249 Guilt

A year later, looking back at the situation of getting along with Luo Xiyun in the last days, I have a different feeling.

Seeing the corresponding scene, Chen Xu can still remember the feelings and thoughts in his heart at that time.

When he saw himself telling Luo Xiyun that none of us should pay attention to anyone, he felt very interesting. made him can't help but think, if he dealt with it in a different way, what kind of relationship with her would develop?

He thinks that most of it will not develop to this extent.

Next, there is the situation when the two are in the villa.

To be honest, he never figured out when Luo Xiyun liked him. Emotionally, he was a bit sluggish.

In the dream, it was he who inadvertently made the glass of the bathroom transparent, and saw her in the bath, only to be discovered by her, and her reaction at that time made him think a little about it. gave him the feeling that she was not disgusted with the relationship between the two going further. It was precisely this discovery that made him suddenly bolder and began to take formal action, allowing the relationship between the two to achieve a breakthrough.

It stands to reason that she should have developed feelings for him earlier.

Now, he watched the replay, and from her expression and tone, he realized something that he hadn't noticed at the time. In the first few days after moving to the villa, her attitude towards him has unconsciously become close to him. It's just that he didn't notice it at first.

He watched the daily life of the two of them like this, especially when Luo Xiyun teased him casually, he couldn't help but smile.

Then, when the day finally came, Luo Xiyun deleted all his *****, and in anger, he deliberately turned off the heating in the room and lived in her room.

When she was taking a shower, she inadvertently pressed a switch that made the bathroom glass transparent.

Seeing this scene again, he still had a heart-pounding feeling. At that time, he really didn't want to do anything to her, and suddenly came out like this, which had a huge impact on him.

After a while, Luo Xiyun came out after washing, and keenly found that he had pressed the switch, and that kind of embarrassed look was extremely tempting.

That night, nothing happened.

The next day, he went out again to look for supplies, planning to go further afield, but encountered a snowstorm, and finally the car broke down, so he had to walk back, and fell into a coma halfway through. It was Luo Xiyun who came to look for him who saved him.

After this incident, the relationship between the two has a feeling of coming naturally.

At night, he burrowed into Luo Xiyun's bed......

One picture, it's already the next morning.

"What's the situation?"

He was a little blind, it was his first time with Luo Xiyun, and he wanted to reminisce about it, but as a result, it was actually like this?

He didn't give up, he retreated to last night, and then continued to play, and the result was still the same, and after he got into the bed, he jumped to the next day.

Is there still a heavenly principle?

He was out of anger, this is what he has experienced, and it is all harmonious, why.

He then fast-forwarded, and then, whenever they clapped wildly, the screen would skip straight over. There really is no one missing.

"Isn't this my own video? Why should it be harmonious? He got angry and summoned the artificial intelligence.

Soon, there was a response, "According to the relevant laws, this device does not have the right to record the player's private life." ”

When Chen Xu heard this explanation, he thought about it for a while, and it seemed that there was nothing wrong, because these videos were recorded without his knowledge, and it was indeed inappropriate to record them without his consent.

"Well, those memories have always been in my head anyway."

He thought to himself, and continued to look down, all of which were skipping in large chunks.

At that time, the weather was becoming more and more extreme, like the end of the world. They are all aware that death can come at any time and take every opportunity to survive.

He simply pulled it until the last day, and he was always surprised that after he died, what would become of the dream world, whether it would really collapse, or whether it would continue to maintain for a while.

Soon, I saw Luo Xiyun take him to the top of the mountain to watch the scene of the rising sun.

At that time, he had already returned to the light, and after saying a few words, his head tilted, and he died.

The dream did not disappear, he saw Luo Xiyun reach out and touch his carotid artery, and then, his face turned pale, "...... What good do you have? I'm not happy, you won't say nice things to coax me. There is something delicious, and I don't know how to let me. Things are thrown everywhere, say a few words to you, and ...... with me Urgent. Sleep...... Wake ...... Also hit...... Whew......"

As she spoke, she was already lying on his lap, crying silently.

These are all things he doesn't know, Luo Xiyun has never told him, looking at her sad appearance, he feels a little guilty and a little moved.

At that time, he treated her as a replicated virtual character, and his attitude was indeed a little rougher.

However, seeing her sad for her death, he was still very happy in his heart, which means that she is not without feelings for herself.

Seeing that Luo Xiyun had been lying on his lap for a few minutes, and the dream world had not disappeared, he became curious again, could this dream state continue forever.

At this time, Luo Xiyun on the screen stood up, pulled him up from the wheelchair, and then helped her with a harness.

"What does she want to do?"

Chen Xu looked at her movements, first puzzled, and then saw her holding the wheelchair with one hand, standing on the fence with some difficulty, and couldn't help but feel nervous.

Outside the fence, there is a mountain cliff.

In his ears, he heard Luo Xiyun's soft voice, "How can you leave me alone?" You haven't confessed to me, you haven't proposed to me, you haven't helped me put on a ring...... And you want me to fall in love with you, I'm phew, you scumbag. ”

With that, she closed her eyes and fell forward.

Chen Xu subconsciously stretched out his hand and wanted to catch her, but in vain, he could only watch her fall off the cliff with her body.

He was stupid.

…………

The lights in the ward had been turned off, and there was a faint light coming in from the window, not so dark that you couldn't see your fingers.

Chen Xu opened his eyes suddenly, his mouth panting, and his head was covered with sweat.

Immediately, he controlled his breathing and looked in the direction of Luo Xiyun, and could only faintly see an outline. In my mind, there was a constant image of her jumping off the cliff.

He had thought about how Luo Xiyun would react after he died in his dream. But she never thought that she would be martyred.

Standing on the fence, she did not have a trace of fear, and her expression was calm from beginning to end, it was not an impulsive choice.

And those two harnesses, specially taking him to such a place, obviously, she had already prepared such a plan.

His mind was a mess, and all kinds of thoughts kept coming to him.

He originally thought that among the three women, Luo Xiyun's feelings for him were the shallowest. But what he saw just now made him understand that he was wrong.

In her ears, the words she said before jumping off the cliff sounded again. He felt extremely uncomfortable and muttered, "You're right, I'm an out-and-out scumbag." ”