Chapter 187: Crazy
When the wind oblivion has become a brand in his heart, he feels that there is no woman in this world who is worthy of her more attention, and occasionally he has doubted whether he will be alone for the rest of his life until he is old. But he really didn't want to be like his father, surrounded by countless warblers and swallows, although there were many women, but they just indulged in sex all day long, and they didn't know what true love was. In Qing Ci's opinion, such a man is really pathetic and pitiful.
But he didn't understand what An Ruyue was to him. She is so stupid, she doesn't know gentleness, and even in terms of posture, putting her in the Shura realm is mediocre. The only thing that caught his attention was probably her eyes, the eyes of concern that came from the bottom of her heart for the sake of Cang Wunian's safety, and the stubborn eyes that showed in order not to give in to him.
"I don't know what I can do, but I'm stubborn. An Ruyue, is it because I saw in you who I used to be......? What should I do with you?" Qing Ci tilted his head and stared blankly at the beams of the roof, and after a long time, he muttered to himself.
Cang Wunian returned to An Ruyue's room, and saw that she was still the same as before, her eyes were a little dull and she didn't know what she was looking at, and she shed tears from time to time and sobbed lowly.
"She, hasn't she spoken?" Cang Wunian frowned, pulled the painting aside, and asked in a low voice.
Hua Chengcheng shook his head helplessly: "Xu is Qing Cigongzi caused too much stimulation to what she did tonight, she still has injuries on her body, but she won't let me touch her, and I can't drug her." ”
"Nonsense!" Cang Wunian scolded hatefully.
"Brother Wunian, Sister Ruyue's current situation makes Hua'er very worried. Hua'er has seen this kind of case in medical books, some people have been immersed in it because they have been stimulated too much, and they will become stupid and stupid from then on, and they will never return to normal. Though...... Sister Ruyue does not belong to the human world, but Hua'er thinks that these things should be inseparable. So...... Therefore......" painted Allure's face of sorrow and worry, not only because An Ruyue was the closest person to Cang Wunian, but also because of the contact these days, the painting Allure City had long regarded her as his good sister.
"So what should I do now?" asked Cang Wunian helplessly.
"Heart disease still needs heart medicine, and the bell must be tied to the bell, perhaps...... Only the young man can help her. Hua Allure replied.
"No!" Cang Wunian subconsciously vetoed, "Although Ruyue is a maidservant, I have never regarded her as a subordinate, and I will never allow him to hurt her again." ”
"Let me try, I won't hurt her. As soon as Cang Wunian's words fell, Qing Ci's voice came into the ears of the two, and then Cang Wunian and Hua Chengcheng both saw Qing Ci with a depressed face walking towards the room.
As soon as he saw Qing Ci, the anger in Cang Wunian's heart rose again, he clenched his fist hatefully, and reprimanded angrily in a suppressed voice: "Qing Ci, I warn you, stay away from Ruyue, otherwise don't blame me for being unkind to you." ”
Qing Ci didn't even frown when he heard this, but made a very respectful gesture to Cang Wunian: "Pavilion Master, I will definitely be responsible for her, no matter what, everything is because of me." My subordinates still have some unfulfilled wishes, but when they get to their subordinates, if she still can't forgive me, then ...... The subordinates were willing to die to apologize. ”
Seeing Qing Ci say these words so seriously, Cang Wunian was speechless for a while, it was because he didn't think about his life, so he was so angry and anxious, and he didn't know how to solve this matter to be considered complete. And now Qingci actually said that he would apologize for his sins with death, which made him even more confused.
"Young Master Qingci, Sister Ruyue will entrust you. She needs to vent her emotions now, if she is willing to talk to you, even if she beats you and scolds you, I hope you can be more patient. If she sees that you are still so numb, I'm afraid it's really a big problem. The painting Allure owed Qing Ci with a melancholy face, and his mood was a little up and down.
But in any case, Qingci is still a responsible man, which makes Hua Allure's heart slightly comforted.
Cang Wunian frowned, and wanted to say something more, but Hua Chengcheng shook his head lightly at him, pulled him out of the door, and said softly: "Brother Wunian, let's leave first." The affairs of the two of them can only be solved by themselves, and if we stay here, we will only get in the way. ”
Cang Wunian exhaled heavily, he didn't understand what these complicated feelings were, but he felt that Hua Allure was right, this kind of thing, outsiders can't intervene after all, between him and Hua Allure, isn't it the same?
Hua Chengcheng dragged Cang Wunian all the way back to his room, pressed him to the chair and sat down, and then grabbed his wrist and carefully checked his pulse.
Cang Wunian asked a little puzzled, "Hua'er, what are you doing here?"
He glanced at him, withdrew his hand after a while, and said with some displeasure: "Aren't you also poisoned? You don't know how strange you looked before, as if you were about to eat people at any moment, vicious. ”
"I ...... When did the fierce god become evil?" asked Cang Wunian confusedly.
"It's the way you looked at Qing Ci Gongzi earlier. If I hadn't known that you didn't have a soul in your body, I would have thought that you would be so hostile to Qingci Gongzi because you liked Sister Ruyue. The painting pouted, and there was something sour in his tone.
"You little girl, what's going on in your head?" Cang Wunian suddenly couldn't cry or laugh, "I've been serving me since I was born, Ruyue has been serving me closely. At that time, my soul was still there, so I had a memory of her feelings, although after losing my soul, that feeling disappeared for a while, but I have been wearing Danqing Lingyu all these years, so although that feeling is vague, I still have an impression. She is as much a family member to me as my mother, and it is natural for me to be angry when I see them hurt. ”
Hua Chengcheng nodded in agreement, but there were some doubts in his heart: "Brother Wunian, I think you seem to have changed a lot recently." Before, I thought you always looked indifferent, as if you didn't pay much attention to anything. But recently...... You seem to be getting angry easily, do you feel it yourself?"
As soon as Hua Allure said this, Cang Wunian's heart couldn't help but sink, how could he not feel it, it was not just anger, there were several times when he even had killing thoughts. When he realized that his emotions seemed to be getting more and more out of control, he guessed that it was Dan Qingyu who had brought him a negative effect, and if he didn't find a way to deal with it, he was afraid that it would not be long before he would really become cruel and ruthless if he continued like this.
Seeing that Cang Wunian's face became very ugly, Hua Chengcheng felt a pain in his heart, hurriedly took his hand, and said softly: "Brother Wunian, but the poison has flareed up again? Why don't I fry a bowl of soothing soup for you, and you can rest first?"
The woman's hands were a little cold, but the touch was very soft, and the look of concern between her eyebrows and eyes at this time made Cang Wunian couldn't help but feel a flutter. Originally, the pain and burning in his body had barely been suppressed, but at this moment, it suddenly erupted. He suddenly understood why Qing Ci had done such a thing to An Ruyue before. Because he also feels this way now, the pain is so lonely that he can't help but want to pull another person to sink with him.
"Painting, you go quickly. I...... I feel that something is wrong with me, let me be quiet for a while, and you don't come near me. Cang Wunian gritted his teeth, shook off the hand of the painting Allure, and said with some difficulty.
The hand that painted Allure was thrown away by him like this, and she suddenly felt a little aggrieved in her heart, but seeing Cang Wunian's painful and serious look, she already knew in her heart - he and Qing Ci were poisoned by the same poison, or might do the same thing, he must have been afraid that he would become the second An Ruyue, so in order not to hurt himself, he ruthlessly let himself go.
But...... She knew that she was different from An Ruyue, An Ruyue was forced, and she, she was voluntary.
Hua Chengcheng smiled self-deprecatingly, she checked the pulse for them, although she didn't feel it very really, but she also knew seven or eight points about the medicinal properties of the poison. This poison is nothing more than to stimulate and expand the darkest and most violent side of the other person's body, and the best solution is to let the power of the other person's body swell to be vented, whether it is murder and arson or rape and plunder, with the most desired thoughts in the heart, this poison will be solved freely.
If it is forcibly suppressed, it will not be a big problem, but I am afraid that in the future, the tolerance to drugs that confuse the mind will become very poor, and if you are not careful, you may go mad or burst your meridians.
And now Cang Wunian forcibly suppresses the toxicity in his body, and he doesn't want to be controlled by toxicity, and he really can't bear to be tortured like this. According to her guess, Cang Wunian's emotions tonight seemed to be easily out of control, and I am afraid that his darkest and violent side should be killing thoughts. But now that he is facing himself, there should be no way to talk about that killing intent, so ...... What he thinks about himself now, he already knows what he thinks about him.
She suddenly remembered the time when she had a "night of singing" in her body, when the scorching heat in her body almost burst her meridians, she knew that kind of pain, if there was no thought, she only wished that someone would give her a knife.
With a sigh, the painting slowly stood up and walked to the door. Cang Wunian looked at her back and clenched his fists fiercely, secretly relieved in his heart.
But what happened next was a great surprise to Cang Wunian, I saw that the painting fell to the door, closed the door, bolted the latch, and then blew out all the candles in the house.
Cang Wunian's mind suddenly went blank, this girl, is she crazy?