Chapter 574: Jealousy
"Enough!" Shen Tianyi rudely interrupted Yu Feiwan's words, he couldn't hear her say in such a tone of adoring affectionate worship that she was going to marry Golmud, "Don't say it again, I don't want to hear you say this, and I don't want to hear Golmud's name!" ”
Shen Tianyi has always been calm when he was a young man, but his actions at the moment are willful like a noisy child, and he has no calm style in the past, as if he has changed as a person.
Yu Feiwan has such a ability, which can make him go crazy in an instant, and can also make him sink in an instant.
"Whether you want to accept the truth or not, the truth is like this......" Yu Feiwan thought about it, and still said the words in his heart, "General Shen, Yu Xinyu became a princess and married Gelhe, I can understand your pain of losing your lover, and I won't care...... But if you continue like this, no matter how good people are, they will not tolerate you. ”
"What do you mean by that?" Shen Tianyi looked at Yu Feiwan in a daze, not understanding what she meant by saying this?
"What do I mean, isn't it clear in General Shen's heart?" Yu Feiwan raised a self-deprecating smile on her mouth, "You just treat me as Yu Xinyu, and now that she is married to Gerhe, you feel sad, so you came back to me as a stand-in." ”
"Although you regard me as a stand-in, although I am just a stand-in in your heart, I am also a person who feels pain in my heart, maybe I am nothing in your heart, but I feel that I am very precious...... General Shen, I am not the kind of person who will be trampled on at will, if you violate me again and again, I will also take up arms to defend myself......"
"How can you think like that......" Shen Tianyi looked at Yu Feiwan painfully, it turned out that the misunderstanding between them was already so deep.
"The person I like has always been you, I have never regarded you as someone else, and I don't like Yu Xinyu either...... I don't know why she was in front of me, and I don't know if you would see that kind of scene......"
When he said this, did he rely on her to see things that she shouldn't see? A nameless fire suddenly appeared in Yu Feiwan's heart: "Yes, it shouldn't have appeared, interrupting your good deeds." I apologize to you for my actions that day, and now, can you let me go? Although you are a messenger of peace, I am indeed the fiancée of Golmud, and if you are rude to me like this again, the people of Dandong will not let you bully their future princess...... When the time comes, even if you are a messenger with your relatives, you will inevitably be punished. ”
Shen Tianyi listened to her mouthful of fiancée and Golmud, and he was also angry at the moment, and said without thinking about it: "You rejected me so cruelly, but because you want to marry Golmud, right?" Golmud is the prince of Dandong, but I am just a small general, you don't look down on me, the Yu Xinyu incident is just an excuse for you to abandon me, right? Even if you didn't have that, you'd find another reason to abandon me! ”
How could he say such a thing......
Who threw away her sincerity, and who carried her behind her back and others to talk to me and me? Now she wants to blame her for not looking down on him, it's really unbelievable.
Yu Feiwan was so angry that his whole body trembled, and he used all his strength to not attack on the spot, and directly slapped Shen Tianyi. She took a deep breath, trying to look calmer.
"If thinking like this can make you come out of the pain of going to Yu Xinyu, then whatever you want! Whatever you think of me, we don't have anything to do with me from now on, I don't care what you think of me......"
"Since the words have come to this, then I can't help but tell you, from beginning to end, the person I like has always been Golmud, I just use you as a stand-in, when I am with you, the person I think about is Golmud, when I hug you, and when I kiss you."
Shen Tianyi looked at Yu Feiwan in disbelief, and couldn't think of why such cruel words came out of her mouth: "I don't believe it, Yu Feiwan, I don't believe that you will treat me like this, when I confessed to you, your eyes were so bright, I don't believe that you will treat me as Golmud......
"If you just think of Golmud, why didn't you say yes to him when he first proposed to you, but only after he was seriously injured?"
Yu Feiwan didn't want to be entangled with Shen Tianyi anymore, no matter how much she discussed, she couldn't let her forget everything that happened, let alone erase her unbearable past: "Whatever you say, anyway, my marriage to Golmud is already an established fact, and I don't want to think about those things in the past, General Shen, it's better to look forward...... You are from afar, you are a guest, and I, as the host here, have done my best to be benevolent and righteous, and if you want to do this again, I will not be polite. ”
"You're welcome?" The corners of Shen Tianyi's mouth opened a mocking smile, Yu Feiwan's ruthlessness made him feel that he was nothing, he suddenly felt disheartened, and then slowly let go of her arm and looked at her sadly.
"What are you going to do to me, using your fiancé's power to arrest me and then kill me? All right! You let him come and catch me, I'm about to be killed by you anyway, not a few knives. ”
Yu Feiwan saw his sad look, and somehow, his heart softened. No matter how tough she is in her mouth and how she pretends not to care about him, she always remembers him in her heart.
Thinking of this, Yu Feiwan felt disgusted with himself and felt very uncomfortable. He trampled on his true heart so cruelly, why did she bother to miss him?
At this point, it is really sad that she still can't see the truth clearly.
No wonder she was hurt so badly, the reason was because she always couldn't recognize the facts.
Do you find that interesting? Haven't you been hurt enough? Do you still want to be humiliated and ridiculed?
Yu Feiwan questioned himself in his heart. No matter how much she likes Shen Tianyi, but it is a fact that he doesn't like her, and she should accept this fact, but she only complains about it after hitting her head and breaking her blood.
This is not in line with her character at all, and she does not want to be like that herself.
It can't go on like this!
The arrival of Golmud......
Yu Feiwan kept brainwashing himself, but it was just a relationship, and this one was gone or the next one. Maybe she will feel sad now, but as long as she endures it for a while, she will gradually forget the pain.
Rather than dwelling on the long-term pain, it is better to be free and easy, and when the judgment continues, she will suffer from the chaos, she knows very well in her heart.