Li Shougui's affection for Lin Xiangru is as deep as the sea, but in the face of the child born to Lin Xiangru and other women, can he take good care of this child?

Although all the ladies in the Li Mansion have been dismissed from the mansion, and now there is only one second lady and eldest lady, will these two ladies and eldest lady treat him well in the face of this suddenly extra male doll?

These are the reasons for Huaiyu's hesitation.

Originally, she was going to leave for Kyoto soon, and it was inconvenient to take such a baby with her, and it was inconvenient to travel, so leaving him in Anqing was Huaiyu's long-standing idea.

But by no means handed over to Li Shougui.

Unexpectedly, Li Shougui knelt down so earnestly, which made Huaiyu hesitate for a while.

"If Miss Gu doesn't give me the child, Li has the courage to ask, in what capacity does Miss Gu take him with her?"

In what capacity?

She takes care of the family army, can't she support a baby?

Huaiyu was about to answer, Li Shougui said, "The girl is a person with a big river in her heart, whether it is Gu Jiajun or Xunyanlou, raise one more child, I Li admitted, there is absolutely no problem, but does Miss Gu want him to grow up from a young age?" When she grows up and asks her father, how will Miss Gu answer? ”

"Although I Li does not have a lot of wealth, but also has quite a lot of assets, now that I am not confused, I do not have a son under my knees, if the girl hands over the child to me, I will definitely regard him as my own son. Miss Gu, you should be merciful and give the child to Li. ”

Huaiyu sighed, "You get up first, let me think about it." ”

"If the girl doesn't agree, Li will never get up."

"You're threatening me?"

"It's not a threat, but I sincerely hope that the girl will think about it."

When Huaiyu was shaking, a slightly angry voice suddenly came.

"I disagree!" It was Duan Qinqin, she strode in, "The child was delivered by me personally, and without my permission, no one can decide whether he will go or stay." ”

"Sister Qin."

Duan Qinqin glanced at Huaiyu, then at Li Shougui, who was kneeling on the ground, and sneered, "You just have to die of this heart, don't think about taking Changsi away." ”

"This" Li Shougui looked at Huaiyu, in his judgment, Huaiyu was the one who made the decision, how could he tolerate the beak of others.

This is indeed the first time that Duan Qinqin and Huaiyu have disagreed.

In the past, she was only Huaiyu, but just met the cute little guy, how could she tolerate Huaiyu sending him to Li Shougui.

"Huaiyu, do you really want to hand over Changsi to Li Shougui?"

"This, I-"

"I don't allow it, I refuse! Don't you think! ”

Duan Qinqin was like a hen guarding her cubs, clamoring to prevent Huaiyu from sending the little guy away.

Huaiyu tightened her eyebrows, she hadn't agreed to Li Shougui's request yet, why was she so angry.

"Calm down, calm down." Huaiyu raised his forehead and said, "Actually, Li Shougui is right, we will take Changsi with us, what can we give him?" Power? Identity? Status? Money? ”

She left Yan'er because Yan'er really had nowhere to go, and she was a girl's house, if she didn't stay, I am afraid she would have to be sold to a big family to be a girl.

But Changsi obviously has a better place to go.

Duan Qinqin quieted down and looked at Huaiyu like a stranger, "In Huaiyu's eyes, is this what Changsi needs?" ”

Huaiyu was speechless.

She admits that she is indeed realistic, the child has just been born, and she has already thought about him when he grows up.

As an orphan without a father and mother, when Changsi grows up, he lives by his side, can he take good care of this child, can he selflessly regard him as his younger brother, or his own son, let him live happily and happily, without being pointed at by the people around him.

To raise a baby, for her, it is just a matter of finding a few more girls and nurses, and it doesn't take much effort, but when the child grows up, ask his father, how should she tell him?

Do you say that he actually picked it up on the way to capture Anqing?

Or did his father die the day he was born?

No matter which one it is, for Huaiyu, it feels too heavy, and it is even more unbearable for the child.

Duan Qinqin was silent for a moment, looked at Huaiyu, who was also silent, and said slowly, "You are a coward, a coward who will never get out of that heavy rain in your life." ”

She and Huaiyu get along day and night, of course, she knows that Huaiyu has a kind of empathy for all people who have lost their parents, and they will always involuntarily substitute the pain of losing their parents into the other party, and feel that the other party must be the same as herself at that time.

However, the joys and sorrows of human beings are not the same, even if they experience the same thing, the same loss of parents, some people will be in pain, and some people will just cry shallowly.

Duan Qinqin vigorously helped Li Shougui up, "Master Li, please go back, I will not allow Huaiyu to hand over Changsi to you, if you want to see him, you are welcome at any time." ”

In Li Shougui's heart, Huaiyu is the supreme commander of Gu Jiajun and even Anqing Xunyanlou, and the soldiers and secret guards of all sizes listen to her, but she didn't expect that someone dared to talk to her so loudly and scolded her for being a "coward".

And Miss Gu was scolded so much that she didn't dare to say a word, which made Li Shougui even more afraid to speak, so she stood up cautiously, respectfully made a long bow to Huaiyu and Duan Qinqin, and walked away with a few nurses and girls brought behind her.

Although Li Shougui left, Duan Qinqin's anger had not subsided, and he looked at Huaiyu, who was sitting in a daze, speechless, and said angrily, "The past is the past, you can never go back, no matter how guilty you are, no matter how uncomfortable you are, the dead will never come back." ”

She stretched out her hand to fan the wind, as soon as she was excited, she was easy to get hot, looked at the two cups of tea on the table, picked up the cup in front of Huaiyu and drank it.

"A true warrior is one who has the courage to accept reality, accept the past, accept all the unsatisfactory, and live bravely. Huaiyu, why don't you understand? ”

Huaiyu was stunned.

Duan Qinqin said: "This is also the truth that I just realized. ”

Gu Mei's death made her fall into doubts about herself, but a baby's cry just now made her see the vitality of new life again.

If people have been indulging in the mistakes of the past, what else is there to look forward to in this world?

But Huaiyu didn't understand such a truth.

She has been indulging in the heavy rain in the past, seeing the heavy rain, seeing the begonias, seeing the children who lost their parents, and seeing almost everything, which can remind her of her father and mother, and the carefree days when she was a child.

But how all of a sudden, it's all gone?

The more you try to forget, the clearer it all becomes.

For six years, Huaiyu often thought she had a dream.

Maybe I woke up from the dream and none of this happened.

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