Yang Ruoqing nodded.

Tuoba Xian stretched out her hand to her: "Baby sleep with me, you sleep by yourself." ”

Yang Ruoqing shook her head, "No, I have to stay with her, so I can sleep soundly." ”

Tuoba Xian withdrew her hand and sighed lightly.

On the side, Xiao Yaxue hurriedly said: "It's okay, then I'll help you make the bed!" ”

Xiao Yaxue was making the bed over there, and here, Tuoba Xian looked at Yang Ruoqing with a distressed face.

"Qing'er, I understand your mood!"

"At the beginning, I just gave birth to Fengtang, and after taking a look, the child was separated from me."

"During the years of war and chaos, the two countries have been at war."

"I am like you every day, because I am the princess of a country, and I have other missions on my shoulders."

"I still have to laugh and socialize in front of people, and when no one is around, I don't dare to cry loudly when I go back to my bedroom." Tuoba Xian whispered about her past mental journey.

Yang Ruoqing listened silently, as if she had also followed Tuoba Xian to experience it again.

Tuoba Xian continued: "Because I was worried that there were eyeliner planted by others around me, I couldn't cry out loud. ”

"Every day, I dare to cry for my son only when I lie in bed at night, with my head covered by the nest."

"Nineteen years, my whereabouts are unknown, my life and death are uncertain, and I have survived every night."

"Because of the tears that flowed too much, this eye of mine fell to the root of the disease. When I was young, I didn't think there was anything wrong, but when I got a little older, it gradually became apparent. Tuoba said.

Hearing this, Yang Ruoqing's gaze fell on Tuoba Xian's eyes.

It was hard to hide the worry on his face.

"Mother, your eyes ......"

"It's okay, it's going to be okay, don't worry about me." Tuoba Xian smiled slightly.

"I've cried, I've wiped away my tears, and the next day dawn, we still have to stand up, we have to go on, and we have to continue to do things."

"I have to carry the responsibility on my shoulders."

"As long as we live for one day, we can't fall."

"What do you mean by a real strong man?"

"The real strong man is to take out a broken heart in the dead of night and mend it."

"When you're done, stuff it back in."

"Wait until dawn, we are still us, the baby needs you, Fengtangzi needs you."

"The two of us, the elders, also need you."

"Qing'er, you follow Fengtang, you are the two pillars that support our two families, and if one of them collapses slightly, it will all collapse,"

"So, Qing'er, my good daughter-in-law, good daughter."

"You have to pull yourself together!" Tuoba Xian patted Yang Ruoqing's shoulder and encouraged.

Hearing her say so much, Yang Ruoqing had a lot of feelings in her heart.

"Mother, it's not easy for you, for so many years, you've survived like this......" she muttered.

I remembered the first time I met Tuoba Xian, it was in the Baiman Grand Canyon.

Tuoba Xian, who traveled in disguise, would go to the place where she was separated from Tang Lingzi every year to stand and take a look.

Nineteen years, uninterrupted, rain or shine.

"Qing'er, look at me and Fengtang."

Tuoba Xian's voice came into Yang Ruoqing's ears again.

"It's been nineteen years, and I thought he was no longer in this world, but God reunited our mother and son again."

"So, Qing'er, you have to cheer up."

"If the mother-son fate between you and Chen'er is still there, then God will definitely arrange for you to meet again!" Tuoba Xiandao.

"Mother, how long do you have to wait?" Yang Ruoqing smiled bitterly.

Tuoba Xian said: "As long as you are alive and there is hope." ”

"Feng Tang and I, now that the mother and son are reunited, this is the best example!" She said.

These words ignited the fire of hope in Yang Ruoqing's heart.

"Mother, let me tell you something, I don't know if you will believe me." Yang Ruoqing said again.

Tuoba Xian said: "You say, I believe!" ”

Yang Ruoqing said: "It has been more than ten days since Chen'er disappeared. ”

"Everyone doesn't talk about it, but they all feel that the child is gone, and for so many days, even if they are encountered by wild beasts in the mountains, they will starve to death."

"However, I have a feeling that my Chen'er is not dead."

"He's alive!"

"Mother, I really feel that way, I didn't imagine it myself!" Yang Ruoqing said.

Tuoba Xian smiled and nodded: "The so-called mother-son connection, I believe your feelings." ”

"So, Qing'er, from now on, you have to cheer up, you can't be like the other day."

"Chen'er is not with you for the time being, but you still have a baby."

"Look at the baby, in the past ten days, this little thing seems to be able to detect that something is wrong at home."

"Usually the temper is so violent, these days, I am so well-behaved, I don't cry or make trouble."

"When I woke up, I was playing alone in the cradle biting my little finger, and I felt distressed to see it......" Tuoba Xian said.

Hearing this, Yang Ruoqing lowered her eyes and carefully looked at the little girl in her arms.

The little one curled up in her arms, small, soft body, gently undulating with her breathing.

"Like...... Lost a little weight. She said.

Tuoba Xian sighed: "These days, she hasn't drunk a mouthful of milk, she eats noodle soup......"

These words reminded Yang Ruoqing.

There was a bang in her head, and then she realized that for so many days, she was looking for Chen'er with all her heart, going out before dawn, and returning home in the dead of night.

The child was almost always asleep, so he never woke her up.

"Strange, why don't my swell up?"

She lowered her head and surveyed her chest.

"Mother, you help me hold the baby, I'll squeeze it."

Soon, Yang Ruoqing came out of the bathing room, her face was extremely solemn.

"My, go back!" She said in frustration.

Tuoba Xian was surprised, the bed had already been made over there, but Xiao Yaxue, who had been waiting on the side, spoke up first.

"What do you mean? What do you call it back? Where did you go back? She asked.

Yang Ruoqing frowned and said, "It's just gone, I don't have milk to feed the baby." ”

"Huh? How so? "Xiao Yaxue has never given birth to children, so she doesn't understand this.

Tuoba Xian sighed lightly, "What you and your mother and I were worried about still happened. It's really out of milk, hey! ”

"Why is this happening? Tell me, Mrs. Xian! Xiao Yaxue asked.

Tuoba Xian said: "This woman, that's it. ”

"If you don't breastfeed your child for several days, the milk will keep rising, rising and rising, and then it will be gone."

"Or, there are big mood swings, excessive sadness, not thinking about eating, not sleeping, excessive involvement, etc."

"It will also make the milk return early."

"Qing'er has suffered such a big thing, that milk, I'm afraid it was gone a few days ago, and I only found out at this moment."

After listening to Tuoba Xian's words, Xiao Yaxue suddenly realized.