The jokes at the flower viewing banquet are actually nothing to Jiaoyue, she is just a puppet at the mercy of others, and her heart is actually dead a long time ago.

The reason why Mother Ye took care of her was just that her life experience made her feel very sorry for this niece.

At the end of the banquet, Jiao Ling was left in the palace to accompany the concubine for the banquet because of her identity as a concubine, and she went back to the house alone to wait for the orders of her master.

On the way back to the carriage, she remembered her experience, and not only shed tears, but also sadness rose in her heart.

Because of her mother, she was not favored by others since she was born, and it wasn't until she met that man that she really made her live better.

The man said, "I hate that I didn't come to you sooner and that you suffered so much in the years before you."

He also said: "With me, I won't let you get hurt in the slightest".

He said so much that he always remembered every sentence.

This is also the reason why she was willingly used by men and obeyed Concubine Xi. She had been kicked out of the house, and if it weren't for that man, how would her father recognize her.

The first time I met him in my memory was on the day of his eighteenth birthday, because of the pressure of life, he was sold to the Qinglou as a prostitute.

The man she was going to serve that night was the man, and he appeared in her sight.

A pair of eyes were unusually clear, and I wanted to step forward to take off this man's clothes, but suddenly found that he was covered in blood, but it was the eyes that could shine in the dark.

Jiaoyue was very scared at that time, but out of nowhere the courage made her take the initiative to talk to the man.

That's how he started, and he completely captured Jiaoyue's heart.

In fact, Jiaoyue knew what she was doing, but it was all she was willing, because only with this man did she completely get rid of the Qinglou, completely get rid of a dirty body lying on her body and keep asking for pleasure.

They had a very happy time together, when the man told her that the first time they really met was on his sixteenth birthday, when he was still the eldest lady of the Bai family. That day was actually the last day Bai Jiaoyue stayed in Baifu.

Yes, Bai Jiaoyue used to be very happy, she was the pearl of the Bai family, and many matchmakers once said that when she was sixteen years old, she must be given a good family affair.

But everything was ruined on the night that should have been the happiest, the person she thought she loved the most and the person closest to her.

Before meeting this man, Jiaoyue actually had someone she secretly liked, when she and her mother were kicked out, but Jiaoyue was still full of hope for life.

In the village where she lives with her mother, there is a very middle-class man who has touched Jiaoyue's heart. However, her mother still wanted to be able to return to Baifu, so when she knew about it, she angrily beat the man to a very serious injury.

It was also a year that Bai Jiaoyue became a child without a mother.

Jiaoyue pretended to be asleep when she left. She clearly remembered that my mother rubbed my face with her calloused hands and said: "Yue'er, my mother can't accompany you, I originally hoped that you could fight, even if you don't go back to Baifu, rely on your face, we will also find a powerful in-law, and my mother can enjoy family fun with you." However, you really disappointed me, you made Weiniang have no hope of living. ”

Jiaoyue continued to pretend to be asleep, and then she heard the sound of the stool being kicked down, and she knew that her mother had hanged herself, and she had left, but Jiaoyue still closed her eyes tightly.

She hated this woman, and if she hadn't had a private affair with another man, her father would never have known about it, and the servants wouldn't have laughed at her, beaten her, scolded her, and called her a wild seed.

Jiaoyue felt her mother's struggle at that time, but she still clenched her hands and closed her eyes.

This woman, hurry up and die, this is Jiaoyue's mood at that time.

However, she still couldn't hide the tears that had already slipped down, and just lay quietly, listening to the sound of the objects on the table being kicked down, and the sound of the churning air disappearing all at once.

In the end, her mother lost her breath like that, and Jiaoyue at that time even felt that she had killed her mother.

Panicked and frightened, she slowly got up from the bed, and as soon as her feet went limp, she fell to the edge of the bed, her eyes fixed on the body hanging from the rope.

At that time, her spirit had collapsed to the extreme, and she repeated this sentence over and over again in her heart: "Bai Jiaoyue, you killed your mother with your own hands, you are already a murderer."

She almost used all her strength to shout A-Niang, and then her eyes went black and she fell to the ground. I just remember that before I closed my eyes, it seemed that someone had come in, a lot of people. However, the woman was indeed dead.

With the help of the people in the village, she erected a grave for A-Niang, and I don't know why, the dignified Lord Bai actually came here, and he was still crying in front of his mother's grave, Jiao Yue knew that he was sincere, maybe he was about to be promoted again, and his colleagues told him about his mother.

If he really felt sorry for Bai Jiaoyue, why did he drive them out in the first place, he said that he would not forgive.

Bai Jiaoyue clearly remembered that day, she was driven out of the mansion by the servants like a dog, and when she raised her eyes and saw his figure in the courtyard, there was no emotion in those eyes.

At that time, he was here to pretend why, in fact, Jiaoyue had already blackened at that time, and she originally wanted to use the knife on her body to stab Lord Bai again. However, when she saw the woman with a big belly beside him, her heart softened, and she still couldn't bear to let an innocent little life have no father.

And the child in that woman's womb is Bai Jiaoling, who teased herself in every possible way at the banquet today.

Bai Jiaoyue wiped her tears. He had already driven a long way out of the palace, and his current road was as bumpy as this carriage. She continued to go back to her all.

It should be since that incident, Bai Jiaoyue has become emotionless. Someone asked her, a cold-blooded child like you, did you ever love your mother? Her answer was yes. Being cold-blooded does not mean being ruthless, not to mention that in the previous years, she was not sorry for Jiaoyue.

Her father didn't love her and married one wife and one concubine, so why couldn't she find a man? It's just a means of revenge, and it's not about who's right and who's wrong.

In fact, Jiaoyue regretted that she only understood these truths in the later missions she had known, and if she had known earlier, her mother would not have died that year.

Three years passed quickly for Jiaoyue. Lord Bai pretended to cry for two days and then led the woman away, without even asking Bai Jiaoyue how she was doing and what she planned to do in the future.

Haha, a person's essence will not change with the passage of time, in his eyes, Bai Jiaoyue has become a wild species.

Thinking of this, Bai Jiaoyue couldn't help but laugh herself, she really didn't want to hurt Ye Qin, after all, her aunt treated her sincerely. It's just a pity that the grace of saving lives must be repaid, and the grace of knowing each other must be repaid.