Oh yes! Enough information now.

It's enough for me, because I don't want to get to the bottom of it, so much digging into the roots, so much is just an adult past, so if I don't have any self-confidence in this relationship, or this relationship can't be managed and continued, then maybe I may not be able to control my emotions at all in the process.

Or, I'm not sure about the relationship.

I'm in a very indifferent state now, if it's mine, it's mine, and if it's not mine, it doesn't matter what I say.

If it is a one-sided act, then I would rather give up this relationship, because in all my thoughts of love life, I have always been very stubborn, thinking that it is like the kind of life and life that I say in the opera.

My feelings or my marriage has not reached the situation of a lifetime, then I will not hesitate to take a knife and pick up a kitchen knife to cut this feeling directly.

That's my soil principle, that's my attitude, I do what I have to do.

For this, I think there are many, many details in life that we have to bear and do, not just go around and around this kind of emotional life.

I really haven't been to the great rivers and mountains, I crave everything that nature desires, I even long to know these things that I don't know, so I have a lot of time and a lot of things that I haven't done, if I have to put the whole thing in this kind of world of love and feelings.

Am I not a fool, what is the difference between me and a fool, that is, I am a waste.

Of course, if all this belongs to my love life, I would rather I look forward to seeing these great rivers and mountains with that Jintang, and go to the goal of starting a business together that we think is worth it.

It's totally important to me, and it's entirely there.

Whatever has happened, there is no reason for it to exist, but does it really not matter to me? It doesn't matter at all, I now cherish and grasp the things that I can do.

I was almost done frying these dishes, and in the process, I chatted with Wang Ma intermittently, chatting about some daily life, and never discussed this kind of thing again.

Wang Ma has repeatedly assured that that Jintang is a very important role in my mind.

Tell me very seriously, it's all for sure.

"Miss Cat, I'm really serious about telling you, I really bless you with this marriage, this one is the most solid marriage I've ever seen, you know? The little boss has always been a person who makes people look very cold and arrogant, even very fierce. ”

"But he's tender, he's really nice, he's kind-hearted, he's been a good kid since he was a kid, I've watched him grow up, you know? He never hurts others easily, unless someone else hurts his family, he will do such a thing, so in the eyes of people outside, he is really like a bandit, but he is really not, he is a good man who is righteous and open! ”

"It's only been so many years, the little young master's feelings for you, in fact, everyone doesn't say that we all see it in our eyes, the little young master has liked a girl since he was a child, and we also know that all the girls he never touches too many girls, many girls are really completely crying over with withered flowers and butterflies, the little boss is never moved, he has always left this feeling to you, which we see in our eyes."

"Since you returned to our house, since you came to our house, although it was not good to say at first, your relationship with the old man is a little stiff, we also see it, of course we can't say anything, what can we, as subordinates, say something? Of course, we don't dare to say anything unpleasant, but the little young master has been defending you in this process, and he will even discuss your situation with the old man, but no matter what, in the end, the old man compromises, and the little young master is firmly defending you under any circumstances, think about it, don't go to find such a good man, it's just a person who can't find a lantern! ”

"So Miss Cat since you came to our house, when you were a child, I was much happier, he was really happy, when I was a child, sometimes I really felt why he was unhappy a lot, in the morning he was sullen and stayed in a place, sometimes when he just arrived at our house, I also think that he is not a fool who can't speak, often stay alone in the room motionless, without saying a word, ask him to eat and eat, call him to play and play, just like a fool, After 2~3 years of that event, the little master slowly began to live like a normal person......"

Ouch, what surprised me when I heard that? Live like a fool.

It's something I've never heard, it's something I've never been aware of, has it ever happened? Oh my God, what kind of revelation is this, I've never heard of it.

I asked while stir-frying vegetables on a plate.

"Isn't that Jintang a powerful boy since he was a child? Looking at it like that, you can imagine that he should have been a naughty child when he was a child, you don't know that when he went to our orphanage, it was just a great drag...... When I said that he had Q coins since he was a child, and he was a fool since he was a child, I really couldn't see it, did he have any major trauma? Is there such a situation? ”

Wang Ma was very hesitant and confused at this time, not knowing whether to say it or not, and it seemed very tangled when she looked like that.

Judging by the difficulties she encountered, it seemed that the topic she had just discussed was completely taboo, a topic that could not be discussed at all, but she said it anyway, so seeing the way he said every word, I should be able to guess that this topic should be a taboo.

Of course, I won't force her to say it or not, because after all, this is someone else's privacy, even if I am very curious to understand the body of that girl 10 years ago, but I don't want to completely fight for a little privacy.

I was a casual encounter, and I didn't care about her, she didn't want to say it, but deep down I was still very curious, which had a great sense of conflict with what I had imagined before.

When it wasn't my turn to tell her, Wang Ma naturally said this, and I don't blame me, because she couldn't control her own words at all.

She said that the words were mysterious and quiet, as if she couldn't control it, as if she wanted to speak and stopped, as if she didn't vomit a piece of feeling.

I patted her on the shoulder and gave her a word of encouragement.

"Okay? In fact, it doesn't matter if you say it or not, what happened in the past has happened, he has already happened, we don't mind too much, it happened in the past, what we have to do now is to grasp the present, grasp more things now is the most important thing now, right? ”

Basically, she has to make a state of crying, she really has some memories that may have been caused by the past at this time, and she involuntarily wiped her tears with a handkerchief when she spoke.

In a word, it is called old tears.

Really, he was now in a state of complete sadness, and he felt like he couldn't control his tears at the memories of the past.

It can be said that such as flash floods.

Wang Ma looked at me with a compassionate eye and said these words.

"Actually, I don't know if I should tell you, this thing, these things have happened for many years, you also know, the old man and the little boss are not biological, the little boss was adopted by the old man, probably less than 7 years old when the adoption should still be very young, when he brought it back, he couldn't speak at all, I don't know if he can speak, anyway, every day is stupid, no matter how the old man talks to him, how we people hug him he doesn't allow, he refuses, Alone in the room, tender often crying, often shut himself up, about 2~3 years of this time. ”

"So the little boss should have experienced some very painful things, or get a major illness, the old man told us that the little boss once got a headache and brain fever, and finally caused him to be sick, but we know that he must have a lot of heart disease in it, so we try to guide him to be happy, until when you see a child in the room in a daze, don't come out from morning to night, only eat your meal, Later, when we handed out an empty rice bowl from the door, you can imagine the feeling, it felt very sad for us, we really didn't know what to do at that time? ”

"So our little boss has been much more honest than ordinary children since he was a child, more stable than a child, a lot of things he knows what to do, but so young to be sensible so much, as, we are far away we see in our hearts is really painful, I hope he is really happy, is he really happy sometimes? He goes to hide a lot of the ......."

"As these times pass day by day, he slowly gets better, but we know that there are still traces of those past childhood in his heart, so we have always loved the little boss very much."

"Including the old man who treats him as his own child, completely as a real child of his own, and doesn't marry anyone else at all, it's completely for the safety of the little boss and no harm ......at home."

"Wang Ma is old, Wang Ma is no longer useful, but Wang Ma must see that the little young master is happy, finally Miss Cat, you are here, I see that the little young master wishes you happiness, do you know? Since the little boss was very happy when he was 16 years old, I think I should have met you at that time, otherwise why would I have been like a person every time I came back at that time! ”

"Although I am a little disrespectful when I say this, but I have taken this old man with the little master, I really hope that he will be happy, Miss Ma no matter what, please make the little master happy, okay?"

Seeing the words she said intermittently, I had never known, and I didn't expect that I could pull out so much information with a casual question.

What kind of person is Jintang?