This little girl didn't leave when she was interested, she hugged my arm and talked and asked.

"What do you do every day?"

"What are you eating?"

"Do you have someone you like?"

"Is there anyone chasing you?"

"Isn't it hard work but modesty?"

"You have a lot of mana, right?"

"I'd love to see your tail."

She asked a lot of questions, but her questions made me discover a lot of my own questions. Anyway, horizontal and vertical skimming is a problem.

I picked up the answer, anyway, what I was most afraid of was a person who chased me every day to ask some questions about the current situation, panicking because of my fault for not working hard.

But it is necessary to have such a thing, and we should have such friends.

"What about you, why don't you talk about yourself when you always ask me questions? What's your name? I asked.

She said, "My name is Chen Ya. ”

The name sounded familiar, and I asked, "Have we seen each other?" It sounds familiar to me, but I can't remember it for a while. ”

I looked at her and was sure I hadn't seen it, but I hadn't: "You...... Forget it, maybe one day you will suddenly remember. ”

She said, "I really haven't seen you before." ”

I nodded: "But your name, I'm very familiar with it." ”

I saw that there was nothing to say at this moment, so I asked, "Isn't your father and mother worried?" This doesn't seem to be early. ”

She pouted, "Don't you usually sleep late?" ”

I sighed, "Oh, this is not a good habit. I think... Forget it, but I can talk to you today. ”

Actually, I try to sleep every night, the kind that works hard.

When you were younger, your eyes grew up, and when you grew up, you worked hard to go back, you see when we were younger, we went to bed early, got up at the point, and lived a very regular life, how happy it was.

However, when I was a child, it was phased. In fact, you will find that after the grievances are over, you will only think of beauty. I've always been quite happy.

"Wang, may I make small talk about your subject?" She asked.

I laughed when I heard this question: "Where, I'm a normal demon, and I'm no different from you." ”

She nodded, "I wonder if you have someone you like?" ”

I was silent and didn't want to answer.

She said, "Yes, right?" ”

I frowned slightly: "This question is a bit difficult, I don't want to mention him." ”

She continued, "What ethnicity is he?" ”

"It's not from the demon clan anyway."

She smiled: "Haha, I blew you up, the proof is there, and now I have the information of the two of you." ”

I shrugged: "So what, you don't know who it is." ”

She said: "But demons can only be with demons, I understand why you don't mention it." ”

I wondered, "Yes?" And this kind of rule? ”

She nodded: "Yes, people and people, gods and gods, demons and demons, demons and demons, this is the rule." ”

All I know is that from then on, my heart has been on my mind.

She pulled me out, and you see the starry sky.

I looked in the direction of her finger, but there was nothing, and I smiled, "Little fool, it just rained today." ”

She touched her head: "Hey, I forgot." ”

"What are you doing looking at the stars?" I asked.

"Don't you like it?"

I smiled and replied, "I like it so much." ”

She said, "My sweetheart's eyes are like the stars in the night. ”

I like it, I like it so much, you're like the sea of stars on this summer night. The words and descriptions are all metaphors, in fact, everyone thinks so, and looking at the person they like is what it feels like.

I asked her, "What does your sweetheart look like?" Why do you like it so much? ”

She said: "Actually, at first glance, I didn't like it, but after talking for a while, and then after a long time, I liked it." ”

It's been a long time, and the impossible has turned into a question in my brow: Maybe I don't have a favorite?

Someday it will feel like not all of us can have a happy ending like in the script, and most of us will have to leave sooner or later. I don't want to admit it, but sometimes liking and being together really can't happen at the same time.

We want to, but we can't.

But I still wish it, and I hope that we can live up to the encounter in the future.

I said: "Earlier, I went to the world once, there was a man who was vigorous with a woman, the most vigorous time was that fate was shared, and even his life was willing, but he was just used to being good to others, but the fool took it seriously, and it can't be said that the previous relationship was fake, but it has a time limit, and his relationship with her is overdue, but there is no need to pay the fee again and no ability, because the rope of the relationship has let go of its hand." ”

She said, "Why? ”

"It's gone, it's gone." I replied, "I don't know, but that's true." ”

Gave up something very important, and was together without hesitation, but it couldn't be for a long time, what do you mean by love? On the contrary, those ordinary life-long tea, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar, and tea quarrels can't be dispersed.

I sighed and said quietly: "I just have to learn to say goodbye, what should go is destined not to stay, and life is better than death." ”

The bottom line has retreated a lot, and everything is always good to be alive and healthy.

I slapped my head and smiled awkwardly: "Oh, it's going to be done again, I'm a misguided kid, I haven't been in love, and I don't want to scribble as I get older." ”

She asked, "Are you very demanding?" ”

"I don't ask for much, but it's not easy to do. Have you ever seen someone who had a lifelong idea in mind from the beginning? ”

"Wang, you are naïve." She said: "I only know after this kind of sincere commitment for life. ”

"I don't have to ask others to put up three fingers and swear forever, it's not what I want, I just hope that I seriously think about the future at the beginning."

Then we fell silent.

……

The sun still rose as usual, and the girl named Chen Ya also left.

I slipped out into the world and watched a circus performance.

I was walking and eating a rock sugar gourd when suddenly the people around me crowded around one place and had words in their mouths.

"Oh, circus show, it is said that you can fly!"

"Really?"

"No, it's such a thin rope that walks up and down, it's several battles high above the ground."

As soon as I heard it, I felt fresh, so I hurried away.

It's just that I didn't sleep well this night, yawning and yawning, and I couldn't sleep hard. You must try to go to bed early, because without a good mental state, the moment you open your eyes in the morning, your eyes will be foggy, your head will hurt, and you will not be able to lift your energy.

On the way, I met a medical center, my daughter took my father to see a doctor, you look at the world, some of us are dancing happily, some are panicked, each is happy and suffering, nothing in this world is common, especially suffering.

In fact, I don't dare to complain too much with my friends, because I really don't want to block too many people, in fact, what I say is about to vent, I've always been quite strong. I'm afraid of worrying too much, so I choose not to talk about it, it's not that it's not important enough, and we can't care too much about the suffering of others.

It's just that the fragile side is not necessarily ugly.

If you think it's hard to live, you can go to the hospital and you'll know that it's hard to be alive.

I rarely see people who go to the hospital with a smile, because they are happy when they don't get sick, except for childbirth, but there are also midwives.

There are a lot of people in the circus, there are several floors inside and out, and everyone is not standing neatly, but the whole looks neat, circled, without unnecessary irregularities.

Fortunately, this kind of high-altitude performance will not be seen clearly, there is no need to get closer, standing in the distance can see more clearly, I saw a man with a strong and tentative attitude from the pillar to the filament, there are three circles, a circle of imperial relatives, a circle of civil and military officials, and a circle of ordinary people.

With such a thin line, it is not easy to stand firm, let alone walk over. I also gasped, and everyone roared like thunder, and there were shouts: Okay!

I listened and felt more nervous, maybe it would be better to be quiet. But I can't hear it in the sky, I don't listen carefully.

The man in the air was dressed very neatly, and the man walked barefoot, and finally staggered to the whole distance.

When he left, everyone had forgotten to applaud, even from the staircase to the ground, because they were too surprised.

Instead, the emperor applauded first, and then applauded thunderously.

Unprecedented grandeur, many miracles, many difficult to achieve, but not relying on divine power, but the result of their own efforts, so God will not treat sincere people badly.

Sincere people are willing to give.

The applause was thunderous, and the glory was a moment, because it had been paid very hard.

I have a weak heart, I have seen too many miracles, but none of them happened to me, because I retreated before I paid.

I walked out of the crowd and the people who were coming around.

Suddenly, they asked me, "Girl, is that pretty?" ”

I nodded, "Pretty exciting." ”

Habits are terrible, get used to those habits, and gradually get used to comfort, and after a long time of comfort, you forget what kind of adult you once hoped to become, and gradually wear out your patience, and don't want to believe it, because you feel that the time is too long, you can't wait, you can't stand it.

What about me?

And what can it become?

If you knew me well enough, I wouldn't be so arbitrary, and if I were clear, I wouldn't be so entangled.

I always met Lu Juan on the streets, and he looked at me and said, "Long time no see." ”

I had mixed feelings in my heart: "Long time no see." ”

It's been three years, and time is fast for demons, and even more so for gods.

"Ah Di, do you know that you are getting farther and farther away from me?"

I was upset, and smiled reluctantly: "This is fate." ”

"Don't accept your fate." He said, "I haven't given up on you, and you can't leave me behind." ”

I was confused: "You...... What do you mean? You didn't ask me to find Zhong Kui. ”

He was silent: "You'll understand later." ”

You are a god, I am a demon, and gods and demons are not connected.

"Auntie, that's not you, you're always different from other demons."

"Actually, every demon is very special, it's all different, it's just that you see me."

"Do you remember the carp jumping over the dragon gate that I watched with you? Nothing is impossible, but you have to believe it, it's not enough to believe, you have to believe it. ”

It's not enough to believe, you have to believe.

I said, "Lu Ju, I won't give up, it's just that it will take a long time." ”

The mountains are high and the rivers are far away, it doesn't matter, the important thing is that you have to go, persevere to the end, the invincible defeat of yourself is that tired heart, think about the person who loves you is still waiting for me to cross the sea of people to meet him. Then you can't give up.