain, she would only keep wandering, constantly wandering in her own empty little world, unable to turn out, unable to find the direction to leave, and had no strength to look for it.
"Sister Song, the road in the future is still long, let the past return to the past, and we don't bother to think about the future, just now, live a little better and be happier, okay?"
Song Qiulin opened his mouth, but finally turned into a sigh, and after a long time, he said slowly: "Cancan, I think I have already died once." I don't know in the future, but now, I can't let go of it no matter what. ”
"Uncle and aunt and Brother Song will definitely not let him go, and when the time comes, Sister Song will be happier when she sees him unlucky." Yu Can felt that if it was her, he would definitely be willing to see someone who treated him like this unlucky.
Song Qiulin nodded lightly when he heard this, and said: "I really want to see him retribution, but after thinking about it carefully, I feel that how he is doing seems to have nothing to do with me, I hate, but it doesn't seem to be him who I hate." ”
Yu Can was a little incomprehensible, she had never experienced such a thing, even if she had a grudge with someone, she had to vent her evil anger to calm down, but whether it was the old lady or Chen Suyu or Jing Wei, she didn't have so much hatred, just disgust.
Maybe only when you are hurt by someone you really care about, will you hate because of love. I don't care, it's really just boring.
People's emotions are not the same, Yu Can knows that she can't empathize with Sister Song's pain, she can only feel distressed, she can only pity, she can only silently help her to hate everyone in Ning Mansion, but she can't really comfort her.
Because what Sister Song wants now is not comfort, but the motivation to start again, this is something she can't give, and her words seem so pale and powerless at this moment.
Yu Can gently hugged Song Qiulin and sniffed hard, for fear that tears would fall. Her body was so thin, so light, as if tears could smash her.
"Sister Song used to be soft when she hugged it."
Song Qiulin couldn't help but want to laugh when he heard this, but this time he finally laughed less bitterly. "Silly Cancan, I've lost weight. Isn't it good to lose weight, girls like to be thin nowadays. ”
"It's all good, Sister Song is thin and good-looking." Yu Can felt the change in her mood, and a flash of inspiration flashed in her mind, since she didn't want to talk about the future, she could still talk about memories.
In the small world of Yuzhou, there are figures they once left behind, in the streets, in the mountains and rivers, in the terraces, under the eaves, they used to be carefree, never thought about what it was like to get married, let alone start a family and give birth to children, those are so far away from them, it seems that they will never come.
But these things are still slowly approaching, Yu Can feels a trace of worry, she is going to be in time this year, and the family will definitely look at her. Even if you stay until you are eighteen or nineteen years old and then remarry, you will only have three or four years to play happily.
When you get married, you have to work hard for your husband's family, serve your mother-in-law who doesn't know if you want to serve well, and if you are unlucky, you have to deal with a bunch of concubines in the husband's house.
When I think of these Yu Can, I don't have expectations, is there anyone in this world who doesn't like to linger in the flowers? Whose old lady is kind and kind, will she treat her daughter-in-law like her own daughter?
Yu Can said about the happy experience in the past, and at the same time she felt bitter in her heart, she didn't want to marry, at least not to marry those who were unavoidable.
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