Chapter 134: Say it, do you believe it?
This time, by her side, watching her being overwhelmed, my heart was full of distress.
What did she see in her dreams that made her so breathless, and made her so bitterly pleading.
If he could, he would have liked to enter her dreams, to feel what she felt, to hear what she heard, to see what she saw.
In his arms, she suddenly moved, and then she was quiet again.
He tried to gently lay her on the bed, but when he looked down, he saw that she was clutching his clothes tightly.
The hand he tried to break her hand was, and even if it did, it would quickly grab him again.
After trying back and forth like this many times, he also gave up and let her hold on to it.
He leaned his back against the bed frame and just hugged her, patting her gently on the back and coaxing her.
Slowly, he closed his eyes and fell asleep.
In the middle of the night, insects chirp and the wind whistles.
Suddenly, she was clutching tighter and tighter.
Beiran opened his eyes and saw that her clothes were getting tighter and tighter as she grabbed him.
He gently grabbed her hand, and gently patted her back with the other hand, soothing her.
He didn't know what nightmares she was having again, or what she was seeing in her dreams. The only thing he could do was to appease her.
"She's not a good person, is it okay for you to stay away from her?" She asked, with tears in her voice.
Is that her, is it her, or is it him?
"Okay, I'll stay away from her." Bei Ran answered her gently.
As if she heard it, she grabbed Beiran's hand tightly, as if she slowly let go.
He looked at her in his arms and slept peacefully.
Looking at her sick in front of her, she was like a girl next door. On weekdays, she never seemed to give him this feeling.
On weekdays, although sometimes she dresses very plainly. However, there is always a sense of amazement.
This time, I saw the other side of her.
Injured, his face turned pale, and he lost his previous amazement, leaving only the feeling of the girl next door.
He had never looked at her so seriously and carefully as he did now.
Many years ago, he just watched her from afar, and as long as he could see her, he was happier than anything else.
When she was a child, she was pressed by Feng Liyun, probably because she was not as amazing as her.
Now that she has grown up, gradually, she exudes her own light, and is gradually discovered by others.
Her light gradually overwhelmed Feng Liyunshu and became the first beauty in Beiliang.
Of course, she has never recognized this title, and she has never felt that she is the first beauty in Beiliang.
This title is just a seal from the world.
Feng Liyunshu, who was suppressed by her, was gradually forgotten.
If she hadn't been a childhood sweetheart with Beiran, no one would remember her at all.
Even if she mentions her again, it's just because of Beiran, because of her childhood sweetheart.
When he was a child, Beiran would help Feng Liyunshu, just to make himself feel better.
Knowing the truth but not telling it will never make it easy for you to feel good.
It's like you can speak, but you don't talk all the time.
If Bei Ran hadn't stood up back then, Feng Li Yunshu wouldn't have identified Bei Ran, and he wouldn't have been following Bei Ran, waiting for Bei Ran to turn around and see her.
Bei Ran gently put down Nangong Tilt, covered her with a quilt, moved a stool, and sat on the edge of the bed.
From time to time, I wiped Nangong Tilt's body, and sometimes I broke out in a cold sweat and wiped it for her.
In this way, I kept her for one night.
The next morning, the first rays of sunlight shining in the sun, the bright north woke up.
Bei Ran let Jing Yuan come in and looked at Nangong Dumpling, he went to wash up first.
After Beiran came back from washing, Shang Zhi was inside to watch Nangong dumping.
Shang Zhi turned around and saw Bei Ran, and saw that his dark circles were very heavy.
"You watched her all night, didn't you?" Shang Zhi asked in a low voice.
Bei Ran only nodded and didn't say anything.
"Would you like some breakfast? Have some breakfast, or you'll fall ill if you don't wake up after a while. Shang Zhi persuaded.
"Okay." Bei Ran only replied lightly with one word.
Shang Zhi took Jing Yuan to the back kitchen and made some simple breakfast for Beiran.
After Shang Zhi went out, Bei Ran moved a stool to sit on the edge of the bed and guard her just like last night.
"Miss, the North Princess's rod punished the North Princess yesterday, and after the North Princess vomited blood and fainted, the North Prince stayed in front of the North Princess's bed all night. Early this morning, the prince of the north only washed up briefly, and then stayed by the side of the princess of the north again. I heard that the dark circles under the eyes of the Northern Prince are particularly heavy. The maidservant reported.
As soon as Feng Li Yunshu heard that Beiran was staying by Nangong Dumpling's side and stayed all night, he became jealous.
In the past, she was injured and sick, and Bei Ran just came to Feng Li Pavilion to knock on her and leave. I've never tried to treat her like I did to Nangong.
"Then the prince is still guarding the princess in the house?"
The handmaid nodded, and replied, "Yes." ”
"Got it, let's go down."
Early in the morning, Feng Li Yunshu sent someone to the Beiwang Mansion to inquire about the news of Nangong's dumping.
Obviously, he wanted to inquire about the news of Nangong Dumping, but when he came back to report, it was all about Beiran taking care of Nangong Dumping.
She has always longed for Beiran's attention, longing to be taken care of and cared for by Beiran. But why, all of this she wanted so hard, Nangong Tilt could easily get it.
Even if it is so easy to get, it is never cherished, and it is regarded as dispensable.
She Nangong should never have thought that everything she could easily get was everything she couldn't hope for.
Nangong can see Beiran in the palace every day. But if she Feng Li Yunshu wanted to see Beiran, she had to rack her brains to find a reason to meet her.
Everything she cherished, she could easily get.
Feng Liyunshu cleaned himself up and went to Bei Wangfu to see Bei Ran.
But the reason why she saw Beiran was because she wanted to care about Nangong Dumping.
Feng Li Yunshu knew that Beiran would be in the Suxi Palace, so he went directly to the Suxi Hall to find Beiran.
But before he entered the Suxi Palace, he was stopped by Shang Zhi.
"What are you doing here?" Shang Zhi took the breakfast and looked at Feng Liyun Shu in front of him and asked.
Feng Liyunshu replied to Shang Zhi with a smile and said, "I heard about Nangong Dumping, so I came to see her." ”
Shang Zhi handed the breakfast in his hand to Jing Yuan, and asked Jing Yuan to bring the breakfast into the Suxi Hall to Beiran first.
"Come and see Nangong Dumping?" Shang Zhi looked at Feng Li Yunshu in disbelief, and then said, "It's not so much that you're here to see Nangong Dumping, it's better to say directly that you're here to see Beiran." Coming to see Nangong is just an excuse for you to come to see Beiran, just a reason. ”
"Shang Zhi, how can you think of me like that?" Feng Li Yunshu looked at Shang Zhi with an aggrieved expression.
"Am I not right? A person who sprinkled the crushed pastry on Nangong Dumpling and slapped Jing Yuan, who was fought back by Nangong, actually came to see Nangong Dumpling? Say it, don't say whether others believe it or not, do you believe it yourself? ”
"Shangzhi! What do you mean? Feng Li Yunshu was unhappy by what Shang Zhi said, and said to Shang Zhi angrily.
"You know what I mean." Shang Zhi said indifferently.
"Shang Zhi, we are sisters after all, you think of me so much, it's too much to talk about me!" Feng Li Yunshu didn't pretend anymore, revealing his true nature.
"Don't force me to shake things out!" Shang Zhi had some meaning of threatening Feng Li Yunshu.
Feng Li Yunshu didn't seem to be afraid of anything, and always thought that Shang Zhi didn't have anything great in his hands.
Even if she shook it out, she wasn't afraid.
"If you have the ability, you will shake it out!" Feng Liyun Shu replied to Shang Zhi without knowing the height of the sky.
She really thought that Shang Zhi would remember the feelings of the past and would not say what she knew.
Shang Zhi really won't shake it out now, but it's definitely not because he thinks about the feelings he had back then.
Rather, it's because it's not the time yet. As long as the time comes, she will shake it out, catching Feng Liyun off guard.
Shang Zhi was fine, Feng Li Yunshu didn't know the height of the sky, turned around and walked towards the Suxi Palace.
Feng Li Yunshu also followed behind Shang Zhi and wanted to enter the Suxi Palace.
After all, he was stopped by Shangyuan and stopped at the door.
Even if he was stopped at the door by Shangyuan, Feng Li Yunshu had to stand outside, waiting for Beiran to come out.
If it weren't for the sake of seeing Beiran, she wouldn't have come to this Suxi Palace.
After Shang Zhi entered, Bei Ran asked, "Is Feng Liyun Shu here?" ”
Shang Zhi didn't deny it, so he nodded and replied, "Yes." She said she came to see the dump. A person who provokes others first, say to see the person who was provoked by her, say it, don't say I don't believe it, you don't believe it, even she herself won't believe it. ”
"She's supposed to be still at the door, right?"
"According to her character, she should still be outside the Suxi Palace."
Beiran drank a bowl of porridge in a big gulp, and then got up and walked out of the Suxi Palace.
As soon as he came out of the Suxi Palace, he saw Feng Li Yunshu.
As soon as Feng Li Yunshu saw Bei Ran, the smile on his face revealed.
"Beiran." Feng Liyunshu smiled and called Bei Ran.
"What are you doing here?" Bei Ran looked at Feng Li Yunshu indifferently and asked.
Although Beiran was very indifferent to her, it did not hinder her enthusiasm for Beiran.
"I'll take a look at Nangong Tilting. I heard that you punished Nangong with a rod because of Nangong's beating of me. I'll see how she's doing. When answering Bei Ran, Feng Li Yunshu looked at Bei Ran.
also noticed Bei Ran's extremely heavy dark circles, and it could be seen that he had been taking care of Nangong Tianyu all night.
"She's fine, she can't be disturbed by others now, you can go back first." After speaking, Beiran turned around.
Just as he was about to leave, Feng Li Yunshu called out to Beiran, "Beiran! ”
Beiran froze, but did not turn to look at Feng Li Yunshu.
"Why are you so indifferent to me? In the past, you would not have been so indifferent to me. Is it because of the appearance of Nangong Dumping, do you want to do this to me? Feng Liyunshu felt aggrieved as he spoke.
"I've always been like this, and I haven't done anything because of the appearance of Nangong Dumpling."
Although Bei Ran said so with Feng Li Yunshu. However, as long as it is a clear-eyed person, it can be seen that Beiran's tilting towards Nangong is different, it is different, and it is the most special one.
"You can fool others, but you can't fool me! I've been with you for so many years, if it weren't for the treatment, I wouldn't have left Beiliang and left you. But when I came back and got better, you changed. ”
Beiran was silent and did not answer.
"I've been waiting for you to turn around, waiting for you to turn around and look at me behind you. But no matter how long I waited, I didn't wait for you to turn around and look at me who had been standing behind you. How long will I have to wait until you turn around and look at me standing behind you? ”
A tear burst out of his eye.
Even if Feng Li Yunshu said this, he still couldn't wait for Bei Ran's answer.
"It's because of the appearance of Nangong Tilting that you will become. Become so cold, become so silent. All this is because of Nangong's dumping! Feng Liyun Shu roared.
Feng Liyun Shu roared very loudly, and the Shang Zhi, Jingyuan, and Shangyuan in the Suxi Hall were all heard clearly.
Shang Zhi put down the handkerchief in his hand and handed it to Jing Yuan.
Shang Zhi walked out of the Shenxi Palace, stood on the side of the secret, and looked at Feng Liyunshu and Beiran.
Bei Ran always had his back to Feng Li Yunshu.
"At the beginning, I thought that as long as I was cured quickly and returned to Beiliang as soon as possible, I could wait until the day you married me. But I never expected that you would marry Nangong Dumping as your wife. It doesn't matter, I care, as long as you can turn around and look at me, even if it's a concubine, I don't care. But why don't you turn around and look at me? Why not! ”
After a while, Shang Zhi saw that Bei Ran hadn't answered Feng Li Yunshu yet, and was about to walk over, but Bei Ran said, "This king doesn't turn around because this king is not your best choice." And your best choice is not this king. This king married Nangong Dumpling, and this king gave marriage to his father, and he married Nangong Dumping to me. She married into the Beiwang Mansion, and she has always respected the king like a guest, and her life is very ordinary. This is the life that this king wants. ”
In Feng Li Yunshu's memory, this seems to be the first time that Bei Ran said the word "this king" to her.
The same goes for Shangzhi.
"But you're the King of the North! You are not destined to be ordinary, how can you covet the ordinariness of this moment? ”
"It's because this ordinary is too precious and rare for this king. Therefore, this king must firmly grasp this rare ordinary. After speaking, Beiran walked towards the Suxi Palace.
No matter what Feng Li Yunshu said, he didn't hear it, and just walked in the direction of the Suxi Palace.
Feng Li Yunshu looked at Bei Ran's disappearing back, and cried even more fiercely.
The people in the palace hid and watched all this.
witnessed Feng Liyunshu confessing to Beiran, witnessing Beiran's rejection of Feng Liyunshu for Nangong's pouring, and witnessing Beiran's greed for a moment of ordinariness and rejecting Feng Liyunshu.
It was precisely because he witnessed all this with his own eyes that he knew why Bei Ran would go to Nangong to become a concubine.
It is precisely because he has witnessed all this that he knows that Feng Li Yunshu's eyes are like treasures, but they are just Beiran's passing clouds, and he doesn't care at all.
The world has always thought that Beiran married Nangong as his wife because of a holy decree of His Majesty. But he never thought that this was actually Bei Ran's own request to His Majesty to marry Nangong to himself.
Let His Majesty marry Nangong Tanyu to Beiran, and the reason why Beiran wants to marry Nangong Tanyu is for the sake of ordinary.
If they hadn't seen it with their own eyes today, they wouldn't have believed it.