Chapter 254: Try to Accept
Fu Jingshi found that Shu Wan looked at him in surprise, and frowned faintly, he didn't like such strange eyes.
Shu Wan also seemed to have discovered her gaffe, lowered her head and pulled the corners of her lips embarrassedly, and then said bluntly: "Jing Shi, these days, I also feel that you have gradually changed a lot, I can't tell you exactly where you have changed, but you get along a lot differently than before." ”
"Once upon a time?" Fu Jingshi raised his eyebrows, and the past in his mind swept away, he really didn't realize it.
Shu Wan chuckled, picked up the red wine and sipped it decently, her posture was generous, and elegance naturally spread out from her bones: "In the past, you were brave and arbitrary, won the hearts of the people, and was a good emperor praised by the people, but you are not a competent and good husband to me...... I just want to find a good husband and live an ordinary and enviable life. ”
She only said lightly, her amber eyes flashed with stars, and the past was still vivid: "I ask myself, since I became the queen, I have been cautious, virtuous and virtuous, and managed the three palaces and six courts in an orderly manner, just to not disturb Your Majesty, and have never done anything incompetent, but Your Majesty, are you worthy of me?" ”
Hearing this, Fu Jingshi was silent for two seconds, he knew that she couldn't forget that incident in her heart, it had invisibly become a chasm across their feelings, no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't cross it.
"That is the only time since I entered the palace with willfulness, my child Yun'er is gone, I just want to seek justice for him, and don't let him go in vain......"
When she got to the back, she couldn't speak anymore, buried her head in her circled arms, and her eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of fog, and she only heard a slight sobbing sound.
Fu Jingshi stared at Shu Wan with complicated eyes, and his outstretched hand wanted to caress her slightly twitching back, but before his hand could reach out, he saw her straighten her back again, looked at him with red eyes, and kept repeating: "That's our child, our child......"
Fu Jingshi was not sad about what happened back then, but he had not yet sat on the throne at that time, his prestige had not yet been established, and the court was eyeing him, so in order to balance the court, he had to shield the murderer.
Shu Wan was already in tears, and said word by word: "You covered him, you are an accomplice!" ”
Fu Jingshi was like a fish in her throat, she had never shown it in front of her, and he didn't know that she hated herself so much.
It's just that what Shu Wan didn't know was that after Fu Jingshi sat down in the court, the first thing he did was to deal with the murderer! A life is worth a life!
Fu Jingshi gently held Shu Wan's trembling hand: "Awan, we still have children, and there will be more in the future, you can have as many ...... as you want."
Shu Wan couldn't cry silently, and she almost fainted when she heard his words, and she expressed her resentment inarticulately: "That's not as good as Yun'er......"
She had tried to understand Fu Jingshi, but she found that she was really not that great.
He is the emperor of the Dayong Dynasty, she is his empress, but she is also an ordinary mother.
Fu Jingshi grabbed Shu Wan's hand and slammed it, and the white and tender little hand slipped out of his control, and suddenly he said softly: "Ah Wan, give you something." ”
As he spoke, he took out a piece of smooth and translucent white jade out of nowhere and put it firmly in her hand.
Shu Wan put the white jade in the palm of her hand, gently and gently stroked it over and over again with her fingertips, and couldn't help but pick it up and look at it carefully, and couldn't help but be surprised: "This is ...... Yun'er? ”
Even if she died, she would not mistake this piece of white jade, which they picked together when she was just pregnant with Yun'er to term
"It's strange to say, after coming here, nothing is gone, but this piece of white jade is still on me, and I have already dealt with the murderer in private, but I haven't had time to tell you yet."
Fu Jingshi still hasn't finished half a sentence, and before he can tell him, she can't wait to reconcile with her.
He rarely sighs, and even his personal emotions rarely show out, but it was their child, why didn't he miss Yun'er every day all these years?
Shu Wan leaned Bai Yu on her heart, tears gently slid down her face, and she asked in a low voice, "Yun'er, is it you......"
In fact, these days, she has seen Fu Jingshi's changes in her eyes and remembered them in her heart, sometimes looking at the face that is no different from before, and even a little trance, she really feels his heartbeat, everything about him.
Coming to this world may be a chance for them to start over.
She was willing to give him another chance and believe in him again......
The two sat on the terrace wordlessly, and I don't know how long it took, but the morning sun had long since disappeared.
The sky gradually darkened, a light rain was falling, and there was a baffle above the terrace, which was specially used to keep out the rain, and the two sat under the baffle, and their posture was much closer.
A breeze sent into the terrace, Shu Wan hugged her arms, the tip of her nose was slightly cold, and she sneezed in the next second.
Fu Jingshi quietly took a knitted jacket from the wardrobe, gently draped it on her slender body, and said with concern: "The latitude and terrain here are different, and the weather is changeable, don't wait for a cold to make people wait for you in every possible way......"
The first half of the sentence still warmed Shu Wan's heart, but the second half of the sentence changed, as if he was telling his dissatisfaction with himself last time?
Obviously, she was still angry before, but subconsciously she became angry: "It's to take care, not to serve, don't you have to be taken care of when you're sick?" ”
Thinking about the time when she was lying at home and didn't have to worry about anything, she felt like she was in heaven.
Fu Jingshi held his cheeks, thought seriously, and asked, "Then I'm sick, will you take care of me like this?" ”
"Yes."
almost blurted out, but met Fu Jingshi's suspicious eyes, Shu Wan was seen by him as weak, and quickly twisted her head to the side, not letting him look at herself, and said a little awkwardly: "Of course it will, I know how to repay my kindness......"
She had really thought about it in her mind just now, and although she wasn't sure if she could have infinite patience, at least she wouldn't leave him alone.
Suddenly, Fu Jingshi let out a rare laugh, with a smile in his eyes and eyebrows.
Shu Wan looked at him as if she was looking at an alien, her face was incredulous, his paralyzed face would have such a rich expression, not to mention, it was quite good-looking.
I don't know if she was infected by that beautiful smile, she actually laughed out loud.
The two looked at each other and smiled, as if the past had disappeared.
Fu Jingshi reached out and pinned the broken hair on Shu Wan's forehead behind her ear, and tightened her tightly in his arms.
Shu Wan leaned on his strong chest, listening to his strong and powerful heartbeat, holding the smooth and translucent white jade tightly in her hand, she felt more relaxed than she had ever been, as if the shackles in her heart had been opened......