"Please, don't go." She tugged at a woman, a woman who was dressed fashionably and flamboyantly. She glanced at her, and her eyes seemed to reveal reluctance, or it could be her delusion, how could such a person have human emotions. In the end, she shook her off and walked away.

I heard a squeak, the door opened, the teacher walked in, and the lively classroom fell silent instantly. "You are all in the second year of junior high school, why are you still the same as the first year of junior high school, so young and carefree, there are still a year and a half before you take the high school entrance examination, why don't you know how to worry, you look at your results in this exam, you are the worst student I have ever taken." The teacher said violently while tapping on the blackboard. "Heh, I say that every time." She thought disdainfully. After taking the test paper and looking at the declining grades on the test paper, there seemed to be something to awaken in her heart, and she stuffed the test paper into the drawer irritably.

"Grandma, I'm back." She pushed open the door and walked towards her grandmother. Grandma looked at her with a smile, "Wash your hands and eat." How did you do in this exam? She was stunned for a moment with her hand holding the towel, and said nonchalantly, "That's it, it's not that you don't know." Whether she cares or not, only she knows. Grandma's smile froze on her face, "It's been so long, you can't go on like this forever, grandma is still looking forward to you going to college, going out, and leaving this place of right and wrong." ”

Jingle Bell ...... The classmates couldn't wait to rush out of the classroom, she went out the back door slowly, and as soon as she walked into the toilet, she heard angry scolding. "Who gave you the courage to sue the teacher, we bullied you, it's not because you yourself made a cheap mistake first, how does it feel to hook up with him, do you want to pick you up, let him take a good look at you." No one could have imagined that this was what a junior high school student said, and no one could have imagined that this was what a junior high school student did. She turned around and went out and ran into the dean. looked at him with playful eyes and said, "Lao Zhao, there is an accident in the toilet again, don't you want to take a look?" He was stunned for a moment, then immediately turned around and ran towards the toilet. Hey, what are you doing, don't learn what you do day by day, you should really ask your parents to see what you're doing with their hard-earned money. Seeing him, everyone dispersed. This kind of thing happens here every day, and a group of middle school students who don't know the height of the sky and have no vision are consuming their beautiful youth like this.

When I got home, I threw my schoolbag on the bed, lay on the bed and looked at the ceiling, obviously I didn't know what it was like to be at an age, why did I carry so much. Bang bang, grandma knocked on the door, "Qing, grandma told you something, you...... Your mom wants you to come over and spend the New Year with her. Her eyes glazed over, she hadn't said the word "Mom" in a long time. "Okay, I'll go."

Pulling open the car door and walking down, she still couldn't believe it, she just came, and she was about to meet the person she hadn't seen in nearly seven years. "This, look at this." The smiling woman was just as she remembered, only smiling instead of crying. She was stunned, perhaps subconsciously, she didn't know how to face it, or she didn't know what expression or attitude to treat this woman who had abandoned her. Eventually, she raised her hand and waved it gently.

When she arrived at her home, she was still in a state of ignorance. She excitedly pulled her and kept talking, as if she wanted to make up for all the words she had said for so many years.

When she opened her eyes and saw the unfamiliar surroundings around her, she remembered that she had come to her home. I opened the door and went out, and saw a strange man, "Quick, this is your dad, call dad." She ran over and took her hand and said. She was stunned, "It's okay, don't worry, don't scare the child." "Yes, go wash up and get ready for dinner."

After a few days of ignorance, everything was quietly changing, and she slowly opened her heart, but she didn't know that the nightmare was coming.

It's the New Year, and there are a lot of people in the house. Family? There were a lot of people in their house. There is a little girl of the same age, the little girl is so powerful, the top three in the city. The little girl is very kind and she loves to play with her. "What to play, don't look at how many points people score, how many points you score, you know how to play." Does it mean that you can't play if you have poor grades? Don't people with bad grades deserve to play? What is the reasoning behind this?

Everything was quietly changing, only she hadn't noticed it. Maybe you have some thoughts in your heart, but you don't want to accept it, and you're deceiving yourself. At night, when she was thirsty, she quietly pushed open the door and was about to go to the living room to get a glass of water to drink, but saw that the lights in his and hers' rooms were still on. Curiosity was a terrible thing, and she crept towards it. "Didn't you say that she studied well, and we can rely on it more in the future?" "Who knew she had become like this, I remember she was the first in her grade before I left." "In that case, there's another way." "What's the solution?" "This ......," she turned pale in an instant, and she could not imagine that this could be something that a mother could do.

"Baby, get up, mom will take you to meet someone." When the person who hadn't slept all night heard this, his body trembled unconsciously.

Then, I saw a person who did not look like a human being, although the appearance given by God could not be chosen, but I suspected that God must have poured sulfuric acid on him. After that, it ended all this in a bland and frightening way. She didn't want to know anything about all this, she just wanted to escape.

An unrelated brother helped her, and her father, who she thought didn't love her, rescued her. She was out of it all, all this heavy and disgusting everything.

Jingle Bell ...... The teacher took the paper and went to the podium, but the familiar scene changed to a different result. "Qingqing has made the most progress in this exam, and I hope everyone can learn from him. This is the last exam before the high school entrance examination, and the teacher can't tell you too much, the teacher hopes that each of you can go to school. "Separation will always come, but this time it brought her liberation, and it was also rebirth. When you are staring into the abyss, the abyss is staring at you; When you step out of this circle, you will naturally be reborn.

"How long will you start school?" Dad knocked on her door. "Tomorrow, didn't you say that?" "Oh, isn't Dad happy, this high school that my daughter was admitted to really gave Dad a face, say, do you want something?" "I'll be happy if you drink less and let grandma worry less." ...... I don't know how many times this kind of dialogue has been staged since I was a child, and my father is an alcoholic, which often brings trouble, not only my father, but also my father's younger brother. Is wine so indispensable to men?

Finally, she entered the door of her ideal high school. At the entrance, I saw the banner and group photo of the senior who was admitted to Tsinghua University in high school that year, so this figure was deeply imprinted in her eyes, making her seem to see the lofty goal of life again. Now she still doesn't understand that high school is not a warm harbor after the high school entrance examination, but another Shura field, another starting point.

High school is really good, older than junior high school, better than the people I came into contact with in junior high school, and the teachers are more serious and responsible. It was these good things that made him forget that he came in by slipping along the side of the score line; It was these good things that made her forget that she was more than eight hundred out of a thousand; It was these good things that made her forget the person she had imprinted on her eyes when she first came here; It was these good things that made her forget her mission.

Her grades were not good, and she was still declining, as if she had returned to the original time. That's when she met someone, someone who would influence her for the rest of her life.

The trivial matters and burdens of the family also fell on her with her aunt's marriage, and she was annoyed. When life is in adversity, bad things will follow, and when you step out of this circle, you will be reborn. But the courage and opportunity to jump out is not easy.

After a week of hard schoolwork, she didn't get time to rest, but endless things. Not just physical tiredness, but also mental burnout. But she can't stop, life needs to go on, and the teenager needs to work hard.

The grades are slowly rising, but the body is becoming weaker, and the mind is slowly getting stronger. If you have a lofty person in your heart, you will naturally work hard for it. Being sick can make people sentimental, and it just so happened that she started to be sentimental on this day. After applying for leave, she was ready to go home. Originally, she could leave the school and go home directly after being greeted by the head teacher, but the porter on duty today was particularly difficult, but even so, there was still no one to pick her up, she had to go home by herself, and the porter would not let her leave alone. In desperation, she picked up the porter's phone and called the head teacher, but unexpectedly did not hear the words of shirk, but heard the sentence "Wait for me, I will be there soon." In the blaming words of the porter, "You are not responsible for something", what you hear is "I am in charge, I am responsible." ”

The emotion in her heart and the pain of her illness forced her to cry. Anything is possible.

Before her junior year of high school, she wanted to go to Beijing to see Tsinghua, the university that made countless students crazy, and to see the person who gave him strength. Beijing, the place where young people bury their youth, is also the place where I dream to go.

Tsinghua, how to say it, great! The kind of awesome that can't be spoken. After experiencing the feeling of Tsinghua, she didn't see the person she wanted to see, she was scared, she felt that she would see her next year after the college entrance examination. Everything cannot be delayed, and once it is delayed, it becomes far away.

After returning to school, she also entered the third year of high school and was about to start studying without distractions. But how can a person who has people in his heart and the burden of life on his back have no distractions in his heart, and how can he prepare for the exam with all his might.