"Why did you leave work so early today?" After seeing who it was, Shen Dan directly reached out and hugged Feng Yingjie, his hands wrapped around his thin waist and abdomen, and a strong sense of security permeated his heart.

"I missed you, so I put off some work and came back early."

"Oh."

"What, you're not welcome?"

Shen Dan shook his head and tightened the hand around his waist, "No." ”

"That tone sounded so weak."

Shen Dan's hand holding his waist tightened, "I may be the eldest aunt is coming, plus I have been sick recently, so my body is a little weak." ”

Feng Yingjie frowned when she heard this, it was just a big aunt, even if the little woman was sick and weak during this time, she shouldn't be so tired when she had recovered almost completely.

He held Shen Dan and looked directly at her, "Do you want me to take you to the hospital?" ”

"No, it'll be fine in a few days." Shen Dan looked at his worried gaze, and his heart was a little warm.

The pimple in the man's eyebrows was not alleviated in the slightest, and the gaze in the inky eyes insisted, Shen Dan was very helpless, she could only explain again, "It really doesn't matter, I'm not the only one like this time, since giving birth, almost every time I come to my aunt, I will have obvious fatigue." ”

Is it because of the reason for having a baby?

Feng Yingjie's eyebrows twisted even more, he hugged Shen Dan into his arms and let her snuggle up to his chest, "It's so uncomfortable every time, don't you see a doctor?" ”

He has never given birth to a child, and he can't empathize with the pain in the little woman's mouth, but he has heard that a woman giving birth to a child is equivalent to walking through the ghost gate once, which is tantamount to a serious illness, so even if he has not experienced it himself, he knows that childbirth is not easy for women.

Shen Dan shook his head, "No." ”

She was forced to flee abroad just after giving birth, struggling to survive abroad, and even China's most traditional and most valued confinement did not enjoy, she was alone abroad, with the thousands of dollars in cash that Liao Xi exchanged for her at that time, and found the cheapest place to live.

She has to take care of the newborn child alone, she also has to buy vegetables and cook alone, wash clothes alone, the body that has just given birth is extremely weak, especially below, it is a real tearing severe pain when she moves, and her waist does not dare to bend over for a long time, sitting for a long time, no matter what small movements, it is easy for her before, but at that time she seemed to be going through purgatory, and only when facing the bright smiling face of her newborn son will her tired heart be a little comforted.

Some people may say that a few thousand dollars is enough for her to find a confinement center for confinement, if someone really says that about her, Shen Dan feels that she will probably laugh and smile bitterly.

At that time, she couldn't even speak English fluently, and she only had a little bit of science at school, and it was a problem to communicate with people, let alone let her drag her sick and crooked body to work with her child in her arms, which was a dream, so she could only budget as long as she could with a few thousand dollars.

Thinking of the days he had passed at that time, Shen Dan couldn't help but burst into tears.

It was really hard at the time.

It's too hard.

She didn't know where she got the strength back then, when she heard Du Meishu, Lou Chuyue, Lou Chuyang, and Lou Chuyang discussing how to bury their son, she hugged her son and ran away, she remembered that she ran away and hid to make sure that it was a little safer, and almost fell to the ground.

If it weren't for the fact that she was still holding her son in her arms, she hurriedly leaned on the big tree next to her, she would 100% fall to the ground at that time, and it would also press her son, if so, not to mention whether she would be found and rescued in time, just say that the newborn son was already short of oxygen and out of breath, and she slowly woke up while running, if she was pressed, it is estimated that it will not take their mother and son to be discovered, and the son will leave her.

Thinking of that possibility, Shen Dan suddenly felt a pain in his heart.

I can't think that as a mother, she can't accept that cruel ending at all.

So maybe it is precisely because of this belief that she will rely on the trunk of the tree to survive the whirling darkness, and she will return to normal again, she does not dare to sit down and rest, for fear that she will not have the strength to get up again after sitting down, so she can only grit her teeth and take steps again.

Shen Dan thought of the past, and felt aggrieved and helpless, and all kinds of complex emotions completely overwhelmed her.

"What's wrong, it's uncomfortable again?" Feng Yingjie suddenly felt the tightening force of her hand grabbing his clothes, if it weren't for the fact that he didn't have excess fat on his body, it was estimated that it was his flesh that was grabbed by the little woman at the moment.

Shen Dan shook his head, "No, I just don't understand it." ”

She didn't have a beginning or end to what she said, Feng Yingjie didn't know why, "What do you want to think about?" ”

Shen Dan thought of Liao Xi, and he couldn't let go of the depressed emotions in his heart.

"I can't understand why he did that to me." She clutched Feng Yingjie's clothes tightly, her voice was depressed, aggrieved, unwilling, and sad.

In short, just listening to her voice can let people know how complex the emotions in her heart are.

"Who is he?" Feng Yingjie's calm voice implied a hint of imperceptible coldness, and the little woman said that he didn't know why, he had a strong sense that he was male.

"Liao Xi." Shen Dan didn't notice his abnormality, and said it directly.

He regretted it, but he was helpless, if it weren't for the current memory, even if he was given another chance to choose again, I am afraid he would still not let people investigate further.

After all, he had always firmly thought that he was being calculated by the Lou family, and the little woman was in a nest with the Lou family for money, so he asked people to investigate the whereabouts of the little woman, and gave up the plan to continue after finding that the little woman seemed to disappear out of thin air.

How can a good person disappear into thin air?

He thought that he was killed by the Lou family, so he asked people to change their strategy and investigate what was abnormal in the Lou family, but the trace of the little woman who dared to force him was still not investigated, but he found that the Lou family was actually involved in an international smuggling gang that he had been investigating.

It is precisely because of this, coupled with the fact that Lou Chuyang is very good at pleasing his grandparents, so he did not expose the lies of the Lou family and Lou Chuyang, and has always tolerated the Lou family's self-proclaimed identity as their in-laws and reaped a lot of benefits outside.

Feng Yingjie let out a long breath, a little self-deprecating, he was really a mistake, a wrong step.

He actually gave a scumbag like Liao Xi the opportunity to save the little woman and her son, so that the little woman couldn't let go of that scum in her heart, maybe if he really killed that scumbag, the little woman would be entangled in her heart for a lifetime.

"Did he give you and the child a second life, how did he help you at that time and let you give him such a high evaluation?" Feng Yingjie calmed down and asked softly in a gentle tone.

The little woman had suffered enough when she was alone with her children, and he couldn't let a scumbag like Liao Xi become a burden in the little woman's heart for a lifetime.

Therefore, he wants to learn more about what Liao Xi did back then, and then let people investigate it purposefully, so that it is possible to untie the knot in the little woman's heart.

"Him?" Shen Dan hesitated, "A lot." ”

"Tell me about it." Feng Yingjie asked some straightforward questions that did not fit his character.

Shen Dan didn't want to say it, after all, the things of the year had passed, and she wanted to let go, but she couldn't really let go, so after hesitating, she still opened her mouth.

Maybe she'll be in a much better mood if she tells someone about what happened back then.

"When I was desperate after escaping from the villa where Du Meishu held me, I happened to meet him on the side of the road, and he was very surprised to see me holding my son, in fact, I didn't recognize him at all, if he hadn't taken the initiative to greet me, I would have walked past him."

Shen Dan paused and sorted out his memories, "After meeting him that year, he took the initiative to talk to me, and immediately took me to a small clinic after confirming that it was me, and gave my son a full body examination for a week, and asked the doctor inside how to take care of the child, and he also wrote down the method in detail in a small book, not only these, but also the need for precautions during confinement, lactating mothers should pay attention to what they can eat and what they can't eat, anyway, I can think of what I can't think of, He wrote it all down for me in detail. ”

The memory fell into deep thought, Shen Dan's eyes seemed to see the past, and saw the first week after giving birth, the small clinic, although there was only one doctor and one nurse in it, but the impression left on her back then was really warm.

"At that time, I was very weak, and the doctor told me to eat more nutritious food, but Liao Xi couldn't do it, so he cheekily visited his neighbor aunt and helped me cook for a week."

Shen Dan recalled the food she ate back then, and her lips and teeth seemed to be filled with the aroma of rice that she would never forget.

It is light, but the flavor is fragrant, whether it is the fragrance of rice, the natural rich aroma of broth, and other foods such as vegetables and fruits.

"As for the fruit, he carefully cut it into small pieces for me, scalded it in hot water and let me eat it."

Shen Dan's eyes couldn't help but turn red as he spoke, and the tears that he had been holding back almost instantly filled his eyes.

She endured it, trying to force back the tears, but to no avail.

So the voice was choked, "This week he not only took special care of me, but also took special care of his son, he has not been a father, he asked the doctor and nurse how to take care of the child, when the son does not sleep and make trouble, he has been holding his son, coaxing his son, really, if it wasn't for the fact that I felt that I was not worthy of him, he didn't speak, I really thought about asking him if he was willing to be the father of the child, and accepted our desperate mother and son." ”

Feng Yingjie's standing body stiffened suddenly, as if every cell and pore stiffened.

Mountains of self-reproach and remorse came to him, as if they were about to drown him, and there was an extremely depressed suffocation.

He was not around the little woman in the most painful and sad time, he was not around when his son was born and needed to be taken care of the most, from the perspective of the little woman, what did he think of the monstrous anger that the sky was falling compared to what the little woman endured?

Feng Yingjie's hand on Shen Dan's body tightened and clenched his fists, but it was a pity that no matter how much he regretted it, he couldn't change these histories.

Shen Dan rubbed the tears on his face and continued, "Originally, Liao Xi planned to let us live in the small clinic for a month, but after just a week of cooking, the lackeys sent by the Lou family found the small clinic and asked me about my whereabouts with my photo, saying that someone had seen me coming.

The small clinic was not big, and I was in a small room that was simply separated inside, so I could hear the voices outside clearly.

I was about to die of nervousness, but luckily the doctor didn't tell me, he only told the man that I did come to see him, but I only came twice, and he was not familiar with it, and sent him away with half-truths.

Because of this incident, Liao Xi could only pick me up from the small clinic overnight, and then bought me a ticket to send me away.

He also prepared a lot of home-cooked medicines that I might use, foreign currency that I might use, a change of clothes, some necessary daily necessities, and a guide to living abroad......"