It's not that this is such an important secret, but how can I tell Jiang Qinqin about this kind of thing?

Even if I did, would she believe me, would she treat me as mentally ill?

Besides, how can secular ethics and morality recognize the relationship between me and Xie Yan, so I still can't say it, could it be that the person who has been staying by her side is actually not a person, but a ghost?

I'm afraid she will be so frightened that her jaw is about to drop, and telling her about superpowers today has already made her subvert her worldview, and now tell her that my boyfriend is not a human but a ghost, and I am sure that Jiang Qinqin will faint on the spot, after all, this fact is more difficult to accept.

If Jiang Qinqin knew the truth, I'm afraid he would be stupid by this kind of thing, right? She never expected that the real version of people's noble feelings would happen to her before they were finished, in fact, at the beginning, even I couldn't believe that I was in love with a ghost, in fact, sometimes I would consider whether we had any results like this, but every time I came to the conclusion that I like Xie Yan, whether it is right or wrong, even if I know that there is no result in the end, I will continue to love until I can no longer continue, my heart is very firm.

However, I can't deny the violence Jiang Qinqin said, in fact, it is not a violent tendency, but because of his identity, who makes Xie Yan not a human being, his little action will have a relatively big impact on us mortals, although Xie Yan looks harmless to humans and animals, but it will definitely have a big impact on Jiang Qinqin, and it is absolutely possible for her to have a cold and fever and not get out of bed for a week!

Of course, Xie Yan is very kind-hearted, people are divided into good and bad people, expensive is also divided into good and evil, and even sometimes people are evil, which is more terrible than expensive, so Xie Yan is a kind-hearted good, and he will not easily harm human beings, I can be sure of this, if it is not so, how can I like Xie Yan.

However, no matter how kind Xie Yan is, it is easy to have a bad influence on people, after all, the matter of yin and yang is a very distant thing for ordinary people.

But if this kind of thing is put in front of him all of a sudden, that kind of impact is absolutely unimaginable, if the yin qi and ability on Xie Yan's body want to deal with a person, then that person will definitely not have good fruit to eat, even if it is not an uncommon thing for a person to collapse directly.

Even if sometimes it is not his intention, but sometimes the anger in a person's heart cannot be suppressed, and people will act excessively when they are impulsive, not to mention that a person whose ability is stronger than that of mortals will definitely have a great impact, so this point should not be underestimated.

I nodded and smiled: "This kind of thing may be very far away for you, you don't know much about Xie Yan, although he has a strong temper, but that's just for people who have crooked ideas about me, usually his temper is still very good, so don't have any ideas when you see him in the future, he will definitely not give you a look." ”

Seeing Jiang Qinqin's nervous expression, he must have regarded Xie Yan as a person with violent tendencies, of course Xie Yan was not like this.

As I said, even if Xie Yan is angry, he must have something to do with me, and he will definitely not have any evil thoughts when dealing with others, so I will appease Jiang Qinqin's mood in the sky and the earth for a while, and let her not be too nervous, Xie Yan will not hurt her.

Hearing me say this, Jiang Qinqin breathed a sigh of relief, smiled embarrassedly, said that he was thinking too much, and nodded: "Things between you are still really complicated, it seems that I can only be a quiet single dog in the future, love is too complicated." It's a flash in the pan for me, and I still cherish my single life. ”

Jiang Qinqin saw that I said that the relationship between us was so complicated, and it took so much effort, I instantly lost confidence in love, and I actually wanted to continue the life of a single dog, but thinking about the blow she suffered today, it was quite a big blow so I had this kind of thought, one would be Chen Jiaming, who had special abilities, and the other would be Xie Yan, who was violent, if it were me, I am afraid that I would also lose confidence in love, and it is possible to remain single.

Seeing Jiang Qinqin sighing, I smiled and didn't refute, let her sort out today's life.

The most important thing is to settle down the heart, the question of whether to fall in love or not is unstoppable when fate comes. Now the relationship between me and Xie Yan is a little delicate.

And this subtlety always makes me have some bad premonitions, maybe I'm thinking too much, or maybe I've been more sensitive recently, although nothing unpleasant has happened, but I always feel that the current life is not what I really want, so I can't help but yearn for the previous life.

The previous life was really simple, not as complicated as it is now, but I am still very happy, and it will be very easy to be with Xie Yan.

Now I fell into contemplation again, and I began to think about how to solve the conflict between me and Xie Yan, and I couldn't help but feel very irritable in my heart.

It's not that the matter between me and Xie Yan is not difficult to handle, but that I am physically and mentally exhausted now, although Xie Yan and I will definitely get back together in the future, because there is no big gap between us, and we can cherish the relationship between each other, and we will continue the sweetness between the two of us.

But I'm still a little yearning for the previous life, the current life is not so sad, but I always feel that something is missing, maybe at the beginning of our state of mind is very simple, the more complex the thoughts will be, the more I think about each other, life is not as comfortable as before, but this is only a slight change, which was detected by my sensitive heart.

The more I think about it, the more sad I become, because Xie Yan is really really good to me, and he also cares for me, no matter how big or small, except for my relatives.

No one has been so good to me, between knowing Xie Yan, I have a father who is very good to me, my father is an eternal hero in my heart, in my heart he is omnipotent, especially when I was a child, I admired my father very much, and my father gave me meticulous fatherly love.

And also gave a lot of spiritual encouragement, but also gave me life security, in short, my father, let me live carefree, have a very good time, so that my childhood is sweet, no matter when I recall the time with my father in my childhood, my heart is sweet.

I miss my father very much, and I have thought more than once that it would be great if my father could be by my side for the rest of my life.

I have a sore nose now, now without my father's protection, my heart has been empty, I didn't see my father when I returned home, and my bitterness has nowhere to tell, the happiest time in this life is the time when my father grew up with me, that time is the time I can never get back, even if I give up everything I have now, I can't get it back, but unfortunately even if I give up everything now.

My father will not come back, even if I use all my heart to live the happy time at the beginning, it is all wishful thinking, time is fleeting, like sand that cannot be grasped, and now the memory between me and my father can only be put in my heart, silent memory, I usually don't say these words easily, like a person's wound, unwilling to touch easily.

Now I also regret it, I regret that I didn't cherish the days with my father, my father taught me how to behave, how to do things, how to grow up healthily, everything I did was for my good, but I also inevitably had naughty times, and sometimes I made my father angry, especially during the adolescence period, during that time I didn't let my father worry less, and also made my father sulk, now I think about how I should be beaten, how can I treat my father who loves me like this. Maybe people have such a commonality, what they get is often not cherished, only when they lose will they know that it is precious, and I am the same, until I lose my father, I know that I have lost the most important thing in this world for me, that is, my father's love, this love can not be exchanged for anything.

I felt very pitiful in the days without my father, no one loved anyone, and I didn't even have a greeting until I met Xie Yan.

I just found my happiness again, he cares about me very much, he is really good to me, there is no falsehood, he protects me like a father.

It makes me feel very secure, my current life is not happier than the life before I met Xie Yan, because Xie Yan is not bad to me.

I can't ask for anything more, it's just because I'm still enjoying being with Xie Yan now, so I feel that my life is not as happy as before, and the happiness I used to have can never get back after all, so I often remind myself to cherish the people in front of me.

Don't regret it after you lose it, if you lose it, you will never get it back, you will regret it until you die, and if you lose the most important and precious thing, you will be heartbroken.

In this way, in a short period of time, my heart will be sour and sweet, mixed feelings, and now I want to cry, and suddenly I find myself more and more emotional, often there will be some emotion, the tear duct seems to have developed a lot, it is easy to want to shed tears, this is not a sign of not being strong.

On the contrary, I felt that it was a sign of maturity, and I pondered for a long time and said, "Qinqin, when you find someone who can be entrusted with your life in the future, remember to enjoy the days with him, and don't regret it until you lose it." ”

I said to Jiang Qinqin like this, like a person who came to tell her, I also kindly reminded Jiang Qinqin, don't follow my old path, in fact, there are many people around us who are worthy of our cherishment, don't hurt them, we must find their good, maybe we will find them very important to us in the future.

I originally wanted Jiang Qinqin to empathize with me and exchange his experience with me again, but I didn't expect Jiang Qinqin to pout and say, "Let's talk about it when I find it, this kind of thing is too far away for me." "Sometimes Jiang Qinqin is also heartless, free, maybe after experiencing Chen Jiaming's blow, she now feels that love is too far away from herself, and I have nothing to say, when she meets the fate of her life, I believe that she will naturally understand my words, but now Jiang Qinqin, there is no way to understand.